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A little update

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Hey guys~ Wow, long time no see... I wish I had really good news and life is awesome, but my luck hasn't really been great haha...

So...I have stage 4 Fibrosis Sarcoma cancer.....Doctor says I have about a year, year and a half left, so.. ...I'm not really sure what to say tbh. I've been cracking jokes on twitter but, well, tbh I'm pretty stressed haha... though, I'm already pretty nihilistic so I really just need to get over my mortality haha...easier said than done tho xD. Uhh....well, I guess I don't have to worry about recycling anymore, my emission's about to get cut real short lmao. Still gotta crack jokes or it's just sad man lol

that's all I have to say right now. I appreciate all the support on twitter and people becoming my patron is just so sweet, thank you guys so much. I apologize my condition might only get worse before it gets better though, I still have a lot of pain problems right now actually...i think that's the worst part of this though, is the pain. god. I'm so tired.

ps. I don't JUST have cancer, I ALSO have a severe heart condition and I'm on a LOT of heart medication which I need to live, so please refrain from making medical advice unless you're an oncologist, cardiologist, or both. Honestly. Please please.

pps. I don't know how much I will use deviantart from now on. I just keep forgetting, sorry @__@;; Probably more than usual now. I'll be a little more active on patreon and twitter mostly, though insta too probably.

thanks for still following me on deviantart. I'm kinda surprised there are still peeps here on my page hahaha...

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Uwahh, thank you for the deviousness award! now i feel like a super senior! hahaha i'm kidding XD~

yay~! :D 

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Update: Happy New YEaR~!
Thank you everyone for commenting your awesome parts of last year, and best of luck in the coming new year~ Thank you guys for sticking with me still :)

I'll be giving these automatically in a minute. So sorry if you didn't win ;__; ~ I wish i had more to give @__@;;~ thank you guys again~!


update to remind followers who may not have seen this :3~
I'm reading through all the comments and there are a lot of positivity here, yay :D

So....I haven't been here in foreverrr hahaha~ I finally caught dA during the holidays xD~ though I haven't done this in 5 years, let's do this again :lol:

I have a bit of points saved up from the awesome people who donated, and I'm gonna give away some subs :D (thank you guys! throughout all these years @_@;; <3)

I'll be giving out 2 three-month-subscriptions, and 3 one-month subscriptions.
This event is for followers only, as a thank-you lots for sticking with me even though..uh...i've neglected this place so much @_@;;;; (sorry >.<;;; )

:bulletgreen:1. Favourite this journal (cause it saves me time and i can just choose randomly from those numbers)
:bulletgreen:2. be a follower/watcher on dA (please don't follow just for this ;;;>.<;;;;....this is just to thank followers who like my work @_@;;; thank you u.u~)
:bulletgreen:3. Comment something good that happened this year :) (haha alright, that's not a rule, but...this year seemed so bad, let's end it with something more...positive, to welcome the new year~!)

Giveaway ends at 0:00 on January 1st, Pacific Time UTC 08:00
At time, I'll be using a random number generator (www.random.org/) to pick someone out from the favourite numbers (and since those numbers are always changing, it's doubly random! xD;; )

Uh....let's end this with a thing i've been meaning to finish but just haven't gotten around to it for...forever.......and now i want to again after playing the Christmas DLC. My god I love Seven so much hahaha <3 <3. I'm super thankful for the existence of Mystic Messenger.... :heart:

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Hi guys :D.
I figured I'll just post all my social media on here today :). I'll be super happy if you guys follow any one of them that's easiest for you :D. dA's still my oldest one, so thank you guys so much for all the support over all the years :hug:





I've started recording timelapses, and a lot of people have asked for youtube videos on Instagram and it gives pretty great resolutions too, so I've started uploading there :). I also finally started a facebook. My second try cause after I created the first one last year, I started doubting I was good enough to have one so I deleted it. haha i regret it now though cause I can't use the username I wanted again @_@;;.

Thanks guys so much, seriously :)

And thanks again Aboraliz for the sub :heart:

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Sorry this is so late ^^;. Thank you guys so much for all the awesome comments. I'm recovering again, though my thyroid levels are extremely low so i'm always tired. Outside of the surgery, it might also be because of my temporary heart medication though so they lowered the dose and taking more meds, and i'm hoping that it'll go back up once i stop the medication. (i'm taking so many meds, I've gotten so good at taking a bunch of meds in one swallow lol)

Anyways, thanks again for all the support and love through all these years, i've been on dA for a really long time now, though the community seems to have changed quite a bit and I haven't been nearly as active as before. I do post more on Instagram though, since i see it more as a place to throw sketches up, and it just feels more casual for me to put up stuff and delete stuff haha;;. 

here's a close-up of Severus's doe, since I won't be posting it up as a separate piece here (I fixed stuff on this too lol)


Thank you guys again for the support :hug:

ps. i have like 80+ notes piled up and i'm not sure if i have the energy to go through them all, sorry ;_;. they piled up again x_x;;;;;. 

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