Queenpog

bravery counts for nothing if nobody gives a shit you're no longer strong and courageous you're just stupidyou wonder why you did it why you thought it would be different "because i'm their child" clearly wasn't a good enough reasonyou remember the tears all from your own eyes how they sat stony faced devoid of emotionyou replay the conversation the way they told you to get out they watched as you packed they left when you criedstanding in the doorway, you spoke "i'm gay" the silence bravery counts for nothing

Eyes burn Hearts stream A young girl Starts to dreamSouls meeting The world doesn't end Hearts less empty Wounds start to mendNo more wrists bleeding No more lost screaming Spends her days dreaming Of finally tasting freedom

They've taken all she has Nothing left to give No reason to smile No reason to liveHer heart bleeds No tears left to cry Her lips are sealed Not worth a goodbyeShe closes her eyes As she turns off the light Never coming back Just a whisper in the night

it burns inside flames like a fire the pain inside cuts like wirepressed into flesh squeezing out blood heart beats so fast bangs like a thudscreams burst out from her to the air they fade like they were never even there

eyes watering she turns away hands pressed to face trying to keep the tears at bayheart beating so fast like it's about to break she puts on a smile one entirely fakeshe adjusts her mask trying to make it fit but it can't hide the empty pitof where her heart used to lie and her heartbroken mind screaming "please, let me die"

Isn't it funny how we only notice the little things after they're gone? It is weird, I thought I was okay with it; after all, I did spent weeks planning it. But now it was actually happening, I wasn't ready to give up.The family next to me looked perfect. The children squealed with delight as their parents chased them through the waves. Why couldn't my life have been like that? Why had I been such a bad parent? I didn't mean to do it; I hadn't meant to do any of it. I knew I wouldn't be missed; how could I have been?  I had nobody left to forget me.I don't suppose there is any easy way to do it. I considered just about every way. This meth...

I love the way you made me smile you made my days all the more worthwhilebut everything changes that's just how it goes now it seems like it's time for our solosit's time to take a bow to let the curtain fall to say our last words to say goodbye to it all.

if you really knew me you'd know that I'm chronically shy if you really knew me you wouldn't turn a blind eyeif you really knew me you'd know that I hide if you really knew me you'd be surprised.if you really knew me you'd understand why I do the things I do if you really knew me you'd know I don't wanna be like you.if you really knew me you'd see what I see if you really knew me you'd know I'm proud to be me

stop and stare don't pretend that you care. stop and listen work out what that kid's missing.push and make fun laugh as they run. pull and hold close stop them looking morose.

hi.so I suppose this is where you explain why you did it. but what if you don't have an explanation? what if you just did it cuz you were bored? what if you just did it cuz you had nothing else to do? what if?that's never the case though. there's always a reason. always.so here goes. I won't spare anyone's feelings. after all they never spared mine. to my mother. I was always second best wasn't i? nothing I did could compare to my 'darling' big sister. well it's alright now. now you don't have to act like you love me. bye mum. to my sister. we were always competing weren't we? but you were the perfect one, I was the 'weird' one. I never st...