I feel genuinely proud of myself. It's amazing, I don't think I've felt like this in quite some time. Too long. But yea, a couple of things have happened as of late that have made me feel like this. First off, my job at the daycare has trusted me with a permanent 'kitchen' shift every single Monday. That means, I have to prepare and serve food every Monday, for about 100 kids. I also have to wash dishes and make sure the kitchen is clean at the end of my shift. The amount of work this is, is unbelievable! I am so tired at the end of the day that all I do when I get home is go to sleep! But, I have been handling it very well, my superiors, tell me I am doing a good job.
I started a diet in the beginning of September, and so far I have not messed up. I am doing everything I am supposed to be doing. And I've lost 30 pounds! I can't believe it's only been less than a month and a half!
Another thing, was that I decided that I wanted to be completely drug and alcohol-free. I think this is a hard thing to do especially, since I am at college, and the stuff seems to be everywhere! No I don't want your weed, no I don't want your beer! Can these people have fun without these things??? Can you talk about something else besides drugs and alcohol?? I really appreciate when an event is sober. I don't have to worry about getting anxious. I'm glad I've taken a stand for myself in saying, to my friends especially, that drugs and alcohol make me uncomfortable and I don't want it anywhere near me!
And lastly! I have been attending a sign language class for college, and I have to admit, it is a very challenging class! Learning a third language isn't supposed to be easy I guess, but I am learning! I know more sign language than I knew two weeks ago I can tell you that! And I am also learning alot about deaf and hearing culture. It's fun
And that's really it. I feel like this journal is far too long but if you made it this far, great!