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EA-LEC: New Web of Adventure in the Darkness Pt. 4
“Don’t stand there watching me,
Follow me, show me what you can do!
Everybody let go, we can hit the dance floor,
Just like a circus!”

The song resonated throughout the bar, one impeccably vocalized note after another, word and voice riling up the audience with the very vigor of the child still singing onstage.
Soon, the song ended up and everyone had started to cheer the child on in a roaring boom. The worker scratched the back of his head as he walked back on-screen.
“Wow, kid, you are really on fire today.” He said. “This is like… What, how many songs you sung now?”
Kani shrugged. “I wasn’t counting. I think I’ve done enough, though.”
“Y-Yeah, I think so…” The worker said, chuckling nervously.
“Dang right! You need to protect that precious voice!”
Everyone’s eyes widened before turning to the direction of the voice to see one of the patrons walking over. She
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Literature
EA-LEC: New Web of Adventure in the Darkness Pt. 3
“But I have to ask, Ishan. Why are you limited to only one type of magic?” Ashley asked as he, Ishan and Shannon sat at a table. “Are you unable to cast more than one type?”
“Actually, we are,” Ishan replied, almost immediately. “The true issue lies in physical or mental limitations. Without adequate resilience, we cannot cast more than one type of magic, as practicing one type alone brings about its own set of guidelines.” The boy crossed his legs and folded his arms, thinking. “Aside from those who have achieved Agelessness, one of the only people I know to be capable of more than one kind of magic is a prodigy like Doreen.”
This made Ashley raised an eyebrow. “Oh, really? She is really that skilled?”
“Yes! I am thrilled to say I have been one to witness her utilize other magics!” Then he shrugged. “Unfortunately, I am afraid to say she cannot do so to their fullest potential. Not only are those
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Literature
EA-LEC: New Web of Adventure in the Darkness Pt. 2
The unlikely duo of Doreen and Kani had made their way through the dark place of Night Town while scanning the area. As expected from a town that was shrouded in eternal darkness, the trees were mostly barren. They also witnessed various species that they usually see in horror movies like vampires and zombies.
“Hoo, boy,” Kani breathed. “This is actually super cool!”
“Enlighten me,” Doreen replied, equally marveling at what they saw. “To think I would stumble upon a whole community of dark beings!”
“Hey, come to think of it, you’ve been around light beings too, right?”
“Aye, the Seayarynn.”
“How were those guys?”
“Oh. The only true differences I have spotted are in their appearances, clothing, and values. All else is similar.”
Kani let out a low whistle. “You think these guys are gonna be chill with us just hanging around them like this? Because I’m preeetty sure we don
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Literature
EA-LEC: New Web of Adventure in the Darkness Pt. 1
“C’mon, pleeease? We wanna see Ashley again!”
“Why Ashley? Why not ME!?”
“You’re right here!”
“Y-Yeah, but don’t you wish to know more about me?”
“You’re a braggart, I’m pretty sure you’ll spill whatever about yourself when you want,” Kani huffed, folding her arms with a pout.
Shannon growled when he heard this. Just when he thought that he was going to have an audience with the residents of Giunix, it turned out that all they wanted to do was talk with his inferior brother.
“Why are you SO determine to talk to Ashley?” Shannon asked in disbelief.
“Laine’s on a trip to the city with those dragon people or whatever. She’s gotta have quality time with her Allies. Ashley’s the next person we can think of that acts a little more like her.”
“Do they act alike?” That came from Doreen, face aloof, voice serene but curious. “I do not see mu
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Literature
EA-LEC: Encouragement (A Psyche and Tiny Collab)
Fenrir gave an unsure with his eye before he made his way down the stairs to the ground floor of the Heroes’ Hideout. He was looking at a card. It was the same business card, Edana gave him.
Even then, that meeting with Edana, Fenrir had been thinking non-stop about his future. He would either become a professional singer or he would join the angels in saving the world. Never in his years, he would had expected to make such a large choice.
“Hey, Fenrir!”
The wolf’s eye widened before turning to see Spot rushing over while waving at him with a big grin on his face. Fenrir returned the smile, happy to see him.
“There, you are! I got worried about you! You had been cooped up in your room all morning!” Spot said.
“Yeah, I was thinking.” Fenrir said, looking to the side.
Spot tilted his head. “About accepting Edana’s offer?”
“Yeah…” Fenrir said, holding up the card for Spot to see.
The Dalmatian raised an ey
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EA-LEC: Reunion (Collab between Psyche and Tiny)
It was actually quite rare for Ashley to leave the eternally-dark continent of Necropolis. Despite it seemed unhealthy for a human to live there, he had gotten used to it. He kinda had to though as he did had a best friend who would literally die if sunlight hit him.
