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:iconpowdrsoft:powdrsoft posted a status
restart,,

i know, i know
i've done it many times, i've pissed many people off, confused about 40% of my subscribers and made them turn incredibly mad at me

but i feel like wanting to like,, leave the past behind so much
i want to change my name, one last time
i can't live with my current name because i just hate it so much,, i keep thinking of how ,,,, t h e y pronounced it
and it keeps me in complete shivers
i want to move on
i want to be a happier person

and not someone who feels like wanting to leave the internet every single time i log on
i hate zotiel
I hate her past and i hate everything about her
every single tiny thing

but i have no idea how i'm going to manage to go through another change like this one

i feel so much like the majority of the people (especially my subscribers on youtube) won't be having any mercy for this
because i've "changed too many times"

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fyrefIies Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
hey,,,i never really comment on your stuff but,,,
you do what you need to do.
dont listen to others; in the end, do the majority of them really matter?
if you need a fresh start, take one!
- wyeth
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that-foxy-wolf Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Maybe they won't understand, but maybe that doesn't need to matter. <3 
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Dokkoni Featured By Owner Edited Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
go for whatever name feels right!
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soft-pvppy Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
jesus?  Why do people have to be asses about you wanting to change something like that??  It's not for them to decide, its up to you.  
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hoffnungziege Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you should do what you feel comfortable with!
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reaoune Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
if the name brings back such things,change it

i don't see an issue with changing it,it's your username not theirs
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Ahxyl Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You can be who ever the fuck you wanna be. Don't let anyone try and keep you from being and doing what you want to. There will always be haters hun. But with that, also comes people who genuinely think a lot of you. Tbh, I know I cant sit here and be like "o we love you <3" Because most of us don't know you at a personal level. But everyone goofs up. You're only human. Don't be so hard on yourself ^~^ we're right behind you <3 <3 xxo
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Noxinnus Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh I really didn't know you where so uncomfortable with all these things
Please do the right and do what makes you happy
If looking back at the past doesn't make you happy
Then do everything to see a happy future so you don't have to think of the past
We'll do everything to see you happy zotiel
And what is now to be a good fan and be there for you and help you to happiness
<333
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pweeleaf Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Student General Artist
do what makes you more comfortable! most people who get angry at you for changing your user most likely don't know you personally, so its none of their business what you do.
if it'll make you happier, i say you go with it!! <33
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galaxiali Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
bAbes!! ahhhhHH! let me say this, me and other true fans will 100% support you on any decision you make. if you wanna change your name, go for it, bud! nwn you are a v lovely person, with amazing art and animations,, as fans, anyone who is against your own personal decisions should not be called a 'fan of zotiel', or any other name you will go by. . . you do you. do what makes you happy! people need to learn how to accept things, release all grudges and move on - you are doing a wonderful job at doing so, and i admire how mature you are at handling things. i know you probably won't see this in the sea of comments. if you want to move on, you deserve to do so. i hope you have a great day, love, or anyone reading this!
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DevilTrisa Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's your decision, heck it doesn't matter if they get mad. They'll get over it. 
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Sosyxx Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
If your subscribers and watchers can't accept you wanting to change then they shouldn't be watching you
Do whatever you would it's your account and your name!!
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traltor Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
like alot of folks are saying, do it.
you dont have to keep it if it makes you uncomfortable. its understandable.
ive had to change my name tons of times because it reminded me of bad people in my life.
do what makes you happy and makes you feel good. ive been a fan of yours since you were snowflake, and i will continue to be a fan regardless of your username.

