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When will I know?
When something is new to you but you still try
When you feel like you fail but don’t know why
When you think you are doing okay but you’re not sure
When you can’t help but feel incredibly insecure
When you want to change but still want to be you
When will I know what I’m supposed to do?
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Literature
A place to warm my cold heart
Some days even the cold winter sun
Brings some much needed warmth
The light blue sky barely visible
For the thin, silky grey veil of clouds
I have this big house all for myself
Yet the loneliness is out the door
The cold winds of the outside world
Are not able to reach me right now
The vibrations of the music fill my room
They resonate with the core of my being
At these times when no on else is around
This house that I have been living in
Finally feels like a home to me
A place to warm my cold heart
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Hold your breath and count :iconpriswolf:Priswolf 11 16
Me in a dress by Priswolf Me in a dress :iconpriswolf:Priswolf 22 47 Sleeping Ouzo by Priswolf Sleeping Ouzo :iconpriswolf:Priswolf 19 8
Literature
The nightmare of my daydreams
Like some kind of evil spirit
It feels like your cold hand
Reaches into my chest
And wraps around my heart
I feel it tighten, squeezing
Draining it from my blood
The pain makes me scream
But you have prevented that
My mouth is tightly sewn shut
So I can not say a single word
Nor will anyone hear my screams
It is like a nightmare come true
The nightmare of my daydreams
And that evil spirit haunting me
Is no one other than you
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The true leader of the pack
Her crimson red eyes
Shine brightly in the darkness
Her soft, warm abyssal black fur
Camouflaging her body
But there is another set of eyes
That can focus only on hers
For he is a creature of light
And the darkness blinds him
He would follow her anywhere
Trusting her with his precious life
And she would carefully guide him
For she is the true leader of the pack
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Start of the day by Priswolf Start of the day :iconpriswolf:Priswolf 27 8
Literature
The pirate and the preacher
The pirate and the preacher
Trying to win the Goddess’ heart
With quick wit and fancy words
That they turn into works or art
They placed her on a pedestal
But while their duel went on
And the next poems were being  written
She already had one of her own done
They both seemed to have forgotten
That her place is out there on the battlefield
Where she would fight along her followers
Until every last enemy would yield
These two should count themselves lucky
That she considers them both good friends
Because both of them are well aware
Their fates are now in her hands
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Literature
Of wolf and man
The lone wolf, who ran after the moon
In a desperate search of company
Always led by her fierce instincts
The cold winds bringing a change
The smell of something familiar
Something that scared her before
Because of moments from her past
But this time it felt different
The human knelt before her
Showing he meant no harm
And as she carefully approached
He ran his hands through her fur
Very carefully, their eyes locked
And as his intentions were clear
She calmly layed besides him
Looking up at that full moon
This time following it together
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Windows of the soul
I like to stare deep into your eyes
As I hope to see your deepest thoughts
They say the eyes are the windows of the soul
And I have been waiting for you to let me in
While the sun and moon switched places
I have been watching you from afar
I have seen what you went through
I have watched you struggle
I know your insecurities
Now let me hold you
And let it all go
I am here
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and a weight on my body
Was it just a dream?
someone caught my eye
Our eyes met, I felt a thrill
I was drawn to her
her smile spoke of more
and I was anxious to know 
what she desired
her perfume was strange
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In a cold and shattered world
Nothing is over!
Nothing!
So long as one caring soul
Still stands beside you
Breathe! You are ALIVE!
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You are not alone! I am with you!
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And soothe you aching wounds
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That you feel you can't go on
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And bring you to safety
Nothing is over
Nothing!
So long as you stand together
With a true friend like me.
For every wound well treated,
Eventually begins to heal
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1: Barosus 
SnowThe storm had caught him unprepared. The sky seemed so low he could almost reach up and touch the pregnant belly of the clouds overhead as he set off alone from the farmhouse, out across the backyard to the frozen lakeshore. There was an almost uncanny silence to the New England landscape robed white in snow. A strange restlessness drew him outward away from the stale routines of urban life into the open wild that late afternoon. The call of solitude and the comfort of his own imaginations inspired by the crystalline grandeur of the winter landscape seemed an irresistible tug on his soul, as it often did on his frequent visits to the ancient ancestral estate.
The crusty snow crunched under his thick booted tread as he stepped out onto the lake ice, heavy staff in hand.  The lake was oddly devoid of human activity that day. However it was a weekday afternoon. Most people would be about their jobs or nestled in their snug houses instead of abroad in the biting chill.
The few ice fis


