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And I only KNOW that it's been four years because my last "Journal" entry mentions that I'm about to turn 40. And I'm currently 44. And my brain is still capable of doing basic math. (Only just.) So, new info... well, you may have noticed from my latest "Status" thingy on here that I had some personal revelations and decided "Y'know, all those times you kept thinking about being a girl, maybe that actually had some sort of, I dunno, REASONING BEHIND IT." Turns out cis guys actually DON'T have daydreams where they fall into the nannichuan a la Ranma 1/2, or similar scenarios. Who knew? Sadly, despite living in Illinois and having access to massively simple ways to do things like mess with the gender marker on my driver's license, or get access to hrt via informed consent, I haven't even done so much as shave my pits. Because I live with my parents. And I have heart their... opinions... on Ye Olde Transgenders in the past. And present. And any time Fox News brings it up. Yeah. They