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My ear doesn't want...

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It’s true that I advance (still), that I could become almost somebody, be almost beautiful, and that I can, sometimes, be proud of myself.

I know that words fly, that they come and go. These things never change, and always make me lose my head.

With your eyes of a lost young man, touched by life, you came to find me, in me, even where I never wanted to go again. Never let anyone in.

I wanted to detest these nice promises, these light illusions.

Here I am, naked.

Do you see this open heart that’s beating constantly, feeding itself with dreams of easy girls?

They sell themselves, they try no matter what: they should live.
So they do more than they should. So much more, and badly.

They wear their makeup, their disguises, pile their illusions.

It’s nothing but a filthy plagiarism of Shakespeare, with terrible actors.

Yes, that’s exactly it. With an open heart, my dreams wander on the sidewalk.

Are you proud of yourself?

Your hands would like to correspond with my face, and it seems evident.

I want to contain it, which escapes in a run when my voice trembles.
I want to save my utopia of debauchery.
Don’t blame me.

I’m the lame princess of the counterfeiting fairytales. The one who has been overly abused.
I try to close my eyes and hear the equilibrium of our decadence.

That’s what I want.
Since you came to dig out of myself what I would never want to tell to anyone.
Complete tittle : My ear doesn't want to hear you anymore, it's imitating you.

Nonesense/words-vomiting/whatever again.
I have no idea what's wrong.
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DamnedDeadBoy's avatar
I’m the lame princess of the counterfeiting fairytales. The one who has been overly abused.
I try to close my eyes and hear the equilibrium of our decadence.
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The Best I've Read !!!!
I Truly Loooooooove This Part !!!!
Aslan The Entire thingy Is WOW ..
Adore Your Writing Style *(K)(K)(K)
Prtoujours's avatar
yuuuuuuuuu =] Merci merci merci et encore merci !! :love:

I scrapped it though :P it felt very medrikif :P
DamnedDeadBoy's avatar
kif Ye3neh Medreh Kif?! :|:|: :P
Prtoujours's avatar
medrikif is an adjective itself :P
yuuuuuu :P
DamnedDeadBoy's avatar
Haha You Think M That Stupid Wli :P

But Smtimes And Adjective Needs Another Adjective To Clearify The Idea ...It's A Bit Dim :P
Prtoujours's avatar
nah, 7ashek :P :hug:

medrikif means weird, bizarre, something that doesnt feel right, something that feels weird, something that provides a weird feeling. Something different ;)

:blowkiss:
DamnedDeadBoy's avatar
I Already Know all This :)
Haha
Lebaneseness's avatar
"Do you see this open heart that’s beating constantly, feeding itself with dreams of easy girls?" i like this one, even though it imply regret ! hope not.
Prtoujours's avatar
it's not really regret..
it's a society problem.

standard girls, with a standard beauty.. that looks like everyone else ya3ne, are all that we know.
Girls nowadays are all the same. We all have the same haircut, same clothing style, same nailpolish.
Which makes us standard.

I'd like to believe I'm not one of them.
but hell sometimes I dream I'm just like them, and get their attention.

7ayetna mlabakkeh ne7na el banet :P
Lebaneseness's avatar
ma bzon, lawo kente shab (mne7 le la2) kente ektashafte shi tane :XD:

i agree about girls, and boys, being the same, something that i don't like myself, i miss seeing real people around you know !

i am glad there is another person who thinks the way i do, more or less.
Prtoujours's avatar
akeed, we're on deviantart, we're devious people. We're not like the others :aww:. And that's a great thing I hope.
Lebaneseness's avatar
i am still trying to explain a proper, understandable meaning to the word "deviant" to my boys.

they like the site, among many, they like your avatar, :icondeviousclown:, :iconprivatedanser: and now :iconabzyy: avatars

they hate mine :-( always ask me: BaBa, why always angry !! =D, tareeha ba2a
LooNz's avatar
what's right* !!! (not wrong)
Prtoujours's avatar
it's a bit messy though :P

MWAH!
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