2: Panartias 
Elf - ranger with fairy - companion by Panartias

3: Catman555 
More Evil Than The DemonLonely cemetery of the village
Resting tombstones
Resting in peace below
Those that had a life once
Have given to fulfill the journey
For their society of spirits
After the demise
Now a boundless city
Lonely graveyard I visit
In the daylight and at nightfall
The demon could be waiting
If any at all to find
Whether in the mist
In the pouring rain
Or falling snow
Or a storm
Lonely graveyard is my garden
I am the demon
I am the carnivore
I am the evil one
I'll show you nice faces
I'll show you nice people
They look like friends
Not real friends


4: L-B-Demaree 
My Dear FriendMy Dear Friend
My Dear Friend,
You have been there
For me, through thick and thin
I never want
To lose your friendship
Seeing as we’ve been friends
For such a long time
I love receiving the gifts
You always send me in the mail
Even through Facebook Messenger
As you always put a smile
On my face, every day


5: daveisquiet 
rescueing meshe is more lovely than lilies that grow by the shore
she is kinder than summer, and as she awaits by the door
her knocks is quite gentle, her voice a dove's coo
her eyes glow in peaceful, ocean blue hues
soft lips speak songs, soft smile speaks love
her hands touch deep, comfort and hold
quaint in demeanor, quick in her kindness
i needn't see other, she created love's blindness
she is rescuing me....


6: DarqueThoughts 
The Ghost Sorceress by DarqueThoughts

7: PinkRangerPower 
HopelessWater up to her eyes,
covered in white, turbulent waves.
She sinks below
and almost disappears.
The cold is deadly.
Piercing.
Deep pain surfaces.
She plummets further
until white to blue.
Blue to black.
And black to void.
Just more of the same.


8: JundShard 
Headphones On, World offHeadphones on, World off,
That is how I live,
I put them on and block out everything,
Everyone, as music floods my mind;
Headphones on, World off,
I can't deal with the noise,
I can't deal with everything on the outside,
So I put them on, and embrace myself;
When the world is off I am free,
Free to be me, whatever and whoever me is,
No one judges me, as there is no one else to do so,
When I put them on I am free,
I write, I sing and hum, I am free; 
Headphones off, World on,
Everything flood in, and I recede into myself, forming a shell
Headphones off, World on,
How I can't wait to turn it off again.


9: EnigmaticNDN 
Love wasTake me to a time where life once was innocent
When the sky was clearly blue and significant
Yearning for each day for proving self-dissident
Warm was the touch
Cold and chill left me flush
To your eyes in the distance became a rush
Day and night, night and day
All that matter was your individuality
Each thought of you put me into disarray
None so sweet as your voice
Honey and jam fruitless
To what you have done without my choice
Devils and angels have faith
Yet my sin is what ruins heaven
As I know my goddess is my obsession
Vivid was my imagination
Vivid was my temptation
Vivid was my desires to break salvation
To take your hand in mine
To live with this decadent crime
To spoil you with my divine
Take me back to when it was real
To care again when you once did
Before life and reality was sealed
By
Enigmatic


10: MaggieLawson 
PerfectionPERFECTION
 
Leanna fidgeted with the hem of her layered blouse, tugging the layers until they sat just so.  The sales assistant was right; the blouse floated a plumed camouflage over the undulating folds of flesh so diligently trussed beneath.  In spite of the flattering outfit Leanna housed a hornet’s nest in her belly as she gathered up her purse and keys.
The drive to the airport was completed in mannequined perfection as Leanna wrestle the hornets to bed, refusing a single winged-thing to furry.  White knuckles stayed at ten and two whilst her smile hammocked, still and empty, between five and seven. 
It’s going to be perfect.
It’s going to be perfect.
It’s going to be perfect.
The mantra repeated inside her head in obedient repetition as she drowned the hornets thrum.  Once parked Leanna checked her watch and choreographed hands and feet to move in one to one synchronicity: the ideal rate of movement witho


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Priscilla
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Netherlands
My name is Priscilla and I'm 23.

