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Canis Cranium by TigresSinaiLife by Nushulica
City Rain by TheSoulBelieverField of wishes by HypnotisedAngelShe's so naive by HypnotisedAngel
Magic by starg691Sparkle by Kara-a
29. little magic by littleconfusionsparkle by soheirmackinac Bridge by Cutiecat1001 
Sparkle Sparkle by goRillA-iNK
Janine by aufzehengehenUnknown Germany Pt. VII by TheChosenPesssimist
27. pinch of magic by littleconfusionPink Orchid by HypnotisedAngel
Tears of the Sun by SPLYNTRDDesignsUntitled by CatlivA Time for Magic II by MyLifeThroughTheLens
Supernatural by AljoschaThielenCar's Victim by BadiB
Bridge Red Vision by RedRavenPicsIt's too late by kemal-kamil-akcaVictim by paftdunk


I am not enchanted.

The dreams come 
but they are not dreams at all 
and I am not asleep.

Your hand sliding up my thigh 
and your groan slicks itself onto my neck,
embeds itself into my skin.

I wear the remnants 
of your ecstasy in my flesh still. 
It crawls when any other nears it.

It came to be that your bed-side clock 
replaced my fearful heartbeat
as I laid in stasis and hoped -

for a passing; of time, of fingers, of life.
I cannot sleep with ticking in my ear anymore
I don't think of time running out, but of paralysis.

I think of lapses of concentration,
of tongues, 
of temperaments. 

I think of those slow burning moments 
that stretched out longer than I wanted
and lasted longer still. I think of the tears.

I am not enchanted.

The days pass 
but they are not days at all
and I am not awake.

I am pacified by the numbness 
of lobe or cortex that controls memory, 
a self imposed strike out against you,

a strike my hand should have made.
Regret is buried
six feet beneath my fingernails.

Every time I tell someone I love them
I hear my soprano voice stuttering, 

I recall luring you to sleep with those words, 
over and over, and when it was safe 
I would run down the spiral staircase in the tower.

I admit I sipped from china cups 
and daintily impersonated an adult.
I thought I could handle love, loving.

The rag-dolls watched, wide eyed and horrified, 
as my bravado fell flat. As I fell flat.
As we fell, and I flatly refused. 

As I clenched my jaw, the same jaw I will always bear. 
As I crushed my eyes shut, 
the same eyes that will always burn with shame. 

As I dug my nails through the sheets. 
The nails are gone, I bit them til they bled. 

I suspect the sheets are gone too, 
a destroyed relic of a squirming, weeping, spurting love-
-what I thought was love then- but even so,

I was never enchanted.

Light my own way by loLO-oThe magic lights of New York by BrunoCHATARDHide - Hypnotise by Jen-Sainty
jll by bry33Silent Victims. by musicangel071Magical by Like-A-Kitty
Staring At The Bottom Of Your Glass. by Dastorm-Photographyeasily by HypnotisedAngelSummer dream by HypnotisedAngel
A Victim by AlexSvartengelMagic by stardixa
Magic by MeluxineThe little stone bridge Ver2 by INVIV0Shine on by iNeedChemicalX
R O U N D E D . E D G E S by Krissey
Imagination is the true magic carpet by BlueColoursOfNatureMagic Inside by reichan79
Black And White by A7md3madLittle Sparkle by AljoschaThielen
The Spiritual Magic by M-0-N-0Magic by Lilium-VisualArtist
Magic Iceland by AphantopusDungeon Dweller by TaraLundriganPhotoHypnotised.. by Fotgraphics

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starg691's avatar
I arrive really REALLY late to this but I appreciate it equally as much :heart:
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thanks so much for the feature! :heart:
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You're welcome!
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Thank you very much for featuring :huggle:

Photos are incredible and I feel honored that my work also is here :).

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Thank you very much for feauturing my art! ^^ Really apreciate it :hug:
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Extremly beautiful feature! thank you so so much for including my picture.
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:D You are welcome!
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powerful displays, and great colours. great selection kate.
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Thank you so much for the feature! :) Such beautiful artworks.
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Beautiful feature! :aww: thank you for including my photo!
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Your journal is so beautiful :heart: thanks for including my work :hug:
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thanks! great feature! :)
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You are very talented Kathryn , that is beautiful.
Thank you for including me.
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Aw, thank you!! 
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