Take a coffee, get comfortable, this will be long.
This is something I've been thinking since long ago, really long ago. I know perfectly this will be something hard to chew, but I decided it's the best. At the moment I'm writting this words, I'm being watched in this site by eighty-seven souls. Let's agree, at least the 70% of you comes for the pervert stuff; I know that perfectly, that is why I came here in first fact. But, as a pseudo-artist (I haven't told that I'm an artist, I always refused to claim it), I need to say that is pretty great for me. What's the problem so? I don't feel satisfied doing that type of work; I still liking it, I still enjoying that type of stuff; But isn't feel the same to me.
I'm thinking more in expand more my focus in DA, I wan't to try a different type of work, a more normal work. And make that these work became my main work here; saddly, it means that I'll relegate the other stuff (Bondage related) to a more far background. It Doesn't mean that I won't do it anymore, I'll do it less often in comparison to the other work.
Why do I took that decition? In first fact, as I've told you before, I don't feel the same while doing it. I don't feel satisfied, I don't find the same interest, I can't find the same interest. It's not a problem of creativity, because I have it; It's not a problem of motivation, because I have it; It's not a problem of thinking, because I still thinking the same. In Second fact, I wan't to try something different, I feel motivated to do it. And I think I must give a try to it. And, in third fact; I don't feel fine claiming that is my work when ISN'T. And I really don't feel satisfied being dependent of the work of other people for do things by myself. Isn't right to me, I don't lie when I say that I feel like a thief sometimes. Again, until now it wasn't my work at all, that's why I ever-ever give credits, but that isn't enough for me.
I wan't to try something new, but I need your support. Is probably that you won't like it at all. I won't say about what will be for now.
And, again, I'm not trashing the original focus of this; I'm just relegating it. I'll still doing that kind of work, but now, less often.
After all, thanks for reading this. See you later