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Bad Dream
Bad dream; familiar shape in new configuration, old parts with new players, comforting fear. Waking to anxiety but longing to return, to recapture the soft shape without the sharp edges, to find the eye of the storm; stillness amongst delirium.
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I’ve seen dead and dieing things before, animals by the side of the road, an eviscerated mouse the cat brought in intestines spread out around it but somehow still breathing, but only twice have I seen the moment of death.
The first was our cat, her health had swiftly declined to the point that she could no longer move without agony, I had always been made to wait outside before then, when we had had to take pets for their final rest, the phrase put to sleep, It conjures the image of untroubled slumber, she didn’t fall asleep, she faded away eyes open, slowly still-ing as we stroked her and tried to make her comfortable.
Tonight a bird struck my bedroom window, evening light causing treacherous reflections, its shadow streaking past the curtain as it fell past the bay doors, rushing to the window I saw it twitch. I rushed outside and carefully gathered up it’s still warm body, it lay limp in my arms, supporting its head as best I could I tried to feel for a break stro
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An Ordinary Evening
David shut the front door behind him, leaning against it and letting out a sigh of relief, another day of interacting with the outside world done. Staggering into the living room he shucked off his shirt and binder, taking a moment to take a few deep breaths and enjoy the feeling of air across his bare back, before tackling his boot laces. Kicking off boots and socks he flopped backwards onto the couch, wiggling his toes and rolling his ankles, making various joints click and crunch. After a while he hauled himself up off the couch, and scratching idly at his breast bone wandered through to the kitchen, enjoying the feel of being topless, and the gentle lap of trouser against his ankles. Rummaging in the fridge produced a box of sliced ham, some dip and a bottle of fruity cider, grabbing a bag of tortilla chips and a bar of chocolate from the side, he ambled back into the living room with his haul and once again flopped out.
Flipping open his laptop he began to check in on his friends
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You may have noticed the digital art didn't stop after my last blog, my tablet is still dead but a friend has kindly lent me their tablet for the time being.
I still need to save to get a new one though, so if you ever wanted to now would be a great time to commission me.

In other news.
I finally managed to see a doctor for my anxiety and depression, I am now on meds that seem to be leveling me out, still working out the ideal dose though.
There has been a noticeable return of creative energy, which makes me really happy for many reasons.

The second of my writing group's books "Some assembly required" has been published, I contributed illustrations & stories, if anyone is interested they are both now available from Amazon (UK & USA, hopefully CA soon), as well as on Kobo, Nook, iBook, and Barnes & Noble libraries.
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Some assembly required
  • Listening to: Weird mixes
  • Watching: Twitch letsplays
  • Playing: Kongregate games


Artist | Professional | Varied
United Kingdom
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Gender fluid, Non-Binary, Trans-Masc.
Pronouns: They/Them/Their


**I would like to thank upfront everyone who visits, favorites, gives Llama's or comments on my work, I visit sporadically enough that I can't promptly respond (and it feels a bit redundant to reply after a significant amount of time) but know I am thankful for all. ^_^**

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Stuff about me:

I graduated BSc Hons Archaeology in '09, spent a few years looking for work and a few months working in a theater and helping out with some film shoots, this made me re-evaluate my career options, and as a result I returned to Uni to study BA Hons Film & TV Production graduating '15.

I have many weird and wonderful claims on my free time from LARP, Tabletop RP, furry, medieval re enactment, etc. and firmly believe in doing something strange at least once a month :P


Current Residence: York
Favorite style of art: Any
Operating System: Sleep, eat, create, rock and sleep
MP3 player of choice:Spotify
Shell of choice: Sea shell
Wallpaper of choice: Posters and my Art
Skin of choice: Wings please *hopeful*
Favorite cartoon character: Eric Draven, Nemi, Daria, Spider Jerusalem, John Constantine
Personal Quote: Seek the Light, Chase the Dawn, Live the Night


Bad dream; familiar shape in new configuration, old parts with new players, comforting fear. Waking to anxiety but longing to return, to recapture the soft shape without the sharp edges, to find the eye of the storm; stillness amongst delirium.


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NikiKalat Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello there, thank you for the favs!
PhoenixShaman Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2017  Professional General Artist
^_^ np
TeamStormbow Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
So, what are doing? I have to say, I'm rather partial to the "battle at dawn", but I like the other three too. Any preferences on your part?
PhoenixShaman Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2017  Professional General Artist
yeh I like that one too, rules say we need to smush two together, so I'm thinking battle at dawn & beach party or battle at dawn mystery
TeamStormbow Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I like both of those, although battle at dawn/beach party just screams riddiculousness:D
TeamStormbow Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
but who? OCs? And in what style?
Jasperinity Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2017
Happy birthday! :D
PhoenixShaman Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2017  Professional General Artist
Belated thank yous ^_^
Jasperinity Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2017
You're welcome! :3
SawuScimitar74 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2017
Happy Birthday! Have a good one! :D
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