So what have I been up to since the 2 years I have basically been... more or less... inactive here, for let's just say save a few yoinks from here and there, but you know, people do that. Well the primary thing is that I used to have a gaming channel... but when everyone's doing that it's hard to sneak in. So I've mainly focused on doing personality videos and other such videos on my channel here
. Which of course isn't that successful either but I enjoy doing it... to some extent so I stay. I also have become more obsessed with MBTI and all the cognitive functions that go along with it, to the point where that lead me to spending excessively more and more time on tumblr, among many other reasons. None of which I assure you have anything to do with the certain insanity we know Tumblr is associated with. To the point where I am also doing a webcomic based on MBTI... did I mention I was obsessed with that already? Well anyways the other thing that I have started is said Webcomic which you can go see here
Other than that, I have been bouncing around with no focus from one place to the other as I try to write, and all that jazz. Which is strange because DA used to be my go to page, it used to be where I went for all the pretty pictures, and I used to always, ALWAYS have it opened on my tab at any given time, one of my tabs for several years would always be DA. To be honest I'm not sure what changed, it could possibly be that I lost contact, or I have lost interest in commissioning artists, which was one of the primary reasons I had been on here, to commission people to draw my characters, and they were awesome. The other reason was to look at pretty pretty pictures, which I still do from time to time. Something of course changed, and like I said, I'm not entirely sure all of what that could have been. But there you go, the reasons why I've kinda been mehing around DA and not been as freakishly active as I once was. I still love this place, and it will always have a spot in my heart, it is after all the place I went to in High School to find characters, and draw inspiration off of them. It's just not the same anymore for me, as through growing up, and understanding what it is I enjoy, art to me, if it has a character, is a reflection of personality put down onto paper.
There you guys go, the reasons why I've been MIA, not that any of you have noticed or cared probably, but let me just put one more reason down. I lost contact and became more secluded, whether that was people around me not wanting to spend time with me anymore as their lives changed, whether it's the games I used to play that inspired me to consistently look for and at art that also stopped. I became a shell of what I once was, and I've chalked that up to. "Well maybe that's just life." which is why where DA used to be such a source of joy and happiness, has become one of sadness and nostalgia for me. I'll come on and be all "Man look at all these awesome artists" and the remembrance will begin, it didn't use to be like this of course, but that is what it has become. Do I know if this will ever change? Not really, but yeah it's become a little harder for me to come here, and as the first episode of Season 5 of Samurai Jack stated... I have forgotten my purpose. And that right there is what I search for every time I return, to search for that lost purpose beyond the looking at beautiful art.