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"When did my eyes become like this...?"

A page from Nick's Journal:

August 20 20xx

I need to write this before I forget. I feel absent minded sometimes, ever since "he" came a few weeks ago. Maybe doing this will help me remember. My eyes were a normal dark brown color before. I remember hearing voices and then waking up to a feeling of someone choking me, but no one was there. I tried to break free, scratching, punching, gasping for breath. I remember looking in a mirror. Focusing on my eyes, pushing this "entity" down inside me if that makes any sense. My eyes began changing colors... the left one a pale blue, the right one a dark red. Then everything got really quiet. I could breath again. Through the reflection in the mirror I saw someone standing behind me. A tall man... I couldn't make out his face, and when I turned around he was gone. Everything seemed fine for a few days.. except my eyes of course. Everyone thought I was wearing contacts, and of course no one believed what happened. Fuck this... maybe wearing an eye patch will help stop the questioning.


This is my submission for :iconbjd-sparks: Monthly theme "Mood"
The mood I am trying to portray is a feeling of despair/pain

Nick is a Dollshe Saint on a 66cm Classy Doll body


... by Pikkochan... by Pikkochan... by Pikkochan
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500x750px 329.74 KB
Shutter Speed
1/50 second
Focal Length
25 mm
ISO Speed
Date Taken
Apr 26, 2015, 9:59:49 AM
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Oh I missed a lot, this picture is fabulous !!
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thanks so much!! ^^
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I love the way you captured him..he looks so real!
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Thanks so much :)
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He's so emo *o* , I love him !! ヽ(*・ω・)ノ :+fav:
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He's beautiful!~ XD I'm glad he likes the wig!~

Also the eye patch your using if you put mole skin on the back of it you do have to worry about his face up ^^
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thats a really good idea lol thanks!! xD
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No prob I can bring you some to akon if you like ^^
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That would be great! :)
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hes a beau!! i love him! *Free Icon/Emote* Totoro ( Heart) 
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thanks so much :)
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This is breath-taking. I love it!
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thank you so much :)
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