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Some Realization

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 6, 2015, 7:32 AM
    I just realized something some day ago at some time while riding some jeepney on my way home somewhere.
I reminisced the days when I used to hate trying to draw realistically cause it never turned out the way I wanted it to look like.
As a teenager used to drawing nothing but manga and cartoons, it was a big hassle for me to learn realism and usually, I would give up half way. 
I once swore to my friend that I will never be good at painting anything realistic. 

    When I got into a school of Fine Arts, I was extremely nervous. My image of the fine arts was mostly of painting realistic people, murals and stuff. My image was wrong obviously. People of the same age as I did had the same problem. They are used to drawing manga like I did which gave me a ton of relief. So then, I started to learn how to draw in the right proportion, how to play with Global lighting yet still make it look realistic, I learned how to draw proper perspective, color depth and so much more. Now, I'm on my last year of fine arts, I tried to remember the things I have learned in school. I noticed my style became different (you can see it in my gallery.) I realized that my style is not limited to only one style; Manga. I may not have mastered the realistic style, but I have learned how to base my imagination realistically. Now I'm exploring what ever I can do with the realistic style and how I can bend it, even my manga style improved and I am so happy with my own style as of the moment. (Of course, there is always room for improvement.)

    So what did I realize that day in that time in that jeepney on the way home in that place?

    I realized that, what my professors say is true, for me at least. That the best way to learn your own style is to start from the basics. Meaning, I have to start over even though I have already gone far on the Manga style, when I learned new things, I found out I can go even further than what I have done before. If I was afraid to go into Fine Arts school because of my mental image on realistic styles, I might not even realize I'm not improving at all.

    In other words, the best way to improve is to not be afraid to go out of your comfort zone. When you finally get out of that shell, you'll find out how an awesome adventure is waiting for you. And its not just in art, but also in life.



  • Listening to: Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift
  • Reading: lemon scented fanfictions
  • Watching: Pushing Daisies
  • Playing: Tales of Pirates 2
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: A TON OF COFFEE
Dear Secret Santa.

please throw your art at me :D
For specific characters you can choose between my OCs:
Adeline by pikadiana
SINTERRA: Adeline (and her expressions) by enzara
Image by pikadiana (the guy.. the one on the right )

if you dont feel like drawing any of them, you can just draw
Ciel Phantomhive But i would really like one of my ocs if you please

 Thank you santa-san! merry christmas and i hope you enjoy throwing art around :D :heart:

:heart: ~D
  • Listening to: Blessings for your birthday
  • Reading: lemon scented fanfictions
  • Watching: Love Live
  • Eating: still TONS OF CAKES
  • Drinking: WATTAH
tagged by: :iconfullycustom:


First name: Diana 
Middle name: Immaculate
Nickname: Dee
Location: the Pearl of the East
Age: 20
Height:  5'3
Zodiac sign: Taurus
Any pets: Buster (dog), Perseus (cat), 3 new unnamed kittens(just 2 days ago), and a fish called Voldemort.. seriously
Favourite thing about yourself: My strength. I have superhuman strength compared to most girls
Worst habit: PROcrastinating
Fun fact: My mom has a fish and he's named Terminator. Voldemort and Terminator are friends

Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Sexual preference: Any Male who is breathing.
Relationship status: 5ever alone

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl":  ughhh.. neither.. SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK
Bath or shower: we have something called Timba and Tabo (Pail and Dipper) where we pick up water from the pail and pour the freezing cold water on our skulls. Yeah we do that quite alot. That's how i take a bath. it's like we do the icebucket challenge everyday especially when we do it in the morning. brr
First thought in the morning: during school days, "f*ck! IM LATE".. during weekends "im hungry"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: thesis...

Do you work or are you a student: Student! and sometimes a freelance artist in some companies..
What do you do well: anything that involves drawing and a computer
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: In my own house/apartment

Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: water
Smoke: no
Do Drugs: painkillers... when i overwork
Exercise: i play just dance in the ps3 if that counts 
Have a go-to comfort food: cereals are my stress-food
Have a nervous habit: biting my nails

What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): My hands. they can do almost anything
In Others: their smile. nothing beats a smile for me
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): idk, i think im strong willed.. they say xD
Food: anything edible
Animal: Dogs
Artist/Band/Group: Nishii Yukito/ Black Eyed peas
Author/Poet: Yana Toboso.. im sorry i dont read that much 



:iconmisunderstoodpotato: :iconkazimir29: :iconyuumira: :iconchocolatejuju: :icon00kaorin00:
  • Listening to: Black Eyed Pease
  • Reading: Black Butler
  • Watching: Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
  • Playing: Tekken 6
  • Eating: TONS OF CAKES
  • Drinking: WATTAH
Tagged by: :iconfullycustom:

