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Bird Cage

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By Qinni   |   Watch
Published: January 3, 2020
© 2020 Qinni

Long time no see~! This isn't the best update but I figured there were prob peeps who don't follow my journals so I'm gonna post this here too I think...

So...I have stage 4 Fibrosis Sarcoma cancer.....Doctor says I have about a year, year and a half left, so.. ...I'm not really sure what to say tbh. I've been cracking jokes on twitter but, well, tbh I'm pretty stressed haha... though, I'm already pretty nihilistic so I really just need to get over my mortality haha...easier said than done tho xD. Uhh....well, I guess I don't have to worry about recycling anymore, my emission's about to get cut real short lmao. Still gotta crack jokes or it's just sad man lol

that's all I have to say right now. I appreciate all the support on twitter and people becoming my patron is just so sweet, thank you guys so much. I apologize my condition might only get worse before it gets better though, I still have a lot of pain problems right now actually...i think that's the worst part of this though, is the pain. god. I'm so tired.

ps. I don't JUST have cancer, I ALSO have a severe heart condition and I'm on a LOT of heart medication which I need to live, so please refrain from making medical advice unless you're an oncologist, cardiologist, or both. Honestly. Please please.

pps. I don't know how much I will use deviantart from now on. I just keep forgetting, sorry @__@;; Probably more than usual now. I'll be a little more active on patreon and twitter mostly, though insta too probably.

thanks for still following me on deviantart. I'm kinda surprised there are still peeps here on my page hahaha...

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KittyMee05Student General Artist

I should have read this description when I had the chance earlier, we all miss you x

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miss you

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Apotamkin101Hobbyist Artist

Your art is still glowing and beautiful may your life and heart rest in peace Qinni

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Love is forever. You are loved. Burn a bright trail, a shooting star named Qinni :+fav:

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dimassyafaatStudent General Artist

Rly.. i cant help it, miss you and your art😭❤️

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you are amazing Love U forever Qinni❤️

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Love this Art. My heart goes out to you💜💜💜

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AvriiaHobbyist General Artist
this breaks my heart that this is your last art piece...and how this piece describes your health struggles... Broken Heart 
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beautiful art, im so so sad you're gone... i hope you're happy and at peace, wherever you are now...

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TashfiaSHobbyist Traditional Artist

Came back on DeviantArt after a long time and the first thing I click is this post. You've been such an inspiration Qinni. Your love for art and how you kept creating through all your struggles. I really can't imagine what it must have been like. Please take care of yourself up there in Heaven. We love you. <3

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I've had this sitting in my notification center for months, as I wasn't sure what to say then, and then I didn't know what to say afterwords. I love your work, your style, and your imagination. I can't imagine what it must have been like, to be going through all of that but still creating. We miss you, and will never forget you.
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omg you where a very talented artist... <3

Rest in peace angel Red Rose 
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ElayneCiaraHobbyist Artist

We miss you so much, you were such an inspiration and so wonderful. My favorite artist by far. Thank you. Rest in peace, may you be smiling in heaven with the lord.

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lauabaloniStudent Digital Artist
Auch, i opened deviantart after a LONG time and this was waiting for me in my notifications. Rest in the stars you lovely amazing brave girl your art will always live in all of us 
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Heart Heart Heart 
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alahu12Student Digital Artist
i regret you... hope i will see you soon after death in a year and a half!
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5yn4New Deviant

You did so much with so little :star: :cries:

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Miss you girl! I hope all is well on the other side <3
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We miss you Qinni Crying 
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beautiful picture, hugs to you!
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She cant... She died
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What did they say?
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