Awww, don't feel bad, I mean, even I didn't check in for months! And when I did, I was lurking and not talking, which doesn't help. <3 I am feeling a better more often than not, which is good. I do still have a few down days, but nothing like before. Now if I could just get back to drawing more than once every six months, I'd be making better progress, though I did start lifting weights, and that's been very good for my self-esteem.