However, there was still a couple of cases where he would leave his home on Elarthe. Particularly to buy a new book about magic. Recently, he had heard about this recent book about a certain type of magic in Belcazzar City and he just had to go out to buy it.
When he rode out of Necropolis, he was forced to deal with the blinding light of the sun. Just for how long since he had actually let the sun touched his skin? It was a good thing he had a hood to cover him from the sun.
Thankfully, it wasn’t that warm so he could easily go over to the shop that had the magic book. The book was quite expensive but thanks to the diamonds given by his student’s guardian, it was more than enough to buy.
After purchasing his p
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For EA-LEC: Kani
NAME: Kani
GENDER: Female
AGE: 13
HEIGHT: 155 cm (5’1”)
WEIGHT: 42 kg (92.59 lbs)
SPECIES: Human (or relatively close to it)
OCCUPATION: Audiomancer
LIKES: Noise in general, getting things her way
DISLIKES: People who think they can one-up her in music, not getting thing her way
HOBBIES: Music and absolutely anything related to it, bugging her friends, watching movies
APPEARANCE: Kani’s hair is wild and thick, but it is in fact surprisingly well-groomed. It is a violet pale enough to be considered pink, and there are streaks of much stronger violet going through. They may seem like highlights, but she was pretty much born this way. The hair parts into two at her nape and goes right down to her elbows. Her skin is, in contrast to all her companions thus far, like dark brown autumn leaves. Bright golden eyes stand out on her face.
    Her standard battle attire consists of a short-sleeved tank top, which is a dark magenta with a design of golden intertwin
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Literature
For EA-LEC: Doreen
NAME: Doreen
GENDER: Female
AGE: 15
HEIGHT: 170 cm (5’7”)
WEIGHT: 45 kg (99.21 lbs.)
SPECIES: Human (or relatively close to it)
OCCUPATION: Pathomancer
LIKES: Nature, new knowledge
DISLIKES: Being reminded of her past and what she did to fix that past
HOBBIES: Fencing, music, hunting, ritualistic activities
APPEARANCE: Doreen’s hair is forest green, and is long enough to reach the spot right behind her knees. She has icy blue eyes, which only seem icier by her lack of expression. Upon her forehead is a large third eye, which is usually gray and glows when she uses certain powers. That eye seems to have a mind of its own… Doreen refers to them as Zenon. Her skin is extremely pale. Over her limbs are a series of markings—the arms have crisscross patterns while the legs make it seem as if she is wearing several chains of anklets. On the backs of both her hands are markings that resemble Celtic triangle knots. All these markings glow in different colors accord
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For EA-LEC: Ishan
NAME: Ishan
GENDER: Male
AGE: 14
HEIGHT: 164 cm (5’5”)
WEIGHT: 45 kg (99.2 lbs.)
SPECIES: Human (or relatively close to it)
OCCUPATION: Regomancer
LIKES: Organizing things, being recognized as worthy
DISLIKES: Having his concentration bothered, being underestimated
HOBBIES: Target practice, watching clouds, ball sports, board games
APPEARANCE: His hair is jet black, slightly slicked forward, and a tad longer and thicker than that of an average boy (although the hair never goes past the bottom of his neck). He has spiky-edged bangs that happen to be uneven in length, as they extend to partially cover his right eye. It doesn’t really bother him, though. His eyes are a light amethyst violet. His skin is extremely pale, but it is not purely white. While it could be unnatural, it does add to his looks and makes him rather charming. It’s worth noting that he is not a vampire.
    His standard battle attire consists of a long-sleeved blue robe with golde
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Train to Dimimeni: a Character Replacement Fic
Peering out with empty eyes at the road, an animatronic construction worker waved its baton up and down, guiding yet-to-come vehicles through the tollgate beside Jort Lake. Right behind it stood tall an inflatable sign, reading: PREVENTIVE MEASURES BEING TAKEN. GO SLOWLY!
The oncoming pickup truck ignored the sign and sped forward through the tollgate.
As soon as it passed by, it was forced to skid to a halt--a man clad almost entirely in white, complete with a hood and a sanitary mask stepped in front of the truck with both hands up and a baton in between, a clear indicator for the hurried vehicle to stop. Another man beside him, carrying a black hose, walked around to the side of the truck and began spraying. For a few seconds, the truck was still, while the man with the hose circled around the truck until every single part of it had been tended to. The man with the baton finally stepped back off to the side and waved his hands, motioning for the truck to go forwar
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I follow them home again today.
They're always wearing a hood.
Just a hood on just a person.
No, somebody more, but what?
I follow them, they're just up ahead,
But they're always faster than me.
I just want to see their face
But they're always out of my reach.
They turn around every street I know
And suddenly, they are no more.

