her legs are weak
she cannot speak
her hair falls roughly around her face.
her eyes are brown
but red around
lined with dark depressions.
she bites her lips
constantly
and scratches her skin
until it bleeds.
she cries a lot
and screams inside
she's thin because she doesn't eat.
her eyes aren't closed
neither are they open
clearly she doesn't get any sleep.
she starts to count
her number of breaths
she barely gets to two.
she lies on the tiles
in a fetal manner
and begins to hum a tune.
she whispers a song
to herself
that once he'd sing to her instead.
I remember those hands
reaching for my face
wiping away my tears
brushing aside my hair.
"I love you, please don't cry"
were the words he used to say
"you're in my arms now,
there's no need to be afraid."
you are my first
and my last.
the finish line,
the very best.
the warmth
inside my chest.
the very reason
i forget the rest.
You are my hero,
my bulletproof vest.
my shining star,
my fortress.
her legs are weak
she cannot speak
her hair falls roughly around her face.
her eyes are brown
but red around
lined with dark depressions.
she bites her lips
constantly
and scratches her skin
until it bleeds.
she cries a lot
and screams inside
she's thin because she doesn't eat.
her eyes aren't closed
neither are they open
clearly she doesn't get any sleep.
she starts to count
her number of breaths
she barely gets to two.
she lies on the tiles
in a fetal manner
and begins to hum a tune.
she whispers a song
to herself
that once he'd sing to her instead.
I remember those hands
reaching for my face
wiping away my tears
brushing aside my hair.
"I love you, please don't cry"
were the words he used to say
"you're in my arms now,
there's no need to be afraid."
you are my first
and my last.
the finish line,
the very best.
the warmth
inside my chest.
the very reason
i forget the rest.
You are my hero,
my bulletproof vest.
my shining star,
my fortress.
you are my first
and my last.
the finish line,
the very best.
the warmth
inside my chest.
the very reason
i forget the rest.
You are my hero,
my bulletproof vest.
my shining star,
my fortress.
I remember those hands
reaching for my face
wiping away my tears
brushing aside my hair.
"I love you, please don't cry"
were the words he used to say
"you're in my arms now,
there's no need to be afraid."
when i was young, they said. distance is covered in miles.
kilometers.
meters
and centimeters.
God knows
the time
we'd need, to measure
the hundreds of miles
thousands of kilometers
millions of meters
and billions of centimeters
of distance that grew
within a matter of split seconds
between your heart and mine.
in the caves of ice
that envelope my heart
growing through my veins
plucking them apart
you're the flame that still burns.
the kindling fire that
jump starts the organ
that brings me to life,
everytime i die.
don't leave me hanging
this hook ain't of steel
it's made of my blood
and drenched in my tears
throw me your rope
of wisdom and hope
i'll tie it around
my sore beating heart
pull me up to the start
where we'll start again
I promise we'll start,
and this time we'll end
only together
lets make amends.
When you need me, I'll be floating.. Above the clouds.
Where the air is fresh. Where the weary are young.
Where love is as welcome as the air is to your lungs.
When you need me.. I'll be floating close to the sun.
when the day starts
I'll miss you all the while
when i roll out of bed
i wish you'd pull me back in
when i skip breakfast
i wish you'd feed me like a child
when i walk out the door
I wish you'd close it behind me.
when i walk alone
i miss you all the while
when i kick a stone
I wish you'd kick it back towards me
when the work begins
i wish your hands would help me
when i'm tired and aching
i wish your arms would soothe me
when i close my eyes
i wish your face was near me
when the work is done
i've missed you all the while.
when i get home
I wish it was ours instead
when i see my family
i wish it was us instead
when i s
As pain comes down on me, like rain.
You build me a boat, of disgust and enmity.
I am bound to it.
And you push it hard, with the edge of your foot.
And you turn around.
You don't look back.
Maybe I'm floating to a place, where I belong.
Where my tears will fall...
and they will be caught.
By the waterbody of tears,
of the sky above.
I am drenched in it's sorrow.
I can feel you.
I can feel the neglect.
So when I dip my hand in your soul.
Quickly swallow me and surround me with cold.
For these hands haven't held another in long.
And they're still warm with hope.
So besiege them!
And pull me in.
For this soul
is willing
to
Life is falling apart in one hand. and piecing back together in the other.
I went to the vet. Took "Warry" the parrot. Yes that's his name now. To my surprise, he told me that the parrot is a baby. which is why he can't move or fly or even make any sounds. and that he needs to be handfed.
SO that's what I've been doing uptil now. Handfeeding a parrot. And he's so annoying, he keeps climbing up my shirt. LOL.
But I feel like my life has meaning now. <3
I'MMA TAKE CARE OF MY LITTLE PARROT :heart:
I'm gonna teach him words and make him sit on my shoulder OH YES.
Warry. :heart:
I found a parrot at school today. he couldn't fly and there seemed something wrong with his legs aswell.
So. I did what I always do. I brought him home.
I checked and his legs and wings and everything seems completely intact. I don't see any injuries. but he's not standing up. he keeps falling over. even though his feet are moving. :
mum says he's dedydrated. I gave him water and he drank it. but he's pretty panicked. he wants to bite me. ._.
i used to have 3 parrots. random fact.
anyone have any experience with birds? i don't want him to die. it'll probably haunt me forever. i love animals and i can't watch them in pain and not be able
if beauty was a.. race. I'd be the.. man on the wheelchair at the start line. hahahaa
Super low self esteem. and i have a paper in the morning which, allllll of sudden, I'm not confident about. wtf?
SIGH.
my next ID is going to be a webcam picture.
i'll feature someone in the morning. ;_;
GOOD NIGHT.