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The lights rush by, But I remain still. I cannot seem to feel Anything anymore. My toes are numb. My eyes unseeing. Is this bad? Probably. Numbness doesn’t raise Any alarms. After all, numbness is all I know now. People try to get me To open up – just talk about The thoughts racing through my mind Like bullets. I don’t see the point anymore. In my experience, When I finally felt comfortable To open up to someone They used my insecurities Against me. I am numb, The remnants of what Used to be our Shared reality Crashing over my head Sometimes I want to be loved, But I also do not think I know the differen
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Wake up at 5:00AM. Take a shower first thing. Towel dry and then blow dry your hair. Eyeliner, mascara, foundation, and lipstick [in that order]. Pick out a short skirt with a frilly top to match. Put them on. Then choose your tallest high heels, grab your bag, and go to breakfast. You pick at your food and eventually manage half a toast and two bites of eggs. Mother worries about you on a daily basis, you know. She can hear the way you purge every night right after dinner. She knows that you weigh yourself daily. She knows you purposely get off two stops ahead of our house so you can walk the rest of the way. Father worries as well. Yesterda
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Elen of the ways
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Are You Listening
The lights rush by, But I remain still. I cannot seem to feel Anything anymore. My toes are numb. My eyes unseeing. Is this bad? Probably. Numbness doesn’t raise Any alarms. After all, numbness is all I know now. People try to get me To open up – just talk about The thoughts racing through my mind Like bullets. I don’t see the point anymore. In my experience, When I finally felt comfortable To open up to someone They used my insecurities Against me. I am numb, The remnants of what Used to be our Shared reality Crashing over my head Sometimes I want to be loved, But I also do not think I know the differen
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Silver Lining
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Catching The Light
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The Gold That Binds Us
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Eyes Closed
Cold hands, Clenched fingers, Shaking shoulders; A rickety frame. Soft feminine curves, Ruby lips, A heart of glass. You are the postcard Pressed into my mother’s cookbook. Long smeared with the residue Of recipes gone wrong. Your eyes hold the Deepest of seas; Uncharted waters. They are disturbingly vacant. As if no one was there when you cried. No one to sooth the shivers wracking havoc Across your shoulder blades. Warm hands. Strong, sure fingers, A solid bone structure; The sturdy mass of a ship. Soft white sails, Worn trustworthy wood, An anchor of steel. It’s going to be all right, my dear. Just hold on t
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She is vintage. Black and white, grainy Photographs sealed away. Delicate features; almost doll-like, Form memories out of nothing. She is stolen, Like the German Christmas bread. It took two sets of parents to raise her Until she was deemed “Perfect.” She is just a face in an old photo album mother put up inside the attic. Gathering dust by day and slowly slipping from Our memories. She is that girl you see Tucked into the armchair at the corner coffee shop. Her nose forever stuck in a book of poetry. E.E. Cummings today. You pause, wondering if you will startle her, But take the chair beside her anyway. She casts a
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DumbBlond101|Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday
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PINK-ROSE14|Professional Photographer
I'm sorry that this is so late, I haven't checked DA in a long time. Thank you for you well wishes though! 
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you're very welcome
Hope you have a good day as well
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PINK-ROSE14|Professional Photographer
merci beaucoup 
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Happy Birthday!
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SonicPL9195|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday !!! :iconcakeplz: Party Airborne Hug Heart
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PINK-ROSE14|Professional Photographer
sorry for the late reply. I'm really never on DA amore. I'm on tumblr!

Thank you though! : ) That was really sweet of you!
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