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Pokeumans Remastered Chapter 1
TRANSFORMATION
When I close my eyes, I can feel it. I am a powerful Lucario, locked in battle against a towering Steelix, gazing down at me with its cold, steel eyes. I can feel my trainer’s heart beating in time with my own.
"Steelix," commands the opposing trainer, "Use Flamethrower!"
The Steel-type Pokémon, slithering towards me, opens its maw to spit out a stream of hot fire. I don't need my trainer's command to dodge it perfectly, jumping to the side and rolling away without a single scratch.
"Nice job Lucario! Now use Aura Sphere!"
I close my eyes, gather my energy and focus it into a ball in-between my paws. With one swift motion, I fire the ball towards my opponent. Their attempts to dodge are futile; the ball makes impact and…
"Brandon! Get up or you'll be late for school!"
"Ughhaaa… what?"
And that’s when I woke up; the familiar voice of my dad calling from the hallway snapping me out of my dream. I turned my head sleepily towards the alarm
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Literature
A Retrospective of Pokemon Mystery Dungeon
WARNING: SPOILERS FOR ALL FOUR MAIN SERIES POKEMON MYSTERY DUNGEON GAMES.
I’ve been growing as a gamer over the years; having busted from my Nintendo-safe bubble and branching out into other genres and exposing myself to worlds I’ve never known. My Top 10 continues to change as I discover games that manage to click with me and draw me in, such as the viscerally enthralling BioShock Infinite, to the work about fun of Stardew Valley to the insanely absorbing Persona 5.
However there is only one game that will always sit at the Number 1 spot. No matter what games I play in future, I highly doubt there is any game out there that can usurp the love I feel for my number one.
And that game is Pokémon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky.
For now I’m going to take a look back at the Mystery Dungeon series as a whole; in what parts does it work so well, why a lot of critics seem to hate it, and what the later games lacked. I’m going to be spending the next 25,00
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Children of the Revolution Ch. 3
A lone shadow moved its way around an empty room. Well, not quite empty. There were screens, a giant table, and a few chairs, but no one was in sight. For now. Soon, officers under Paula’s command would be arriving for a meeting, and the shadow wanted to make sure the room was well prepared for them. Or rather, just one in particular.
Mentally humming to itself, the shadow raised the height of the chair with its lever and mess with it a bit more. If it was correct, and it always was, this would be Art’s chair for the meeting. He was so going to get it.
Dashing under the table and phasing into the shadows, the first Pokémon entered the room. Kirlia and Gliscor. Despite appearances and personality, the two were quite the pair. Kirlia took a seat opposite the one the shadow had tampered with, and Gliscor clamped his tail to a beam in the ceiling behind and to the left of the lone chair, hanging upside down. The incorporeal shadow listened as Kirlia looked under the table,
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Guys... I need to tell you about something...
Last night, I was surprised by one of the most touching and amazing displays of love and friendship I've ever experienced in my life...
As I mentioned, the (attached) cord to my drawing tablet was severed inexplicably a couple of days ago and I was absolutely heartbroken about it. Singstar and Solarknight, my cherished, wonderful loved ones...
...I'm already getting choked up again...
...They gathered several people together and everyone chipped in to buy me a brand new tablet. 
I really don't know what to say. I cried for several minutes last night and could easily cry again about it before I know it. From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely want to thank the following people, who did this wonderful, miraculous thing for me:
Singstar
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Corbyn
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Words can't express how grateful I am. I'll try to find a way to express my gratitude to you all. I'd also like to thank my roommate, who helped me fina
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Please Come Home (Village Contest Thingy)
It isn’t the right weather for viewing a disaster and yet, here he is.
For this sort of catastrophe, you’d have expected it to be a dark, grey, dreary, cold day; overall, something that went well with the wrench in his gut. But today – well, today is the complete opposite, an almost comical contrast. There isn’t a cloud in the sky, and the lines of buildings stand crisp against a backdrop of dazzling blue. It’s a warm day, yes, but it doesn’t boast the kind of muggy moisture that sucks the life out of anything and everything that dares to go outside. A cool breeze blows through his fur, and the sheer beauty of the day keeps his gait relaxed.
Almost.
It’s a one–two–three–pause–four, an ugly hiccup in his step, courtesy of some rogue idiot who thought it’d be funny to shoot him up, see how far he got. The sound of his walk is painful to listen to in the silence of the street, or at least
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Talking About My ADD

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 17, 2019, 4:17 AM


So, for the people who have known me for a long time this is no secret: I have Attention Deficit Disorder. I was diagnosed when I was 8, and it's something I live my life around. I've wanted to make a journal about this topic for awhile now, and I've never really had any incentive to do it, but what the heck, I'm here to talk about it now. I'm going to list off the good and the bad: and simply show how this disorder affects my life and what I do about it.

