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a line untraced but remembered under the skin a path without stops between two zones that language avoids i followed it without a map without any certainty of arrival the open sea is not a place it is a delay moving forward was never enough i had to wait in the flow in the gap in that space where the body learns not to conclude sometimes something seemed present within reach but nothing gave way a heat without origin a hearth without center we spoke in incompatible tenses conditional present already-missed future messages fell off axis never wrong never received i move and lose substance i do not fear what bites i fear what takes away what leaves breath without a medium promises float lightweight objects unable to hold our lives stand upright in zones of waiting a bench a schedule a number 93 toward a name no longer correct the world keeps going without prior consent there was contact brief misplaced like a precise answer to a poorly asked

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Break the Ice

The fox froze the lake, … preventing those from swimming. The fish need to swim.

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Not With Tears

I have never learned to cry. Heavy storm clouds loom over the crimson horizon, lit by the dying sun. Gods withdrew, legends fell. My heart throbs like the body of a trapped bird, slipping out of life. Its beak bound, its wings clipped, its feet tangled in wire—while the water lies only a talon away. I have never learned to cry. I am only deserts: vast, dry, abandoned, breathing out centuries—yet unable to summon water. I do not even know what water is, nor how soothing it could be. I turn red, like bloodshot eyes, craving relief from an un‑slept nightmare. I was raised among violence and loneliness. My heart beat in unison with the rising voices of my enemies. My flesh knew the taste of blood, which soon became intoxicating. My hands clutched only sheets and broken toys, forgotten by warmth and love. I learned to catch fire. I learned how to love, passion burning like a sea of wild flames. But I never learned to cry. … at least not with tears.

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Hello?

HelloIt's been some time now, You still flow through my veins.A Polaroid image that was never taken. Your pulse pounding in my head.The wellspring of life, A picture of my soul.Create in me a new heart, Renew a right spirit in me.Cast me not -Away

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I Remember

I RememberI remember when it use to feel good to love, I remember when I used to hate leaving this place, I remember loving you so much it hurt.Now I feel good when I forget, if even for a moment, Now I can find no where without you reminding me, Now I seem to love hurting from you.I remember when love was simple and pure, I remember waking telling you of my love, I remember craving your love.Now love is complicated and deluded, Now I have no one to confess my devotion, Now craving is all I seem to feel.Is this the end now, Complicated, deluded, and undone, I close my eyes and give it to God one more time.Just one more time.One more time.O...

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Poison

Tonight reminds me of the love running through my veins, and of the smile which poisoned me with this terrible love, the captured moments supposing "magical" are truly haunting; they whip lash, cry out at me, slap me in my dreams and I curse the poison you fed me.

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White Sea

Effortlessly they fall from grey arms in a haze of haste, each one forgotten, another following a tumble of white flakes; some fall and slowly die losing themselves in this vast land, some stop and rest creating a white sea, for lips to curve slightly into a smile, dusty warm clothes recaptured, snuggled up, head down children brave the storm playing with the new layer of winter; the first white sea.

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Twists and turns

Sometimes life twists and turns in ways we cannot predict or always understand...Sometimes life doesn't always lead you where you think it may. Sometimes it twists and turns and you end up feeling out of place. You are left feeling lost and the word to describe it best is; disoriented. You can only control so much, you can control your actions and thoughts. But you can't control life, you can't control what happens to everyone you love, everyone around you; you can't control it all and the hardest thing is knowing that you are in essence, out of control and you always will be.Sometimes, without realising it, you do something, say something...

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Weatherman

I stand outside and breathe in the cold, I see the sun shining but the weather remains shivering Likewise my soul shivers these days, no matter the weather of your feelings for me Whether your smile at me like a sunny day, or rain down on me like a dark cloud You fill the clouds of your skies with sadness, till the point where you can no longer hold on to the tears that drop from your sad beautiful face..It’s like every day it’s different, one day you’re happy one day you’re sad But no matter what mood you’re in, it never feels like it always used too with us I feel like I’ve become but a friend to you, you keeping your distance as you swa...

