Sep 14, 2023
She's bacccckkkk~ But for real, sorry for the extended break on 15 under 50. I was really not doing well from a mental standpoint for a bit there. Too many hard things for my brain to deal with, and it just genuinely didn't feel like it was ever going to get better. However, I have made a sincere effort to MAKE it get better. I have been trying to do things I enjoy again, as well as working harder to take care of myself. I was looking at life as "which hurdle do I have to clear next?" but a friend reminded me that this wasn't the way to look at life. I went and finally saw the Barbie movie in theaters, I went to a photography presentation with a friend, I'm getting into embroidery for the first time, and I even made myself an Autumn moodboard to get the most out of the season (Fall is my fave, like most basic girls out there lol). All of those things brought a lot of happiness to me. I'm also enjoying the day to day, listening to vinyl, cooking dinner, going on walks with Seren