.: Chapter Two :.
I was still standing outside my room at now 11:00pm and I just kind of stood there looking up into the sky with some tears rolling down my cheeks. I really wanted to love him butů ever since I was in grade seven I knew I was different from most people, I liked both sexes, I was bisexual. Now being in grade 11 I was reconsidering my sexuality now. That shouldn't matter though right? I was in love with a player, someone who liked to date multiple girls at once and flirt with many others. I look over my shoulder and thought, why do most girls fall in love with players? I moved my eye sight to the road and rememberedů There is this one girl who I usually gaze at, not creepy like or anything but just notice her, we are friends but not close enough to make a move. I looked away, shaking my head I'm not ready yet. I am still in love with Parker. He was my world and now it is slowly turning grey and fading away. I heard a noise and looked down and there he was. I blinked a fe