That doctor I saw lied to me apparently he didn't make an appointment with a specialist like he said he would that month ago hahahaha he's so funny. Not gonna talk about this thing anymore until some good news pop up.
Doctor supposed a potentially lifelong condition that the medical field currently knows very little about. So I have to see a specialist about it. He said it would take approx two months to get in (nearly halfway there).
I'm still holding out hope for kidney stones. Or something that can be removed surgically. Just. Something that can be fixed sooner as opposed to "tough luck - suck it up".
Just the way it goes.
Enough mental crisis. Time to kick things into gear. Finally drawing again. It's crap... but at least it's something. To new watchers: I apologize for the visual garbage I'm about to throw your way.