we're all here with you, and we all support you.
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graydraws Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
if it makes you happy, change your name. we want you to be happy because the wellbeing of a person is more important than what your subscribers want. YOU ARE IMPORTANT. 
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Nanopea Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Do whatever you feel is best!!
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skailak Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
fuck the people do whatever you want its your name not ours
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spoopyspaniel Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Do what you want love <3! 
You should do what you want (: If people are getting angry, well honestly, that's just egdy 11 yo's trying to be cool by hating on things. So don't worry about the hate! You're a HUGE inspiration to me, and so many other people <3!
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willowwing-exe Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
nods
me, personally, have changed my name once because i didn't like it, and at the time i i didn't have many watchers (like 2) so there was no one to really criticise me
but i know the feeling
somehow
i just do
shrugs
i can't help anyone but what ev er
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flynnmutt Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Student General Artist
If they don't know you personally, they have no right to attack your username personally.
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powdrsoft Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Student Digital Artist
i love this so much msbdjDHSJK
you are such a cutie oh god i can't believe <33,,
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flynnmutt Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2017  Student General Artist
;-; only speakin the truth! 
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Gazellete Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Student Digital Artist
do it!!! your names are so creative and amazing, and if u feel u need to let go of zotiels past, any "fan" who gets angry isn't really a true fan
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Tea-Lova Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know exactly how you feel, I remember how many fucking times I changed my names due to cyberbullies and "friends" 
if people are actually going to get upset at you for trying to fix your mental health state and feel happier, there jerks.
do whatever you need to do to get better, because it's not their choice if you change your name or not.
please stay safe and feel better,, love you.
-Tea Heart 
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Snowie-Hamroll Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No one can stop you from doing what you want to do. Go ahead and do it. The people that get mad don't deserve to be happy because if they were true friends, or true fans, they would love you for anything and whatever name you have. They shouldn't be upset over your decisions. They won't get anywhere in life if they live like that. <3
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honeyedwood Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
change your name again ! whatever you prefer to be called i will instantly switch and call you whatever you want to be called.
do what makes you happy !
i wish you the best and if you want suggestions you can always ask us!
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kamomii Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
change your name QwQ after all, its your decision, not ours!! ; VV ;; honestly id like a new start for you! i understand youve been getting a lot of shit recently, and you seriously dont deserve it <33 youve stayed strong through most of this, and im so proud of you ;o;;;; honestly a fresh start would be super nice ;v;; 
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potat0rb Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
go for it, change your name!
if they don't support you after changing your name then that's their problem
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spoopy8 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I feel so bad for you. These people seem annoying and seem to be pressuring you.
Please ignore them. They're horrible people. Just ignore them and keep going on.
Remember that was love you very much and we'll stand up for you (well, at least some of us).
Keep going strong, my dear artist. I love you. :heart:
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powdrsoft Featured By Owner Edited Mar 10, 2017  Student Digital Artist
holds you <3
it isn't about that person, i don't care about them because they can't get to me 
the reason why i feel like this is a certain small group of people that have hurt me quite severely over the time
especially this one particular other person 
who literally won't accept the mistakes they have done

the name zotiel still sticks to these people until this very day, 
and i really can't hear this name anymore ng,,
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VodkaWarrior Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
a group of people? its really immature to band up on someone then deny you're doing anything wrong. If you feel that changing your name is the best route for you, I'd say do it, but honestly i dont think it will change much. But if it makes you feel better, honestly then maybe it's worth it.
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Ithitoi Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Please dont be afraid...
start over...
its okay...
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PixPrix3000 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ya know what? Go for it! If you wanna change anything then that's your choice, and I respect it :>
It's your name and therefore your property. Do whatever you like with it!
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consteIIa-cyn Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Honey, it's okay. There are so many people here to support you. I don't care what your username is, what your fursona is, anything. You change as many times as you want honey. We'll be here to support you.
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nymqq Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you can do whatever you want
theres nothing wrong wuth restart
you arent going to lose something
we still love you
no matter how you are called
just leave your past behind and
do whatever make you happy
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Lissq Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Look i changed names 10+ Times. Maybe people got disturbed but they Will learn to stay and deal with it. If i catch anyone beeing sad of that ill slap him. I deleted many videos and deviations just to forget past moments. The only difference is that i have 3 Followers and 170 subs :'>. But dont mind them that much. A speech said that you cant make everyone happy
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MayoBIaze Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
I get that you want to go through with a change.Look,I have moved my accounts 6 times since 2011.Each year is a new start for me.Until I moved to this account.I felt like this account was the right one.
So don't worry.Change is okay.
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umamikin Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
hey nono !! its perfectly fine if you want to change, especially if its better for you and your emotional health! 
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SweetyTreaty Featured By Owner Edited Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
do what you feel is right <3
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qello Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
you do you, boo
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Xsk8terwolfX Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
They'll get over it, so do what you think is best!! :3
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TheEmmu Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Student General Artist
you should change your name if you want to ;v;

you being comfortable is more important than a few people getting angry ;;
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The-Indigo-Shore Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you do what makes you happy ^^
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jelloes Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
if people get mad at you for making yourself comfortable they arent really fans lmao
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IcyPlayzGamez Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Student General Artist
you do you :')
change it to whatever name you want
i wish i could ;-;
you still got respect right here :)
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Digiko-Kagami Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Student Digital Artist
do it, change your name if you need to
literally fuck anyone who wants to throw a fit about it they dont have a say in what makes you comfortable and they dont control you
i and a lot of others will support you no matter what!
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dieily Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
change your name if you need to! i also plan on changing it once i have core~

a fresh start, no old zotiel
and a new... you(?)
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sunguss Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
i remember my old account was Panphani and like 3 out of my 75 watchers followed me to my new account even after i spammed in my comments/journals "MOVED MOVED I MOVED TO sunguss"

don't worry abt these assholes, you can change your name if you want to ! it will be a fresh start, and even if they follow you and make fun of you again, i will eat them! uwu
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BelleMarso Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
what is your new name gonna be?
and i have changed my username 7 times i think
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H0G Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2017
Ugh can't tell ya how many times I've been in your shoes before...
i don't mind if you change your name!! 
LET.PEOPLE.DO.WHAT.MAKES.THEM.HAPPY 👏👏👏👏👏👏

and if if those people get on your case all because of a small tiny name change????
dont even bother with them.

just do you! 💕
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