I give up again, walking home,
And I can hear footsteps behind me.
It's just a person, coming my way,
So I carry on, but I hear
The footsteps behind me, closer, faster,
Before I know it, I'm running.
Can't stop wondering, too curious,
And I look back, a big mistake.
There's more than one head, face, voice,
Baby, toddler, child, tween,
And a hand curls around my hair.

I make it to the door and slam it shut
Before my past can pull me back
And I slide down to the floor, wondering
If the future I stalk is always this scared.
  • Listening to: My sore throat singing "ULTRAnumb" by Blue Stahli
  • Watching: Game Grumps playing "King's Quest" (2015)
  • Eating: Vanilla ice cream
(This poem came about after a moment of quiet contemplation, not in the wake of any recent events. This poem is not alluding to literal death in any form. All death mentioned in this poem is meant to be viewed in ironic, figurative, or hyperbolic light rather than at surface value. I am not advocating murder or suicide, and if you misunderstand this poem enough to believe such, you are in need of some serious help. I am also holding no specific grudge against anybody.)

Today, I killed my classmates
With laughter.
They were very busy laughing.
The depression that usually flies about their head
Evaporated into nothingness
The moment I told them
A funny story of satire.
I slew their depression.

Today, I killed my teachers
With laughter.
They were very busy laughing.
The fatigue that usually rests on their eyelids
Flew far away
The moment I delivered
The punchline of my joke.
I slew their fatigue.

Today, I killed my family
With laughter.
They were very busy laughing.
The pessimism that usually escapes their lips
Fell silent at last
The moment I slipped
While screaming nonsense.
I slew their pessimism.

Today I killed my friends
With laughter.
They were very busy laughing.
The boredom that drags their arms to the earth
Forced itself loose
The moment I enraptured them
With an adventurous prompt.
I slew their boredom.

Today, I killed
Myself.
Laughter pushes through my lips,
Regurgitating,
My thoughts forcing themselves through,
Yet out cascades not them,
But the calls of hyenas.
My mind flaps its wings frantically,
Still caged inside.
Blood boils and torrents through my veins,
And I struggle still to
Do something about it.
Who knew spurts of vocalization
Could build a dam so strong and eternal?
Such a pathetic spirit
Who continues to run
But the chains of laughter bind her ankles so heavy
That she has no choice.
She raises her sword against the depression of the dragons.
She shoots her arrows against the fatigue of the trolls.
She fires her cannon against the pessimism of the pirates.
She slings her spell against the boredom of the witches.
Today, I killed myself.

I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.

I'm laughing, see?

I'm like everybody else.

But their voices sound more beautiful than mine.
  • Listening to: My sore throat singing "ULTRAnumb" by Blue Stahli
  • Watching: Game Grumps playing "King's Quest" (2015)
  • Eating: Vanilla ice cream
I had a nightmare.