1. Creativity - Pokeumans would probably not exist if it weren't for my ADD. One of the things I’ve noticed is that I'm very creative. I'm not really bragging; but my head is constantly full of ideas, characters, storylines, aspirations, design and even new ways to do things. If I had a magic wishing machine that could produce all of the things I imagine, I'd have a lot of projects under my belt. My head is filled with so many ideas that I don't what to do with it all. 

2. I lack a ton of motivation - Even if I do start an idea, I tend to get bored quickly. A lot of my ideas are kinda started and then I don't finish. I'll spend my days off loafing in bed, or playing through a game I've already beaten before, and just don't feel like doing anything. 

3. My interests change: fast - One minute I'm obsessed with something: a book, movie, musical, or video game. I will spend weeks of my life on this particular thing, indulging in it all day every day. Then...poof. I'm onto something else. This happens all of the time, and not just with hobbies, but ideas too. My Word Documents are full of just pages and pages of ideas and stuff that I get bored of and more on. I wanted to be on Survivor, I wanted to be a singer, I wanted to do YouTube for a job and review stuff, I wanted to be a video gamer, I wanted to be a famous author and the list goes on and on and on. 

4. I'm really impatient - I have trouble waiting for things. This often happens with commissions, and I can be annoying to the commissioner by just asking about progress. I get super anxious when important events are nearing, and I'd be dead without Amazon Prime delivering whatever stupid thing I bought in one day. Also for people who have voice chatted with me, I can tell you I tend to interrupt conversations, have issues waiting for my turn to talk, or have to butt in and offer my own thoughts on the conversation, because I need to get what I have to say out NOW. 

5. I hyperfocus on dumb things - So I have an incredibly important assignment due for college, and if I don't finish it I fail the class. I have one day to do it, and what do I do? Spend hours looking at the Avatar: The Last Airbender wiki. Certain days I can write pages of pages of content, for absolutely no reason (my Pokemon Mystery Dungeon piece was written under a hyperfocus spell.) The worst part of the hyperfocus is I can't control when it happens, or what I hyperfocus on,  but when I'm in it, whatever it'll subjective to I need to get it done NOW. 

6. I'm really quick to anger - I admit, I have a problem with dealing with my temper. While I'm generally a happy and optimistic person, I usually have strong negative reactions to perceived "attacks" on me-- case in point February 2014 where I stupidly lead a anti-bully campaign that turned out to be bullying. I get annoyed really easily, I tend to snap back at people who ask me stupid questions or nag me for their attention, and lash out when I feel like I'm being attacked. I also can’t stand being told what to do: I’m really bad with talking back.

7. I'm bad at keeping up with friends - Those who know me know it's notorious to get a hold of me, and I can go weeks or months without talking to people I'm close with. Even my best friends growing up I don't talk to anymore. So if I ignore you, it's not you, it's me and my dumb brain. 

8. I can never finish what I start -  I start something, I get into it for a bit, and then I stop. I'll put down a video game and never pick it back up. I'll stop half-way through a book and never know how it'll end. I'll stop writing a story I've been working on for weeks. I'll stop watching episodes of a show I'm really into, and not keep up on it until it is impossible to get back on track. I'll write 20 chapters of a story I'm famous for and then stop. I'll start a comic up again and then stop after 4 episodes. It is so hard for me to finish what I start and it's why I try so hard not to make promises or expectations, because I know I can't finish it. 

9. I'm sensitive to what people think of me - My biggest personal fear is people not liking me. It makes me feel really bad when I let people down, and I'd rather run away than face the music. It can also lead to anxiety when I feel like I've offended someone and need reassurance that I didn't kill our friendship forever. I also have a crippling fear of rejection, this is probably why I don't ask people out much and would rather have people come to me. 

10. I'm driven by impulsivity - Grocery store, need three items and that's it, three items and...okay I'll buy this, and this, and this and...the list goes on. I'm really bad with spending money, even money I don't have, on things my brain needs NOW. New video game? Buy. Replacement instead of fixing the thing I have? Buy. I'm on Persona this week so I need to buy a PSVita, buy. Ooh this looks cool, buy. You get the point. Part of the reason I keep the two jobs is so I don't go totally broke from impulse spending. 

