i just deleted a bunch of pictures here.
i'm procrastinating for two months now. cannot physically bring myself to work on... well, anything for that matter.
i dunno why i return here. i dunno if i'm returning, because so far i never did - what, one sketch is returning? i just fave. and fave. and fave. because i forgot how to finish a picture. i don't really fully color for school. because i'm stupid. i'm trying shortcuts. everyone takes shortcuts. but i often forget about them when i really need them. pathetic. wtf even. wtf i'm talking about.
i don't really know what i'm saying anymore. i dunno why it feels so important to tell all of you this shit - especially when i don't think any of you even remember me. and you really shouldn't remember - i kinda just... walked away without goodbye or anything. so yeah.
ugh. i'm done. sorry, guys. i love you, even if we don't remember each other - we were important once and that is a thing that matters. there was a time when this stupid site was real.