1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create five new questions for the people you tag to answer
4. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal. 
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them. (but doesn't this just show up on your mentions?)
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this" You legitimately have to tag 10 people

5 Facts about me:

1. My Alias was almost changed to Enzara but the moment i googled it, what turned out is...onion head 'shock'  ... So back to Pikadiana

2. I love biting my loved ones... but im too afraid to hurt them so i don't-really-bite bite them :3

3. I love stars but its not my favourite shape

4. I love pink but i dislike girly things

5. I like messing around with strangers. then running like hell never to be seen agian.  


1. Biggest Achievement?
    So far... i graduated highschool xD 

2. Biggest Fear?
    Lightning... and thunder.. oh god why Spaz attack 

3. Favourite Drink?
    I love Iced Tea but im a Coffee Monster too! Bring on the bean    

4. Favourite Pairing?
    *gasp* CielxLizzy ..Ciel and Lizzy (Huggy) [V1]  

5. Are you a morning person or a night owl?
    Omg.. both? who needs sleep anyway? HAHAHAHAHHA *shot*

Questions for you to answer:

1. What's the wierdest thing you ever ate?

2. What was your childhood dream?

3. What is the meaning of life?

4. A shooting star!! What do you wish for?

5. On a scale of 1 to 'MURICA America. How free are you tonight?

You have been tagged! :
:iconkyoumei: :iconyuumira: :iconkazimir29: :iconcarossmo: :iconmisunderstoodpotato: :icon00kaorin00: :iconbakairo: :iconjouvru: :iconkouhii-usagi: :iconjosephine12cute:

goddamnit xD

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  • Listening to: Chester See
  • Reading: Snafu Comics
  • Watching: Mekaku City Actors
  • Playing: Pokemon Conquest
  • Drinking: wattah!

Mah FacebookPage

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2014, 3:51 AM
HelloGuys <3 I have just started a Facebook page where i'll be posting some Wips and some art that i wouldnt be posting here in my DA <3

PLease check it out yourselves

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  • Listening to: Chester See
  • Reading: Fanfiction
  • Watching: Miracle in cell no. 7
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts
  • Eating: Veggies
  • Drinking: wattah!


Journal Entry: Thu Mar 6, 2014, 8:55 AM
     I have learned a very special thing today.  And it will probably change me as well
Today i had a fight with a friend. I admit it was a pretty petty fight. We both had our side of wrong doings but it wasn't supposed to end like that. It ended as most fights would end, with one person breaking down into tears. Usually the fight would end there. It didnt. It will stay for as long as until one of us will finally put down our pride and as for forgiveness.

    Jesus has always taught us to Love. The fight is still ongoing and I dont know how to end it. He always taught us to forgive and forget and it will always end up the right way. But what if all these times you've been doing the same thing, the same mistake been done, same as forgiveness etc etc. That was what was happening to me and my friend. I cared too much that I thought I was doing it out of love. Maybe that's what started the fight. I was becoming more and more depressed in these silent hours when i should be sleeping. I had a chat with another friend :iconyuumira: and was enlightened when she shared to me this one simple line... 1 corinthians 13

    I claimed I knew love but as a matter of fact, I didnt. I know nothing of love. I couldnt differentiate "Loving" from "caring". I know what the verse was talking about but I felt like an idiot not remembering it.

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails....

In this petty fight, i have learned that i only think i am only doing it out of love where in fact i wasnt kind enough to forgive her instantly. I have sought for a better realationship without thinking of how she feels. I was instantly angry at the time. I have remembered all of her wrong doings for me.

All of these, a wonderful definition for love. I forgot to listen to her. and understand her. I am at fault all this time and i had to ask a friend to tell me what to do when the answer was right inside the bible, all along.

So Follow me on Twitter my PIKAMINIONS @Pikadiana1

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CSS and Graphics by yami-hotaru-yuko
  • Listening to: Chester See
  • Reading: Fanfiction
  • Watching: Miracle in cell no. 7
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts
  • Eating: Veggies
  • Drinking: wattah!