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Heart-given-reasons

Do you remember that cold winter’s day my love? I remember it above every other, the last moment I remember you still needed me.. The day you surprised me with those words: “I think I just gave my heart away” And I promised you I would keep it warm and close, now and evermoreI gave my heart to you, together with all the fears I carried, I trusted you, I trusted us You promised me you’d never drop it And I replied: as long as you pick it up eventually I don’t mind : ) But you won’t, will you? You’ve forgotten the warmth our hearts sharedYou don’t need me anymore.. and it’s breaking meYou tell me to let go, but I still can’t believe we’re ov...

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Getting over you

As I sit here, during late spring, under this tree just pondering life I think back on all I have lost in this short span of time And all that yet lies before me..And though I know this sudden sensation of hope and inspiration may be brief It’s still nice to feel this sudden embrace of comfort, opposite to simply trying to hang on I’ve lost almost all I thought I had, in a span of weeks At times I miss you more than I can bear to tell you, and yet at other times.. I spend my humbled, sober thoughts to create something hopeful for me to look back onI’m finally getting over you “our life” is over.. But my love let me tell you Mine is just be...

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As you took a few steps down into the steps into the abyss you cursed under your breath at how stupid and idiotic your actions would see to other people. But right now that didn't matter to you the only thing that matted to you was that man. Your mind was set on one thing and you where to type of person who would achieve the things that they set there mind on. Your heart suddenly stopped when you heard the sound of heavy stone move behind you and whatever little light was in there disappeared into nothing but darkness. You tucked a few strands of your (hair colour) hair behind your ear in an attempt to calm yourself and to some aspect it w...

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Silence And Love

Everyone may maybe criticize me But me? I love to think differently Because I'm unique and also Light I'm more than you see that is right I'm a beautiful human being girl Who love to change also the world I'm powerful and often I find truth Within the lies and I find skies of blue I find beautiful little things I agree Only Love is making me forever free So if I find some negativity I erase them with Love immediately I find more positivity within my mind Because I dare to let go my pain I find I let it go forever and always I shall do Because if I let go there's room for you If I let go and find sudden silence in all I understand why first this pain does call So I find Love deep down within my chest I hope and pray this world does find rest I hope this world finds happiness at last 'cause this world need more love and Light I hope that every little thing is gonna be alright If the sun is going down and another night Is going to be dark just find the Light inside If I find the Light

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Old And Wise

The older I get the wiser I shall be I close my eyes for many negativity I open my eyes for Love and more I open my eyes that for sure The Ligt does win forever and ever The darkness I erase I'm very clever I'm clever and yes I'm also smart I make some cute and fine art My beautiful paintings of Light They make the world again bright Thank God on both of my knees Another day and night flees Time flies oh yes with that I agree I close my eyes a new horizon I see Also a brand new opportunity Music I find deep within my heart I find many blessings within art Because when sadness does start I know happiness is also a big part It is a big part of my Life everyday Happiness today wants to stay Life is gonna be okay and so I say Everything is gonna be for sure okay Jill

93

a line untraced but remembered under the skin a path without stops between two zones that language avoids i followed it without a map without any certainty of arrival the open sea is not a place it is a delay moving forward was never enough i had to wait in the flow in the gap in that space where the body learns not to conclude sometimes something seemed present within reach but nothing gave way a heat without origin a hearth without center we spoke in incompatible tenses conditional present already-missed future messages fell off axis never wrong never received i move and lose substance i do not fear what bites i fear what takes away what leaves breath without a medium promises float lightweight objects unable to hold our lives stand upright in zones of waiting a bench a schedule a number 93 toward a name no longer correct the world keeps going without prior consent there was contact brief misplaced like a precise answer to a poorly asked

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Break the Ice

The fox froze the lake, … preventing those from swimming. The fish need to swim.

