Hooooookay. My emotional energy seems to be at an unusually normal state. It's so tentative... In a blink of an eye, it could be gone. But for now I appreciate not feeling heavy on the inside and just being. Don't over think it... spoils the lightness. o___o Just appreciate being here and feeling at ease. There is work to do, things to organize, drawings that must be drawn... practice that must be had... But it'll be okay. I'll just quietly go about it with a little pick axe and hack big tasks down to little manageable pieces... I can do that... Complex things are many simple things put together... we can do this. There is hope.