I'll probably make an update video soon for those of you who haven't been in the loop. I haven't been really active online because my great grandmother passed less that two weeks ago.
We saw it coming, but it still hit pretty hard and I've been finding it super hard to finish anything. I've mostly been floating around from one project to the next and halfheartedly cleaning and organizing the house.
She raised me and was one of the only people who ever remembered to pick me up from school growing up. I was so quiet as a kid, my mom, grandmother, etc all thought I was already home somehow? She was often the only one to worry about/check on me. She checked on everyone. Honestly, I cannot even imagine how on earth she kept track of so many people - literally all over the world (my family is TOO BIG).
I wrote a eulogy, but because of the pandemic, I couldn't attend her funeral, so no one bothered to read it. It's okay though, since she didn't really want a funeral anyway, but it didn't