So. Lots of you realized, actually it's impossibe not to noticed, that I have been putting out lots and lots of YHH and commission things (most of them for arpg purpose). And with all the help I've received (mostly in money form) I felt.... some sort of guilt.
Because well, when you pay a commission, yu don't exactly know or care what the person you commissioned uses the money for. And with the among I've been receiving I felt kinda afraid of people just... considering it as if I was a fraud begging for money or whatever.
And I am not. And If I ever come out as such, then I apologize.
So Story time !
As you probably know, I am a student. Student in an Animation school. As well as the rent on the area I'm living in with my mom. We are always walking on the edge. The year ended anbd I validated to go to thrid year (hooray).
But, despite all the cvs and mails and emails, I am still unemployed for the summer. (haroo..).
So. This is what the money you are paying my commission is going for. Helping me paying for school, rent and probably soon to be food.
Yesterday I went to subscribe for my third year. And there was new fees that I wasn't ready for.
Exactly 620e fees. (school's a bitch, ain't it ?). I am able to pay for it, for now, but it takes in my saving for the rest of the school year. Which set the balance swinging again.
What does this mean ?
Not much for y'all really. I will have to keep going with the commission and YHH and arpg general occupations. Having a job or not, I am now with no other money apport. Some prices will go up (I apologize for these who can't afford it or considers that my art style and all is not worth the money but I cannot continue to sell things with such a low price. For my school future's sake.
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