This is my first journal I've written in.. well, forever. I swiped this from
PART 1: About You.
1. When I'm nervous:
I blush, fidget and go quiet (in extreme cases I squeek ^.^")
2. Were you a planned baby?
I hope so ^.^"
3. Were you the first child?
I am a middle child
PART 2: Your Personality
4. Do you have low self esteem?
Most would say I do. I say I'm pretty spot on at how I describe myself though.
5. Do you get depressed about things easily?
I get depressed for virtually everything ^.^"
6. Are you happy right now?
Yep. Just got off a fun webcam session with my friend
PART 3: Appearance
7. Are you comfortable with the way you look?
Not in the least
8. Describe your hair:
Long and black with a little bit of a wave to it
PART 4: The Outdoors
9. Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?
10. Do you like walking in the rain?:
Yes, I do. It's cleansing.
11. Are you a vegetarian?
12. Anything you absolutely could eat forever:
Fudge -me gusta-
13. What is your favorite dessert?
... Fudge >w<
PART 6: Relationships And Love
14. Do you want to get married?
Ummm... maybe ^.^" (I have a weird view on marriage)
15. Are you happy with the person you're with?
I would have to say yes
16. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I kinda do... but at the same chance I don't believe that the love at first sight is always right.
17. Does somebody you know fancy you?
Lmao. I look like the mix of a walrus and a bear. Who would fancy that? -.-
18. Would you date the same person twice?
It really depends.
PART 7: Random Questions
19. Where is your cell phone?:
I just put it down. Had to text someone cause of my incompetence ^.^"
20. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
Beki. She is my cutie pie
*Om nom nom nom.... burp*
22. Your dream last night?
lol. Is not PG-13 friendly xD
23. Your favorite drink?
I loves my orange juice >3<
24. Car you want?:
My parent's Cadillac
25. The room you're in?:
The living room. It is the home of Lappy
26. Your fears?
Heights and needles
27. Nipple rings?:
... wouldn't that hurt? o.O
28. One of your wish list items:
ULTIMATE OPTIMUS PRIME!!! "pew pew"
29. Where did you grow up?
Wallaceburg On and Windsor On
30. What are you wearing?
... And if I said nothing?
33. Your computer?
My super tank Lappy
34. Your life?:
For a taco? Seems like a fair trade
35. Your mood?:
lol. Lets just say this. I've been called "perv" multiple times tonight ^.^"
My friends from Windsor
37. What are you thinking about right now?
Jeez, the last person had sex here so that kinda goes and ruins it for me..
38. Your car is?
A robot in disguise >
39. When is the last time you laughed an awful lot?
On webcam with that friend from like 15 minutes ago
40. Last time you cried?
Probably a week ago (for reasons I shall not explain)
Mruaaaaa *turns into a zombie*
42. Last text?:
HAHA, good night.
(was from my webcam friend)
44. Your 17th missed call?
45. The oldest message in your inbox:
Phone or email? Emails I keep for forever... text messages are lucky to last a week ^.^"
46. Last person who made you feel good about yourself:
.. Actually feel "good" good about myself? ... I can't remember..
47: Last person who hugged you?
My friend Sarah (Sorry Beki. She dropped you off first and I had to give her a hug goodbye too ^.^")
48. Do you want somebody you can't have?
Not in the romantic sense. It's complicated
48.Your most over used phrase
"I was gonna say" xD
49. If you had one wish now what would it be?
Someone to hold in my arms and sleep with
50. Are you fun to be with?
In my opinion, no. In everyone elses opinion, I guess so ^.^"
51.Whats you party trick?
52. What are you doing now?
Masturba... I mean, reading ^.^"
53. Last thing you ate?
Cheese cake brownies *drools*
54: Most important thing in your life?
55: Anything to say before you go?
[ ] Abasiophilia: sexual attraction to people who are lame or crippled and/or who use leg braces or other orthopaedic appliances
[x] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds
[ ] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility
[x] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain
[x] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.
[ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.
[ ] Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.
[x] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools. (this is a kinda ^.^")
[ ] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.
[ ] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.
[ ] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.
[ ] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape. (definitely not.. bad experience)
[ ] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.
