I debated with myself if I should post this very personal account of things to all 25 million dA deviants. Then I decided that it is significant enough to me to warrant such an exposure.
School boy romances are perhaps the sweetest. These are times when strong feeling of affection are first noticed by a young man. I did not notice these feelings as a youth. The idea of getting up close and personal with a girl actually scared me. There is no one I met that grabbed me in that way. My youth was in an era when the very idea of a guy feeling affection for another guy was so objectionable it didn’t even enter my mind. It was not a sane option.
So I married and had a family. There was affection there, but nothing that made my head swoon. I chalked it up to just not having the sexual interests of most guys my age. I loved my wives, had sex with them, enjoyed the sex and the companionship, but all along I felt there was just som