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Not With Tears

I have never learned to cry. Heavy storm clouds loom over the crimson horizon, lit by the dying sun. Gods withdrew, legends fell. My heart throbs like the body of a trapped bird, slipping out of life. Its beak bound, its wings clipped, its feet tangled in wire—while the water lies only a talon away. I have never learned to cry. I am only deserts: vast, dry, abandoned, breathing out centuries—yet unable to summon water. I do not even know what water is, nor how soothing it could be. I turn red, like bloodshot eyes, craving relief from an un‑slept nightmare. I was raised among violence and loneliness. My heart beat in unison with the rising voices of my enemies. My flesh knew the taste of blood, which soon became intoxicating. My hands clutched only sheets and broken toys, forgotten by warmth and love. I learned to catch fire. I learned how to love, passion burning like a sea of wild flames. But I never learned to cry. … at least not with tears.

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Hello?

HelloIt's been some time now, You still flow through my veins.A Polaroid image that was never taken. Your pulse pounding in my head.The wellspring of life, A picture of my soul.Create in me a new heart, Renew a right spirit in me.Cast me not -Away

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I Remember

I RememberI remember when it use to feel good to love, I remember when I used to hate leaving this place, I remember loving you so much it hurt.Now I feel good when I forget, if even for a moment, Now I can find no where without you reminding me, Now I seem to love hurting from you.I remember when love was simple and pure, I remember waking telling you of my love, I remember craving your love.Now love is complicated and deluded, Now I have no one to confess my devotion, Now craving is all I seem to feel.Is this the end now, Complicated, deluded, and undone, I close my eyes and give it to God one more time.Just one more time.One more time.O...

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Poison

Tonight reminds me of the love running through my veins, and of the smile which poisoned me with this terrible love, the captured moments supposing "magical" are truly haunting; they whip lash, cry out at me, slap me in my dreams and I curse the poison you fed me.

Literature

White Sea

Effortlessly they fall from grey arms in a haze of haste, each one forgotten, another following a tumble of white flakes; some fall and slowly die losing themselves in this vast land, some stop and rest creating a white sea, for lips to curve slightly into a smile, dusty warm clothes recaptured, snuggled up, head down children brave the storm playing with the new layer of winter; the first white sea.

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Twists and turns

Sometimes life twists and turns in ways we cannot predict or always understand...Sometimes life doesn't always lead you where you think it may. Sometimes it twists and turns and you end up feeling out of place. You are left feeling lost and the word to describe it best is; disoriented. You can only control so much, you can control your actions and thoughts. But you can't control life, you can't control what happens to everyone you love, everyone around you; you can't control it all and the hardest thing is knowing that you are in essence, out of control and you always will be.Sometimes, without realising it, you do something, say something...

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Weatherman

I stand outside and breathe in the cold, I see the sun shining but the weather remains shivering Likewise my soul shivers these days, no matter the weather of your feelings for me Whether your smile at me like a sunny day, or rain down on me like a dark cloud You fill the clouds of your skies with sadness, till the point where you can no longer hold on to the tears that drop from your sad beautiful face..It’s like every day it’s different, one day you’re happy one day you’re sad But no matter what mood you’re in, it never feels like it always used too with us I feel like I’ve become but a friend to you, you keeping your distance as you swa...

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Do you remember that cold winter’s day my love? I remember it above every other, the last moment I remember you still needed me.. The day you surprised me with those words: “I think I just gave my heart away” And I promised you I would keep it warm and close, now and evermoreI gave my heart to you, together with all the fears I carried, I trusted you, I trusted us You promised me you’d never drop it And I replied: as long as you pick it up eventually I don’t mind : ) But you won’t, will you? You’ve forgotten the warmth our hearts sharedYou don’t need me anymore.. and it’s breaking meYou tell me to let go, but I still can’t believe we’re ov...

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Getting over you

As I sit here, during late spring, under this tree just pondering life I think back on all I have lost in this short span of time And all that yet lies before me..And though I know this sudden sensation of hope and inspiration may be brief It’s still nice to feel this sudden embrace of comfort, opposite to simply trying to hang on I’ve lost almost all I thought I had, in a span of weeks At times I miss you more than I can bear to tell you, and yet at other times.. I spend my humbled, sober thoughts to create something hopeful for me to look back onI’m finally getting over you “our life” is over.. But my love let me tell you Mine is just be...