[ ] Coprophilia: sexual attraction to (or pleasure from) feces. It's strictly related to Fecophilia, sexual arousal from defacation or watching a partner defecate, particularly on oneself.
[ ] Covert incestiphilia: arousal from non-contact sexual behavior with a child.
[x] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself. (only if those tears are telling me that I'm doing it right
[ ] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants.
[ ] Emetophilia (also vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomiting.
[ ] Ephebophilia (also hebephilia): sexual attraction towards adolescents.
[ ] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.
[ ] Erotic lactation (also galactophilia or lactophilia): sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women. (... this one is an iffy one ^.^")
[ ] Exhibitionism (also autagonistophilia or peodeiktophilia): sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).
 Food play: sexual arousal from food.
[ ] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.
[ ] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.
[ ] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.
[ ] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly.
[ ] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.
[x] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal. (ok, not a complete dress up but when you see the girls wearing the ears and the tail and maybe the gloves and boots it's pretty hot)
[ ] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.
[ ] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.
[ ] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.
[ ] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.
[ ] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.
[ ] Lust murder (also homicidophilia or erotophonophilia): sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish. (Maybe...)
[x] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia)the opposite of microphilia. (Booooooooobs *w*)
[X] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer. (Jeez. I had to delete so many "x" from this one because of the person who did this before me xD)
[ ] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body partsthe opposite of macrophilia.
[ ] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.
[ ] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.
[x] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner.
[ ] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.
[x] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.
[x] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.
[ ] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.
[x] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins. (.. Yeeeeeah ^.^" Not gonna try and defend myself on this one ^.^")
[ ] Pedophilia: sexual attraction to prepubescent children. It includes Nepiophilia (also infantophilia), sexual attraction to children three years old or younger.
[x] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art. (lol. I wouldn't say "attraction" ^.^")
[ ] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes. (Furry...)
[ ] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.
[ ] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different colour.
[x] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.
[ ] Salirophila: sexual arousal by soiling (only the appearance of) the object of one's desired partner.
[x] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to cartoon characters. (.. I'm guessing this means hentai ^.^")
[ ] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex.
[x] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia. (.... don't judge me
[ ] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.
[ ] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.
[ ] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous people.
[ ] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.
[ ] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair.
[ ] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.
[ ] Urolagnia: sexual attraction to urine, including urinating in public, urinating on others, and being urinated on by others; it includes Urophagia: sexual attraction to drinking urine or watching others drink urine.
[ ] Vorarephilia (also gynophagia): sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphilliaa sexual fetish of being within someone (a sub-genre is partial unbirthinga sexual attraction to inserting an adult head into a vagina). (ASKLDFJASFWUT?aksdjfasdfFFFFF) <-
... I gotta agree with CoH13 on this one ^.^"
[ ] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex (also includes scoptophiliathe recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.
[ ] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.
[ ] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.
[ ] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.
[ ] Zoosadism: sexual gratification derived from causing pain and suffering to animals. Necrozoophilia (also necrobestiality) strictly applies to killing animals.
[ ] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.
[ ] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties.
[x] Breast fetishism (I likes da bewbies C: )
[ ] Breast expansion fetishism
[ ] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.
[ ] Diaper fetishism
[ ] Doll fetish
[ ] Fat fetishism (also lipophilia)
[ ] Foot fetishism (podophilia)
[x] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment. (... guessing this one means if they role play and get in costume ^.^")
[ ] Hand fetishism
[x] Hip fetishism
[ ] Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.
[ ] Impregnation fetish
[ ] Medical fetishism
[ ] Navel fetishism
[ ] Nose fetishism (also nasophilia)
[1/2] Panty fetishism (yes, I put a half point because it's not bad enough to call a fetish but I still think that if a girl wears a certain pair of panties it is waaaay hotter)
[ ] Pregnancy fetishism
[ ] Robot fetishism
[ ] Shoe fetishism
[ ] Silk/Satin fetishism
[ ] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia)
[ ] Spandex fetishism
[ ] Tickling fetishism (also acarophilia)
[ ] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name.
[ ] Transformation fetish
[ ] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.