I have autism. When I was younger I had trouble interacting with other people. Some of them even treated me like a had some kind of highly contagious disease. I didn't understand them and they didn't understand me. So I tried to study body language and emotions. I think that's the reason I can interact with people normally now.

But maybe because I was always alone I know how to think for myself. Yes, it has been lonely at times. But at least I'm not brainwashed by society. The society that doesn't want you to ask questions, but follow orders blindly. The society that kills creativity. The society that shuns you if you are different. I have autism and I listen to heavy metal. That doesn't mean I'm scary. But people already have their minds made up because of the rumours spread by society. If you want to know more about me, then ask me. It's okay.

I think for myself and today I inspire the people close to me. The people that dare to be my friends. The people that like me because I'm different.

I'm still not good at expressing how I feel. Or maybe I'm still scared of how people will react when I express myself. I don't trust a lot of people. So I express myself through my drawings and my poetry. When I was younger people told me I was good at drawing. Looking back at those drawings, I think I wasn't all that good back then. Now I think I am a bit better. I still have people I look up to, but now I can usually recreate my fanart pieces and feel comfortable enough to make some original pieces. So as you may have guessed, I'm a self-taught artist.

Architect Personality (INTJ, -A/-T)

Please feel free to check out my art and tell me what you think. It means a lot to me. :D

I may not be able to change THE world, but I AM able to change SOMEONE'S world, and that is good enough for me. - Me, Priswolf

Top 5 inspiration people:
1. Corey Taylor
2. Marilyn Manson
3. Henry Rollins
4. Lemmy Kilmister
5. Friedrich Nietzsche

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When something is new to you but you still try
When you feel like you fail but don’t know why
When you think you are doing okay but you’re not sure
When you can’t help but feel incredibly insecure
When you want to change but still want to be you
When will I know what I’m supposed to do?
321 deviations
Some days even the cold winter sun
Brings some much needed warmth
The light blue sky barely visible
For the thin, silky grey veil of clouds
I have this big house all for myself
Yet the loneliness is out the door
The cold winds of the outside world
Are not able to reach me right now
The vibrations of the music fill my room
They resonate with the core of my being
At these times when no on else is around
This house that I have been living in
Finally feels like a home to me
A place to warm my cold heart

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Hold your breath and just keep counting
After one hundred and twenty seconds
You will feel your body become so relaxed
The bright light will no longer hurt your eyes
The haunting thoughts will leave your mind
The hurtful voices will slowly fade away
This heavy cage you have been carrying
Will drop to the ground, setting you free

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DarqueThoughts Featured By Owner Edited 1 day ago
More than one Priswolf!? =D

I knew you were really active on DA, but did you find a way to clone yourself? ;-)

Two-priswolfs by DarqueThoughts
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Priswolf Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Lol I am everywhere!

Maybe one from my phone and one from the desktop
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DarqueThoughts Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Could be... I think it’s a common glitch, though.
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EnigmaticNDN Featured By Owner 3 days ago
It is different. i have been working on a lot, well i hope you enjoyed it
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Priswolf Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I did. Are you okay?
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EnigmaticNDN Featured By Owner 3 days ago
i am doing okay

next week i hope we can talk more, i have much to converse about
at the moment i am trying to control my rest
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EnigmaticNDN Featured By Owner 3 days ago
Watch this!

this is my mood!


actually i saw this band live last weekend!! it was great!
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only1second Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks a lot for the watch :aww:
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Priswolf Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
No prob :)
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JustIvory Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2018  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
I just want to say, one aspie to another, your work is very moving. I understand the struggle you go through and I can tell your poetry shines because you pour your emotions into it. 

"Through great pain comes great art."

Never stop expressing who you are!
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