Well, this was an entirely pointless exercise, but I'm glad I got it all out there. I hope you guys can understand where I come from and how my head works. I'm currently not on any medications by the way, but while I do struggle, I can function normally, it's just I have to take steps and be careful not to let my ADD run ahead of me. Plus, if I had better outlets, I'm sure one of my many ideas can blossom and grow and get the attention it needs. 

  • Listening to: Wicked soundtrack
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: YouTube
  • Playing: Stardew Valley/Nier Automata
  • Eating: Goldfish
  • Drinking: Coke

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March 24th, 2019 marks the ninth anniversary of Chapter 1 of Pokéumans! Be sure to celebrate that your kindness and support has kept this series going strong even to this day. Thank you all. www.deviantart.com/pokemonmani…
As of today I am no longer employed at Dunkin Donuts. For the first time in four years, I'm free to spend my evenings however I want. 

Talking About My ADD

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 17, 2019, 4:17 AM


So, for the people who have known me for a long time this is no secret: I have Attention Deficit Disorder. I was diagnosed when I was 8, and it's something I live my life around. I've wanted to make a journal about this topic for awhile now, and I've never really had any incentive to do it, but what the heck, I'm here to talk about it now. I'm going to list off the good and the bad: and simply show how this disorder affects my life and what I do about it.

1. Creativity - Pokeumans would probably not exist if it weren't for my ADD. One of the things I’ve noticed is that I'm very creative. I'm not really bragging; but my head is constantly full of ideas, characters, storylines, aspirations, design and even new ways to do things. If I had a magic wishing machine that could produce all of the things I imagine, I'd have a lot of projects under my belt. My head is filled with so many ideas that I don't what to do with it all. 

2. I lack a ton of motivation - Even if I do start an idea, I tend to get bored quickly. A lot of my ideas are kinda started and then I don't finish. I'll spend my days off loafing in bed, or playing through a game I've already beaten before, and just don't feel like doing anything. 

3. My interests change: fast - One minute I'm obsessed with something: a book, movie, musical, or video game. I will spend weeks of my life on this particular thing, indulging in it all day every day. Then...poof. I'm onto something else. This happens all of the time, and not just with hobbies, but ideas too. My Word Documents are full of just pages and pages of ideas and stuff that I get bored of and more on. I wanted to be on Survivor, I wanted to be a singer, I wanted to do YouTube for a job and review stuff, I wanted to be a video gamer, I wanted to be a famous author and the list goes on and on and on. 

4. I'm really impatient - I have trouble waiting for things. This often happens with commissions, and I can be annoying to the commissioner by just asking about progress. I get super anxious when important events are nearing, and I'd be dead without Amazon Prime delivering whatever stupid thing I bought in one day. Also for people who have voice chatted with me, I can tell you I tend to interrupt conversations, have issues waiting for my turn to talk, or have to butt in and offer my own thoughts on the conversation, because I need to get what I have to say out NOW. 

5. I hyperfocus on dumb things - So I have an incredibly important assignment due for college, and if I don't finish it I fail the class. I have one day to do it, and what do I do? Spend hours looking at the Avatar: The Last Airbender wiki. Certain days I can write pages of pages of content, for absolutely no reason (my Pokemon Mystery Dungeon piece was written under a hyperfocus spell.) The worst part of the hyperfocus is I can't control when it happens, or what I hyperfocus on,  but when I'm in it, whatever it'll subjective to I need to get it done NOW. 

6. I'm really quick to anger - I admit, I have a problem with dealing with my temper. While I'm generally a happy and optimistic person, I usually have strong negative reactions to perceived "attacks" on me-- case in point February 2014 where I stupidly lead a anti-bully campaign that turned out to be bullying. I get annoyed really easily, I tend to snap back at people who ask me stupid questions or nag me for their attention, and lash out when I feel like I'm being attacked. I also can’t stand being told what to do: I’m really bad with talking back.

7. I'm bad at keeping up with friends - Those who know me know it's notorious to get a hold of me, and I can go weeks or months without talking to people I'm close with. Even my best friends growing up I don't talk to anymore. So if I ignore you, it's not you, it's me and my dumb brain. 

8. I can never finish what I start -  I start something, I get into it for a bit, and then I stop. I'll put down a video game and never pick it back up. I'll stop half-way through a book and never know how it'll end. I'll stop writing a story I've been working on for weeks. I'll stop watching episodes of a show I'm really into, and not keep up on it until it is impossible to get back on track. I'll write 20 chapters of a story I'm famous for and then stop. I'll start a comic up again and then stop after 4 episodes. It is so hard for me to finish what I start and it's why I try so hard not to make promises or expectations, because I know I can't finish it. 

