Hey guys~ Wow, long time no see... I wish I had really good news and life is awesome, but my luck hasn't really been great haha...
So...I have stage 4 Fibrosis Sarcoma cancer.....Doctor says I have about a year, year and a half left, so.. ...I'm not really sure what to say tbh. I've been cracking jokes on twitter but, well, tbh I'm pretty stressed haha... though, I'm already pretty nihilistic so I really just need to get over my mortality haha...easier said than done tho xD. Uhh....well, I guess I don't have to worry about recycling anymore, my emission's about to get cut real short lmao. Still gotta crack jokes or it's just sad man lol
that's all I have to say right now. I appreciate all the support on twitter and people becoming my patron is just so sweet, thank you guys so much. I apologize my condition might only get worse before it gets better though, I still have a lot of pain problems right now actually...i think that's the worst part of this though, is the pain. god. I'm so tired.
ps. I don't JUST have cancer, I ALSO have a severe heart condition and I'm on a LOT of heart medication which I need to live, so please refrain from making medical advice unless you're an oncologist, cardiologist, or both. Honestly. Please please.
pps. I don't know how much I will use deviantart from now on. I just keep forgetting, sorry @__@;; Probably more than usual now. I'll be a little more active on patreon and twitter mostly, though insta too probably.
thanks for still following me on deviantart. I'm kinda surprised there are still peeps here on my page hahaha...
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haha this is super late but i'm recovering now.
I recently got a sliver of motivation into doing digital art again, and I miss you, your works, the message and stories in every piece that you make... I will be thinking of you and you're one of my inspirations to continue doing digital art.
I'm new to art, but when I saw your painting yesterday of the girl in headphones whose tears turn into notes in the wind it stopped me- looking at it just woke up some emotions I haven't felt in a while. Finding out now that you've passed... I just wanted to say thank you. Your art reached me and I won't forget it ♥️
Not a day goes by where I don’t think of you. Everyday I find myself looking at your art and it hurts me so much that you had to leave us so soon against your will. So many people love you and will remember you, you were a talented beautiful soul, we all love you and miss you everyday. You are such an inspiration, and I feel so bad that I didn’t know you before your passing, you are so beauriful, so kind, so talented and so so so loved. Thank you for being a part of my life and many others. You did well. Sleep well angel. You will never be forgotten.
I just learned about Qinni's death today, even though I've been following her here on DA for years. I'm grateful for all the inspiration and emotions I got from her art and I really hope her loved ones can find some comfort in her wonderful work, since they had to loose her so tragically <3
Rest in peace Qinni, I'll light a candle for you today.
You inspire a lot of people ... I got to know your work a short time ago, it was your arts that motivated me to study and try to learn more about illustration. I want you to improve Qin, you need to improve. Strength and faith!
Qinni, two years ago I posted a comment on your youtube channel about how you inspired me to start painting again, and how seeing your work got me inspired to expand my techniques. In the past two years, I've expanded from watercolor, to oil paints, and recently digital art. I wish you were still here and were able to overcome your health conditions.
You're an inspiration to many even after you passed, including me. I hope you're still painting, wherever you are.