I want to complete you, Make you feel whole
I want to be inside you, I want your soul
I want to keep you safe and warm
I want to sheild you, protect you from harm
I want to be strong for you
And show you what i really am
But it requires you to take my hand.
As i sit here in the darkness of this room
I think of you.
I dream of holding you in my arms,
Saving us both from this empty feeling.
Each day that presses on
Lonely and cold we find a way to survive.
Take my hand and fear me not,
Im not here to break your heart.
Show me you can care as well
and perhaps we can both escape from this hell.
I cant tell you how i truly feel,
Although i think you already know.
Read between the lines my dear
In the distance i see
What could be
I can taste it in a way i cannot explain
An open door in front
A long hallway behind
What lies ahead?
I long to find.
I see the light
Moving ever closer
The distance closing
In this dark cold night
I hold you close without you here
I hold you deep inside of me.
I long for you in a way
That i cannot express in words.
You seem so perfect to me,
Everything i ever wanted,
I wish i knew a way to tell you
I wish you knew how i feel.
So you, who holds my heart
Hold on to me and don't let me go
And i will show you deeper inside
I will let you in.
Into this blackened shattered heart,
I dont understand, why you left me here
You say you love me, Yet you leave me
You walked away when i was in pain
You betrayed my trust, and i forgave
Yet when i did the same, Where are you?
You walked away, What did i do?
You left me standing here alone, Was i supposed to wait?
You gave me nothing to hold onto.
You ignored me when i spoke, Yet you expected me to stay
What was i supposed to do jess? Simply obey?
You left me alone.
I dont understand.
I know you never knew how i felt about you.
I know you thought it was a game.
I know i hurt you somehow.
I never meant to.
I thought she loved me, You left me alone.
I would have never gone, if i had known.
I've told you how i felt.
Ill never leave again.
I know things are hard for you.
I know life has not been fair.
Take my hand and let me show you.
I want to be there.
I don't know how long it will be before you read this.
I don't know whats going to be.
But in my heart i see it.
And its just you and me.
A security issue was discovered, someone attempted to exploit a buffer overflow, the attempt failed but to be safe the server was rebooted, while the server was offline I also increased the storage space for the root filesystem disk.
The server is back up and running and was down for about 4 minutes.
Sorry about the downtime.
I sent my first DCMA takedown notice, Its strange how something I dispise so much, is something that I found myself mostly forced to use.
On a side note, It was successful. So, the next time you think of posting some of my "art" on another site, please think again. Thanks.