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Commission: Meneme Gardier by Plienuh Commission: Meneme Gardier :iconplienuh:Plienuh 2 0 Commission: The Tempest by Plienuh Commission: The Tempest :iconplienuh:Plienuh 9 11 Gremlette by Plienuh Gremlette :iconplienuh:Plienuh 2 3 Commission: Salvador by Plienuh Commission: Salvador :iconplienuh:Plienuh 3 7 Race Reference - Drachslekt Nue by Plienuh Race Reference - Drachslekt Nue :iconplienuh:Plienuh 2 2 Race Reference - ??? by Plienuh Race Reference - ??? :iconplienuh:Plienuh 3 0 Race Reference - Niminian by Plienuh Race Reference - Niminian :iconplienuh:Plienuh 1 5 Race Reference - Settek by Plienuh Race Reference - Settek :iconplienuh:Plienuh 1 2 Beelieve it by Plienuh Beelieve it :iconplienuh:Plienuh 1 0 BABY DOJI by Plienuh BABY DOJI :iconplienuh:Plienuh 1 0 Hats are a sin by Plienuh Hats are a sin :iconplienuh:Plienuh 3 0 REF: Paratyl Ymaux by Plienuh REF: Paratyl Ymaux :iconplienuh:Plienuh 2 1 More fifth memes by Plienuh More fifth memes :iconplienuh:Plienuh 1 3 Tikitock by Plienuh Tikitock :iconplienuh:Plienuh 0 3 Birbmazd by Plienuh Birbmazd :iconplienuh:Plienuh 1 5 Kay is not okay by Plienuh Kay is not okay :iconplienuh:Plienuh 4 6





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Hi I'm Pauline and I like a lot of things including drawing :I
I can't get myself to change this ID I drew 500 years ago because I don't want to make Yao cry

I'm super gay
My super gay tumblr is

Our icons matched once so just pretend they do okay


Is not caring.
The last couple of years I've been struggling with drawing regularly, probably because I've always been under a lot of pressure from myself. Everything had to look perfect, be original, and good enough to be put in a portfolio, eventually. I was so scared of messing up and always ended up unsatisfied with the end result, I just shut down and stopped trying. But that has changed, lately.
I don't know exactly how it happened. Maybe it's because I'm older. Maybe it's because I feel good living my life the way I do now. Or it might be because I've been inspired by things I enjoy. (Thanks, fire emblem) Nevertheless, I've been drawing at least once, but usually more, every month for the last year, and I couldn't be more happy about it. I stopped worrying. If I want to draw this piece of fanart, you bet I'm gonna draw that fanart. If I want to draw self indulgent things, I will draw it, because who cares about what others might think? If something ends up looking nothing like the way I wanted I upload it anyway, and usually when I look back on it, months later, I come to the conclusion "This doesn't even look that bad, why was I upset about this in the first place?". Now I've decided I'm not going to pursue a career in art anyway, I might as well have fun drawing, right? I'm doing this for myself, and if others happen to enjoy it as well, then that's a nice bonus. 

So my advice: Just draw. Don't think, draw. Because if it isn't fun, then why continue? 

Heh. That said, I usually upload all my art to tumblr. Despite what you might think, it gets a lot more attention there than it does here. and I won't deny that recognition feels nice I won't leave dA though, and I'll keep uploading my art here as well, since I like having it all in one place. I have accepted the fact that I'll probably never be as active on here as I once was, but I'll keep doing my best to reply to your nice comments.
Keep doing what you love guys.


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Toxic-CherryBlossem Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm glad to see you've found a new self-inspiration as I am still looking. I wish you the best old friend(:
EverbloomingForest Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
gelukkige verjaardag :DD :party:
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DanieluYoshikoto Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday
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Lizzard1222 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014
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Lizzard1222 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014
Ik volg zo veel mensen op dA niet hoe kan dit ;; *Gaat iedereen stalken en watchen wtf
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