Journal Entry: Tue Feb 18, 2014, 6:09 PM
Though I'm a little unwilling to keep it active before. Now it's just plain required by one of my professors to use it. Blah blah blah probably to learn more about social media advertising and shizz

So since i'll be tweeting alot soon, i thought why not post my WIPs and other artworks there that's not submitted in my deviantart? since it's purpose is for advertising :)

So Follow me on Twitter my PIKAMINIONS @Pikadiana1

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stamps by the amazing SweetDuke

CSS and Graphics by yami-hotaru-yuko
  • Listening to: Chester See
  • Reading: Fanfiction
  • Watching: Miracle in cell no. 7
  • Playing: Okamiden
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

Having 3 homes sucks

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 19, 2013, 5:44 AM

yeah having 3 homes at once could be such a perk. You can run from chores, you can choose between internets, you get to go whereever you want (because no one knows where you will go at all) you can easily go to sleepovers. You can get the best food, people will always treat you like a guest (or might i say, a princess) because you dont ALWAYS go there. everyone will want to have you around.

But sometimes it just sucks. it just sucks. Sometimes, you wanna stay in one place. Sometimes you wanna stay in one bed. You will easily look for your family, the problem is; which one?

If i was a normal dorm-person i would easily just stay in my dorm, everyday, missing ONE house and when i come home for christmas, summer, that house would be waiting and welcoming me home. yeah sure, 3 houses that will welcome you will be a blast. but damn, my sense of adventure is wearing thin and now all i want is to stay home. 

When christmas comes, i have to divide it because 2 houses would be celebrating it almost at the same time. thank God one of them celebrates it at 24th and the other at 25th. but do you get it? you'd want to stay somewhere on the 25th but you also wanted to stay at the other on the very same day. it's christmas! it's a family day. Having two families sucks on that day especially when both families live so far away from each other. Dont tell me to "why not spend it together, the whole family?" because it's impossible. It's gunna be so awkward, it will suck BIGTIME. 

Maybe im turning crazy or something. Like what we learned from SA i dont really have a standard set of norms because, in one hows, there's a different culture, in the other, there's a different one, and on my own house, there's a totally different one. and everyone of them expects you to be like that culture. damn it's turning me nuts. 

Oh well, that's life.

i wrote this cause i'm a little frustrated cause. i didnt  want to leave tomorrow and stay in my dad's house for electives on monday because they mentioned since im going there, they might go to an outing.. and i told them i'm enrolling for electives on monday so they can go on their own and obviously they're a little disappointed. i didnt want to go to my aunt's house cause i have no clothes there and bringing clothes is such a hassle... plus i already promised my dad last week that i'll be going home tomorrow. promises are sometimes painful =3=

shouldn't have promised them that last week, but what the hell am i supposed to do? everyone's sad because i was leaving and going home here to the province :( so i had to tell them i was coming back. this is totally frustrating me. PLUS i have to go home to my aunt's house because my cousins are asking me to help them prepare for my aunt's birthday. after my pokemon rage, i have to go back to work. T.T i just feel so tired that i want to stay in one place.

CSS and Graphics by yami-hotaru-yuko

I'm NOT dead D:

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 20, 2013, 11:23 PM
Hey guys :D i'm not dead in case you're wondering :/ i'll just be out for a while to finish commissions and homework. TOns and Tons of homework and there's MORE to come!

Anywho, I'll be closing :points: point commissions at the moment to finish the current ones. I might start using slots if they really start to pile up. BUT
if you really want to commission me NAWH, My paypal commissions are always OPEN well, you know, money is money is money :D

If you're interested, just note me. 

CSS and Graphics by yami-hotaru-yuko
  • Listening to: Ayano&#039;s Theory of Happiness
  • Reading: To kill a mocking bird
  • Watching: Kagerou Project
  • Playing: Candy Crush Saga
  • Eating: Chicken
  • Drinking: COFFEE

And all them Hullabaloo

Journal Entry: Tue May 28, 2013, 7:53 AM
Did i spell that right? Hullabaloo
meh what evers

So after 2 months of endless drawing and boredome, School is now back to haunt us in our morning glories. Summer went flying by so fast so those who are still starting summer,

CHERISH IT! it's gunna go poof before you know it :)

Goodbye sweet summer, you were too hot you made my eyes leak from the heat!

Any way, what happened this summer?

