I'm in tears, right now. And I'm not trying to play this for drama, but I feel really, really bad.Have you ever wanted something really bad, tried for ages to get it, tried your best, and made it your your dream and ambition. Hoped for the day it would someday be yours. The do one thing. One little thing, and lose it forever. And you didn't even know what that thing would do. But you just do it, take a chance, try to do something good for yourself and you can just regret it.And you try to apologise, and you try to get it back. You try for just a chance, just a small chance. You try to be stong, dignified, stand up for something you want. A...