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Farfalle di Vetro by Quinfu Farfalle di Vetro by Quinfu
Entry for dA's Split contest. 

I wanted to record my process of this for a YouTube video I think that would have been absolutely amazing - but unfortunately I f'ed up, and did not record more than 30 minutes into the process, when my software just kind of stopped - I must have pressed something I wasn't aware that I was not supposed to press so that really hurts. I'm so full of regret, this is going to bug me for a long time. :faint:

BUTT, on the bright side I did get to focus more on creating this, which became a surprisingly interesting to me, after having previously dealt with depression, paranoia and self-harm, having been into mental hospitals for children when I was young, talked to several psychiatrists etc. this was a great reflection on those times and how torn and helpless I felt. You think that you are alone, trapped with your own mind and that can be incredibly scary. You just want silence and peace, and yet your head is your own worst enemy, as it forever screams behind your eyes, and you just want to let it all go. It's so f'king exhausting and lonely, holy cow. I don't think you can be anymore conflicted with yourself when your mind and body are literally fighting against one another. 

Thank you watching guys, and as always, I'd love to know what you think, how this makes you feel and how you think I could improve. PEACE. Cool Pineapple Icon/Emoticon 

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:iconleonor:
Leonor Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2017  Professional General Artist
It looks amazing!
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Quinfu Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you!
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AxonAnjy Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
This is such a dramatic work! Amazing :faint:
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Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you!
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:iconlara2004:
lara2004 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
de title is ita im ita
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
High five! 
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lara2004 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
yeeeh
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xXKawaiiKittyDesuXx Featured By Owner Edited Apr 15, 2017  Student General Artist
Aww...I hoped this made the semi-finals..it's really good. ☹️
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Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you! :hug:
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xXKawaiiKittyDesuXx Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2017  Student General Artist
Your Welcome 
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stockpremader Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2017
im legit upset this didn't make the cut
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Don't be upset that it's ended, be glad because it happened Row Of Gay Retards 
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stockpremader Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2017
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:iconruzanchik:
Ruzanchik Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Beautiful work!
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much!
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:iconryanknightart:
RyanKnightArt Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2017   Traditional Artist
This one is amazing... maybe my favorite ... best of luck!
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you!
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:icontrashlucifer:
TrashLucifer Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
that's really good!
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you
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:iconmr-ripley:
Mr-Ripley Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
 Great work!
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you!
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:iconfurryp0rn:
furryp0rn Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2017  Hobbyist Filmographer
AA THIS IS AMAZING ;00
i love your artwork sm!! ;o;
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much! :hug:
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:icongodknown:
Godknown Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2017
Remarkably touching.
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much
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Ilovefallingcows25 Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2017  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Wonderful work 
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
THank you!
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Ilovefallingcows25 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2017  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Your welcome
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Shesvii Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Amazing! :iconamazingplz: What a beautiful work what a beautiful work :squee: I'm going mad!
Butterflies are so delicate and distorted texture makes the atmosphere look like an old or untidy mirror :clap: Her eyes are wonderful, they evoke sadness and desperation perfectly.
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much, I really appreciate this :' )
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:iconshesvii:
Shesvii Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
My pleasure!:heart:
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TheSangson Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2017  Professional General Artist
Waaah, after a few days of having this in my watchbox, seriously, this pic is quite unsettling...so, awesome job, I guess! *shiver*
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Grace-Zed Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
This is so beautiful~ *o* Excellent work! :thumbsup:

Good luck with the contest~!!! 
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much!
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goodbyedeviantart Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017  Student
Yesssssssssss
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Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanksssssssssssssssssss
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CosmoSeeker Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017
Not gonna do a critique because I'm not a visionary, but this is astounding. I was going to say this lacks a bit in originality, but once I saw the butterflies and running mascara, it gained a deeper meaning. Excellent work and good luck!
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much, this is amazing. :' )
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Introvert-Narcissist Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Wow dude I hope you win!
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much! 
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Introvert-Narcissist Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome!
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deepgrounduk Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017
great work, very emotive, the colour palette you used is wonderful and I love the eyes – it's a beautiful piece of art :D :heart:
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Aow, thank you a lot, friend ~
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deepgrounduk Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017
no probs, your welcome, keep up the awesome work, will be following you on instagram very soon! :D have a great weekend :D Tony
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Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you Tony!
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pjenz Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wow such emotion, excellent work and concept, beautifully done :heart:
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you :' )
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pjenz Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
so very welcome Heart

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gabrielgunello Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017
Wow, this is a fantastic idea! Love it! 
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:iconquinfu:
Quinfu Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you!
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