He would feel regret , sometimes over letting his lover die,saying that he let her die when he really had no powers to save her. Sometimes he would feel regret that he watched when his daughter Emily was taken from him, again powerless. Sometimes he felt regret that he had felt in his duty, sometimes that he could not keep his promise to Jessemine ..
confined in those closed dark walls he felt hopeless , that he will never see his daughter again. He wanted to tell Emily he was her father, he wanted her to know with love that he lived to see her grow and he would be nowhere else if it meant he could guide her as her Father..