QueenRoadKill

fan-fucking-tastic. i think i want to die. i'm beyond nervous, and i'm not sure quite why. yes, i knew i liked you, a long long time ago but why i still wont admit? wouldn't i like to know i think i want to die i can't believe how much this is killing me. every urge i fight is like a wave every want, every wish, is filled with pain every time i hold it back... i shouldn't, i know that but still, i will. why, i don't know. i just wish i could tell you, but i'd think you.. fan-fucking-tastic i think i want to die. another friend knows, and o.m. god, why? more riducule, (and personal shame) why am i so open? why, again? "real