9. I'm sensitive to what people think of me - My biggest personal fear is people not liking me. It makes me feel really bad when I let people down, and I'd rather run away than face the music. It can also lead to anxiety when I feel like I've offended someone and need reassurance that I didn't kill our friendship forever. I also have a crippling fear of rejection, this is probably why I don't ask people out much and would rather have people come to me. 

10. I'm driven by impulsivity - Grocery store, need three items and that's it, three items and...okay I'll buy this, and this, and this and...the list goes on. I'm really bad with spending money, even money I don't have, on things my brain needs NOW. New video game? Buy. Replacement instead of fixing the thing I have? Buy. I'm on Persona this week so I need to buy a PSVita, buy. Ooh this looks cool, buy. You get the point. Part of the reason I keep the two jobs is so I don't go totally broke from impulse spending. 

Well, this was an entirely pointless exercise, but I'm glad I got it all out there. I hope you guys can understand where I come from and how my head works. I'm currently not on any medications by the way, but while I do struggle, I can function normally, it's just I have to take steps and be careful not to let my ADD run ahead of me. Plus, if I had better outlets, I'm sure one of my many ideas can blossom and grow and get the attention it needs. 

  • Listening to: Wicked soundtrack
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: YouTube
  • Playing: Stardew Valley/Nier Automata
  • Eating: Goldfish
  • Drinking: Coke

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Brandon Chan
Artist | Student | Literature
United States
My name is Brandon Chan. I'm a human on the outside, but a Lucario on the inside. My three loves are Pokémon, transformation and reality shows. I'm the creator of the Pokéumans and Pokémon Challenges series, both of which I am very proud of. All in all I'm a friendly person and I try to make people smile.

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Oh and please spell my username right. It's MANIC not MANIAC

I am a Lucario!
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SolarisDragon Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019
Happy Birthday!
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Calvin286 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019
Happy birthday to you, and enjoy this video AKA HOW NOT TO PLAY RED DEAD REDEMPTION 2:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRWdv5asDlA
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Cybertronian-RP Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019  Professional Artist

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Zander-The-Artist Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
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birthdays Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's March 5th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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KnownCamer0n123 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019  Student Digital Artist
happy birthday. hope you enjoy this special day.
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JJJMadness Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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JordanKimba1997 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019  Student Artist
birthday cake Happy Birthday!
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a1993 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019
Happy Birthday!
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HPMCCPooTis Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019
Happy B-Day and best wishes for the future!!!!
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justafan123413 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019
Happy birthday!!
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WeisstheAbsol Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2019
Happy Birthday!
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Bearinbigbluehouse Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday! 🎂
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Pfaccioxx Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2019   General Artist
Happy almost birthday Brandon!
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Yarrix Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2019  Hobbyist Artist
Happy Early Birthday!
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Rukkus717 Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2018  Student Writer
Hi
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Bearinbigbluehouse Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm thinking of writing my own Pokeuman story set in Manchester, England (It's where I live). Should I set my story here or is there a base there already I don't know about. Please tell my if there is,
Best regards,
George (14)
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destinywinx Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
would you like a Llama,cake badge,whatch,faves, or core membership
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Nozo27 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Happy summer! Dare to Challenge?
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SawuScimitar74 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2018
Hey there! Hope your birthday was a good one! I would've replied sooner, but I was busy at the time. :/
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SolarisDragon Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2018
Happy Birthday!
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2018
Happy birthday! :D
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Calvin286 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2018
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND TODAY SPECIALS, we hav- *Interrupted* (Mysterious man: We've meet again... Chan-san) ('oh no, that voice...') *turns around* (Amon, I don't have time to deal with you. Can't you see I'm with a customer who's having a birthday?) (Amon: I'm afraid I must end your journey, ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!) ('WHA?' M-Motherf**ker, I don't even want to get involved in your... whatever you called it, didn't I even told you the first time we first met? That I'm taking your challenge as a one-time thing? Look at me, I'm a waiter working in this luxury restaurant, for christ sake! I'm not a f**kin threat to you or your... Amon Clan or whatever) (Amon: That means that you are determined to end us all...) (I'm not even pla-... F**k it, Let get over with this sh*t) *ADVANCING TO BATTLE: youtu.be/caXaMMKKsnU?t=32s*
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birthdays Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2018

:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:


It's March 5th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!


Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:


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LovecraftianThoughts Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!
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