for being unable to see the true meaning of life;
for being unable to seek the truth behind lies; and
for being ignorant of the facts placed right in front of my face.
for not listening to some of what others may say;
for not accepting opinions which may better myself; and
for not hearing the words spoken by those who needs to be heard.
for not being able to express my thoughts;
for shutting my mouth in times when truth must be heard; and
for being voiceless even though opportunity calls for it.
for I always rely on others;
for being unable to help
My mind is splitting apart. One more move, I will shatter into pieces. One more day, I will have found myself gone mad. Then, I suddenly smelled your fragrant scent, a time I knew you were there, watching me. Watching what will I do without you, analyzing if I'll go berserk, finding you were my weakness, a tear drop fell from my eye. You bit your lips to prevent yourself from laughing, then you came by my side. A hint of shyness and embarrassment came across my face with a thought of you seeing my expression. But my heart pounded and the only thing I could hear and feel was you breathing. It was at that moment that you brushed off that tear o