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Phantom of the Opera x Reader: A Name to a Mask

You gaze over the ivory keys in both curiosity and wonder at the instrument which the Master played and composed his heavenly pieces. It astonished you. How an instrument could produce such beautiful sounds at the touch of such a being. Your Master’s. Monsieur Destler. Though he did always prefer the title of Master from your lips. He was a famous composer, one of which could not be identified truthfully by anyone. He never attended gala’s, nor balls, meeting were letters which were delivered by your hand. He was a stranger in the eyes of the public. Even yourself. It had been three years since you had began working for him, yet all you ha...

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Phantom of the opera x reader angel of music

As you took a few steps down into the steps into the abyss you cursed under your breath at how stupid and idiotic your actions would see to other people. But right now that didn't matter to you the only thing that matted to you was that man. Your mind was set on one thing and you where to type of person who would achieve the things that they set there mind on. Your heart suddenly stopped when you heard the sound of heavy stone move behind you and whatever little light was in there disappeared into nothing but darkness. You tucked a few strands of your (hair colour) hair behind your ear in an attempt to calm yourself and to some aspect it w...

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Phantom x reader stranger than you dreamt it

Phantom x reader stranger than you dreamt itThat night you didn't end up doing what you had originally cane here to do which was sing. Instead you sat there and listened to the mans many rules. There were strangely a lot of them and the majority of them made little or no sense. However a select few did make sense. Like not going out every Wednesday night as that would be the night he would come to get you for your lessons. You didn't pay a huge amount of attention to what he was saying and before you knew it you were back in your bed sleeping the reminder of the night away.The following day went by as normal. At 8 in the morning you were a...

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Silence And Love

Everyone may maybe criticize me But me? I love to think differently Because I'm unique and also Light I'm more than you see that is right I'm a beautiful human being girl Who love to change also the world I'm powerful and often I find truth Within the lies and I find skies of blue I find beautiful little things I agree Only Love is making me forever free So if I find some negativity I erase them with Love immediately I find more positivity within my mind Because I dare to let go my pain I find I let it go forever and always I shall do Because if I let go there's room for you If I let go and find sudden silence in all I understand why first this pain does call So I find Love deep down within my chest I hope and pray this world does find rest I hope this world finds happiness at last 'cause this world need more love and Light I hope that every little thing is gonna be alright If the sun is going down and another night Is going to be dark just find the Light inside If I find the Light

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Old And Wise

The older I get the wiser I shall be I close my eyes for many negativity I open my eyes for Love and more I open my eyes that for sure The Ligt does win forever and ever The darkness I erase I'm very clever I'm clever and yes I'm also smart I make some cute and fine art My beautiful paintings of Light They make the world again bright Thank God on both of my knees Another day and night flees Time flies oh yes with that I agree I close my eyes a new horizon I see Also a brand new opportunity Music I find deep within my heart I find many blessings within art Because when sadness does start I know happiness is also a big part It is a big part of my Life everyday Happiness today wants to stay Life is gonna be okay and so I say Everything is gonna be for sure okay Jill

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93

Break the Ice

Not With Tears

An Artist's Heart

Hello?

I Remember

Poison

White Sea

Twists and turns

Weatherman

Heart-given-reasons

Getting over you

Phantom of the Opera x Reader: A Name to a Mask

Phantom of the opera x reader angel of music

Phantom x reader stranger than you dreamt it

Silence And Love

Old And Wise

93

Break the Ice

Not With Tears

An Artist's Heart

Hello?

I Remember

Poison

White Sea

Twists and turns

Weatherman

Heart-given-reasons

Getting over you

Phantom of the Opera x Reader: A Name to a Mask

Phantom of the opera x reader angel of music

Phantom x reader stranger than you dreamt it

Silence And Love

Old And Wise

Lonely

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93

Break the Ice

Not With Tears

An Artist's Heart

Hello?

I Remember

Poison

White Sea

Twists and turns

Weatherman

Heart-given-reasons

Getting over you

Phantom of the Opera x Reader: A Name to a Mask

Phantom of the opera x reader angel of music

Phantom x reader stranger than you dreamt it

Silence And Love

Old And Wise