angelic death'don't worry,' she whispers'nothing will hurti won't bitei don't bite'he'll still whimperas she digs in clawsmade of iron and steelcarved into pointsand laced with a sweet pill'hush, my darling,' she coos'my baby, my only, don't cryi only want to playmy honey, my sweetness'he'll writhelike the lithe darlingthat he ischerry blossom blond hairfalls over eyesof perfect blueshimmering in dull candlelightquiveringfrom unshed dead tears'there, there, my lovely,'she murmurspainted red fingersdripping with angelic juicefrom deep within pure veinsstrokes and comfortswhat she once tricked'there's no more painheaven will be your sanctuaryfor angelic darlingsalways, always go to heaven'
aliceyour eyesare lit uplike a bonfire skyin the middleof novemberyour smilealmost a grimacebecause of the colddraws me inbefore your eyescapture me againpull me inkeep me hostageuntil my ransom is paidyou lean towardsreach out a handrun an ice cold fingeragainst my cheeki imagine that you whisper'beautiful'into the nightbut my imaginationhas always, alwaysgot the better of melips like icedeceive meas warm tonguescollidethis is perfectwe fitlike angels in heaventoo soonyou pull awayeyes still burningwith a bonfire insidenamed Alice.
shine onwatching out of a windowfingers pressed against stale glassare you waiting out there for me?i can't explain exactly how i feelthere's too much going on insidefor me to single out one emotionand give it a precise nameand to be honesti doubt that if i couldi would want tobut stillone day i'll assess my feelingsand write a letter to youi'll never post itbecause the fear of being rejectedis far too strongbut i'll place itunder my pillowso that every night i'll lieeyes staring forwardswith rain falling like teardropsoutside my stale glass windowand knowthat all i ever wanted to dowas let you shine.
hidehow does one personso very far awayget into my lifeshake away cobwebsscream until they're heardmake me listenand make me love?you died one daya simple little thingi wasn't watchingi was looking the other waybutsometimes, i wonder ...what was i doing?i wish that i could pinpointthe exact momentthe date, time, numbereverythingwith crystal clear claritybecause now you're therein everything that i doi live for youone day i'll flyup into your heightsand i'll tell youexactly how you make me feelso that you will knowthat one man's lifecan affect so many others.
swamp lifeshe's sinkinginto a deep lagoonof swampy debricreated from her own lifewhile you sit at the sidelinesand watchthrow her the ropereel her insave herfrom obvious deathyou eyes don't appearto have accepted the truththat the apple of your eyeis loosing faithshe's up to her eyesin stinking mistakesand all you can dois sit and stareunblinkingunfeelingthinking that she'll be fineit's only a phaselife goes oni'm sorry, sirbut for small angelscorrupted by lieslife definately does notgo on.
4:05leaningslightly dangerouslyout of a windowhigh abovethe rest of the worldgiven a chanceto be alone in a cityfull of heathenswhoresand pimpsit's never easywhen life is awakebut when dawn is breaking ...it takes timeto learn to be patientand early morning summer timesis what has helpedleaning out of overignoring the belowand staring out ...out into a lifethat i wantaway from heathenswhores and pimpsand in the heartof a place whereno one knows your namedawn is breakingmake sure you don't fall.
truthkeep everything awayevery light and soundand simply hold meuntil nothing is realand you are the only thingthat matters in this lifetoo much has rocked my boatand now i've fallen underdark waves of salty tearsi need you to pull me back to shoreand save me from thingsthat i don't understandyou're so beautifulfrom belowstaring into sea green eyesand begging to get lost in themanything to take awaysurroundings and livespeople and placesthat laugh and screamuntil the only thing that i wantis youbut ...wake up, sleepy headyou're only dreaming.
sticks and stonesin motionswing like the seedthough many differentis it life?my words are not my ownnot now that you're coming downand are about to passthrough the line of this and thatand now you're gone.so, please don't tell methat i am what i amand that sticks and stonesmay break my bonesbut words will never hurt mebecause your wordshave broken bones a plentyand now i'm going to sitwrapped in my cornerof comfort and liesand try to mendwhat is unfixable.
tidesfade with mein and outthrough and throughlike a tide crashingoverflowing waterscome into this lifeand make it your ownswing, so gentlywith my breezeand wait until i give youmy final wordonly thenmay you returnto whatever you last heldand kiss yourself goodbyefrom this cruel lifein whispers and hissingi will protect youfrom things no one understandsno one but mei've seen it alli've learnt the danceand recited it three times overi don't need this anymoreso i will help youthrough this timeand through any timeas long as you stayqueit and stilllie quietly foreverin your grave of lifeand thank mewhen the tide comes ...