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Ice Cream Antisocial by pink-porcupine Ice Cream Antisocial :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 8 4 Lovely Baby Cat by pink-porcupine Lovely Baby Cat :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 15 2 Fancy Furred Lady by pink-porcupine Fancy Furred Lady :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 54 4 Bunny with Gold Hooded Cape by pink-porcupine
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Gold Bunny Running by pink-porcupine Gold Bunny Running :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 12 1 Fancy Teeth by pink-porcupine Fancy Teeth :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 9 2 Teeth with Silver by pink-porcupine Teeth with Silver :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 11 1 Lady With Feather Collar by pink-porcupine Lady With Feather Collar :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 15 3 LIttle Creature in the Woods by pink-porcupine LIttle Creature in the Woods :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 17 1 Little Princess by pink-porcupine Little Princess :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 21 4 New Coat by pink-porcupine New Coat :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 9 1 Small Fox Lady by pink-porcupine Small Fox Lady :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 18 0 Nullipara by pink-porcupine Nullipara :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 30 8 Small Fancy Unicorn by pink-porcupine Small Fancy Unicorn :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 112 16 Illustration Friday: Nefarious by pink-porcupine Illustration Friday: Nefarious :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 29 9 Zombie Girl, Too by pink-porcupine Zombie Girl, Too :iconpink-porcupine:pink-porcupine 10 2


Jumping Spider nest by melvynyeo Jumping Spider nest :iconmelvynyeo:melvynyeo 1,096 84 [Ceramics] Mug Seafloor by miaushka-workshop [Ceramics] Mug Seafloor :iconmiaushka-workshop:miaushka-workshop 92 10 Dreikopf by StephanusEmbricanus Dreikopf :iconstephanusembricanus:StephanusEmbricanus 77 46 Klaus Nomi Monochromatic by krysyonysh Klaus Nomi Monochromatic :iconkrysyonysh:krysyonysh 61 24 decorative figure by Robertwarrenharrison decorative figure :iconrobertwarrenharrison:Robertwarrenharrison 76 4 Ghost Meat V.2 by Alex-Cooper Ghost Meat V.2 :iconalex-cooper:Alex-Cooper 40 4 more doll collaborations... by StefanThompson more doll collaborations... :iconstefanthompson:StefanThompson 147 34 collaboration by StefanThompson collaboration :iconstefanthompson:StefanThompson 150 63 watching over by StefanThompson watching over :iconstefanthompson:StefanThompson 137 33 Wolfone by StefanThompson Wolfone :iconstefanthompson:StefanThompson 74 12 waxy. by StefanThompson waxy. :iconstefanthompson:StefanThompson 236 53 Sidekick by miorats Sidekick :iconmiorats:miorats 24 2 Comfort Food by miorats Comfort Food :iconmiorats:miorats 20 3 Putrescence 0409 by Matt34564 Putrescence 0409 :iconmatt34564:Matt34564 40 18 Decay Synonyms by Matt34564 Decay Synonyms :iconmatt34564:Matt34564 26 12 Envelopment by Knight-Westergaard Envelopment :iconknight-westergaard:Knight-Westergaard 7 1


Anxiety has been an issue, but I am kind of trying to work through it. It doesn't seem like that, because I'm not really getting a lot done. But just functioning, and forcing myself to focus on things counts as accomplishments. 
I got my associate in fine arts degree, which was nice to get done. 
A former teacher of mine invited me to contribute a piece to a show. A gallery she participates in has a show where members invite people to contribute a 12x12 piece of art. I did this several years ago, also at her invitation. My anxiety and depression were worse then, and I never went to see the piece hanging in the gallery. It sold, and I never scanned it or got any kind of picture of it and it is a piece of me, gone forever. :/
This time, I am going to make a point to go see a piece of art I made hanging in an actual gallery. I don't think it will fit in there, there are a lot of professional artists that product a lot of good art who regularly contribute to the gallery, but fuck it, I was invited and it's happening. *insane cackling laughter*
Do you like to sell your art; do you like the idea of selling your art, even? Is it stupid of me to not like the idea, to want to pursue art but not want to sell it? I tend to think it's just as well that I don't like the idea of selling anything, since I'm not cranking out the best quality shit. But I also like the idea of making people look at my art (this idea also disturbs and scares me at the same time)... and selling your art in a gallery setting is one way to make that happen. I don't know, it's difficult to think thoughts and feel feelings. 


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VultureInTraining Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello -- your work is incredible, and the stories you sometimes post with them. I know it has been awhile since your last upload but I just found your page and it is all very very cool.
lalajulep Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2017
Random: I'm very happy to see that you are still alive. I got extremely worried for awhile about your absence (thanks to my own anxiety) but I'm glad you are posting things when you can and are still doing art when you have time. Your sculptures are amazing!
pink-porcupine Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
I feel an overwhelming sense of terror when I seriously contemplate making art, to the point where I would rather talk to a stranger, or make a phone call, than I would try to make art. It makes me feel like crying. Also, my attention span has been crappy lately. 
leontinemay Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2017  Professional Traditional Artist
Same thing happened to me. Just don't draw until you feel like doing it again is all I can recommend. Forcing it won't help, and will just make you feel terrible.
pink-porcupine Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
I am looking at art, and keeping supplies handy for when I get the urge to draw something, at least. I've been getting the urge to work on art here and there, and it is annoying that it is coming up now that I am back in school for the semester and have far less free time.
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