I was running.

But I couldn't tell
From whom
Or why
I was running.

I wasn't fast enough.
I wasn't strong enough.
I ran long enough
But all that time wasn't enough.

It would've been nice if there were trees.
It would've been nice if there was a breeze.
But it's a nightmare
Without luxuries,
So of course I'm running with no air to wheeze.

No wood.
No stone.
No concrete.
Barren.
Yet somehow, the shadows I run on
Aren't soft.

The corridor is endless,
And so are the other corridors
I can run into.
The possibilities are endless.

But she catches me too quickly for me to explore.

I had a nightmare.

The ground's made only of shadow
But being shoved down onto it
So quickly
Makes me feel as if my head just cracked opened,
Shattered like eggshells.
Humpty Dumpty would've been proud.

Fingers wrap around my throat.
I can't scream, so I do what I can.
Kicking, flailing, biting.
Feral.
But she is stronger than me.
She is feral
But also in control.

I awake.

My throat is burning,
My eyes aren't seeing,
I STILL FEEL I'M DYING--

I scream for help,
Silently,
Begging the air to enter my lungs again
And the woman who awakens next to me
Taken over by instinct
Understands.

In mere seconds, there is water
At my lips
But it feels as if
I'd been waiting
An eternity.

And only as I drink do I realize
I have many regrets
For the face of the woman holding the cup for me
Is the face of my killer.
Somehow, I forget to be scared.
But I don't forget to be sad.
By some twisted flaw in my mind, I assume
I have been poisoned.
I close my eyes, convinced
This is the last time I would suffer.

There is no nightmare.
I awake again.
Five hours later.

I brush my teeth,
In a rush.
I have nowhere to go, but does that matter?
I am late. I feel late.

My mother pounds at my door,
Flesh eager to strike flesh,
Frustrated by wood in the way.
"WHY'D YOU WAKE UP SO LATE?!"
I thought I wouldn't wake up at all.
Now I cannot tell
Which is the blessing
And which is the curse.
Nor can I explain the burning of my throat,
The taste of blood,
The vulgarity of words in my mouth as I command
My walking alarm clock
To shut up.

I had a nightmare.

I'd prefer the nightmare.

At least there,
I could run,
Something I can't do while I'm real.

(To those whom it may concern, yes, I actually had a nightmare like this. Don't worry, I'm fine now, and nothing really happened after I got out of the bathroom--I promise.)
  • Drinking: Water--tastes like blood on fire
I follow them home again today.
They're always wearing a hood.
Just a hood on just a person.
No, somebody more, but what?
I follow them, they're just up ahead,
But they're always faster than me.
I just want to see their face
But they're always out of my reach.
They turn around every street I know
And suddenly, they are no more.

I give up again, walking home,
And I can hear footsteps behind me.
It's just a person, coming my way,
So I carry on, but I hear
The footsteps behind me, closer, faster,
Before I know it, I'm running.
Can't stop wondering, too curious,
And I look back, a big mistake.
There's more than one head, face, voice,
Baby, toddler, child, tween,
And a hand curls around my hair.

I make it to the door and slam it shut
Before my past can pull me back
And I slide down to the floor, wondering
If the future I stalk is always this scared.
  • Listening to: My sore throat singing "ULTRAnumb" by Blue Stahli
  • Watching: Game Grumps playing "King's Quest" (2015)
  • Eating: Vanilla ice cream

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Well, this is certainly an interesting take on Sonata! Now I can't help but imagine that maybe she's the ditzy type of leader with Aria...

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BLITZ WHATCHA DONE TO MAKE HER SO MAD I love this picture! One look, and I caught myself staring at this for a few minutes before I dec...


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Thx for the watch and faves! :D
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thank you so much for being watching me on this account too! ♥
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Pajunen Featured By Owner Edited May 30, 2018
Thank you for the +fav and watch!
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PsychedAngsty Featured By Owner May 30, 2018
I had to! Your scenic photos are AMAZING! Quite inspirational, if I do say so myself.
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