Them highlights of summer, was
:pokeball: when we went to the beach, it smelled like fish! whoot! and moss.. lots and lots of moss! but still fun
:pokeball: OZINE FEST! the biggest anime convention here in the philippines. I'm most probably to get a table next year. I SWEAR! i aint failing this time! So all you filipino otakus, get ready huhuhuh
:pokeball: Mah bday? I'm born in april 21 but its not really a highlight
:pokeball: more stuff... do i have to enumerate them all? xD

So summer was that. I'm sort of looking forward to school because... the classrooms are airconditioned. And its frickin hawt D: I want ice cream right NAWH

Haha, Oh well

Oh and if you're interested, please check out this video i made for mother's day ^^
it's been out since that day and stuff..…

CSS and Graphics by yami-hotaru-yuko
  • Listening to: Ayano&#039;s Theory of Happiness
  • Reading: Sea of Monsters
  • Watching: Kagerou Project
  • Playing: Disgaea 4: A promise unforgotten
  • Eating: Spagetti
  • Drinking: water
Wahhh I missed deviantart so bad!
i just couldnt do anything during our school days but do plates and homework and stuff!
but now it's summer (WHAT TIME IS IT?!) i can finally use this huge amount of free time.. for MWAH

Ok so what the hell have i been doing for the last TEN frickin MONTHS?

do homework homework homework.. i have been slacking off at school and i had to start getting some good grades and stop goofing off..
BUT i'll try to be more active this year! Horray for me!

And another reason i have been away for so long, is i brok mah tablet. boohoo
but no problem cause i got a new one recently...... meh

ANYWAY Commissions are still open <3 note me for more details, note me if you have questions, note me if you want a new friend, JUST NOTE ME GUDDAMIT! IM LONELY *Sulks*
  • Listening to: Secret Base
  • Reading: MAnga
  • Watching: ANOHANA... The feeeeels
  • Playing: ALICE: Madness Returns
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
I was tagged by  :iconyggdrasil-dono: (i'll kill yuuuuu hahahah! jk jk )

1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 Facts about themselves in their journal.
3. Then Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.

Facts About Me:

1. well.. My friends call me Miku
2. i love big macs
3. i took pity on a cockroach once (say whuut)
4. I play OSU! (google it)
5. i'm a Disgaea fan and it pains me to not even play the 4th episode at the moment.
6. i know how water tastes
7. Whenever I fart.. i suddenly have the habit of shouting out "RELEASE THE KRAKEN!" (sorry haha )
8. I'm a 9gagger,
9. I'm a procrastinator <3
10. I dove into our washing machine once, because i left my PHONE in one of my pockets. (stoopiid :)) )
11. ciel phantomhive is my husband <3 :P

:iconyggdrasil-dono: questions

1. How do you spend a usual day?
well.. if you had to ask. i wake up, brush meh teeth, open the pc, deviantart/draw/facebook/9gag all day. I play the ps3 on specia occasions.. in other words i have no life xD

2. Do you have a pet?
Yepp! i have a a few dogs (i dont know how many, i havent seen the new puppies), 3 cats, and alot LOT of pigs.. literrally

3. Your Favorite season of the year is?
SUMMER!! no matter how hot, that's the season where i feel im free. as well as christmas

4. Do you love your parents?
so much! i wouldnt know how to live without them... well i wouldnt have lived without them O.o

5. How was your school time?
It was fine..

6. The most awesome person in your life is?
My mom~

7. How do you feel right now?
dont tell anyone.. im currently under my table hiding from my niece. who's a little bratty and wants to play with me.. i feel i need S.O.S. right now.. but if i shout my cover will be blown! please tell my family i love them..

8. Did you ever kiss a stranger?
never D:

9. Do you like the sunny weather/the heat at the moment?
i dont like the heat.. but i love the wind outside

10. Do you like mudkipz?
._____. yes

11.  What is your opinion about my two OC´s Fiona and Valerie ? (Only if you know them)
they're cute! i love drawing them! i noticed whenever i learn a new style, these two are the first commissions i use them on xD haha!

I Tag YOU!
:iconyuumira: :iconkyoumei: :iconcarossmo: :iconkookopuffs: :icondoveyyyy: :iconkuroshitsujidemons: :iconsquaffle: :iconbloodyrip: :iconmakotoo::iconheartless29: :iconbloodxsaki:
and who ever wants to answer this xD

My Questions
1. Are you enjoying this?

2. What are you listening to right now?(looking for music right now xD)

3. I want a hug :'(

4. What's your favourite desert?

5. do you hate bugs?

6. A pool, or the beach?

7. favourite cartoons? or anime?

8. fill in the blanks:

Is this the real life
caught in a landslide
open your eyes, look up to the skies and
I'm just a poor boy!
i need no sympathy
because im easy come
little high
anyway the wind blows
to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

9. what was the title of that song D:

10. ever cried in an anime?

11. did you have fun? or did i just annoy you to death xD

Thank you, and please sent me a link to yours once you are done ^^.
I Transferred accounts.. Again because of some circumstances.
My commissions are still open though, for those whom i havent finished yet, i'm on it. Im just having a few techical problems with my tablet and drawing software, but i'll make sure to finish them.