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Patients

Cold has gripped my lungs so tight, my heads a float, I have no fight. Yet here you sit inside my head, that sly smile and its all that's said. It tells me to be patient, you'll see me soon. Not soon enough is all I know. You're eyes they tell me all will be fine and you gather me there inside my mind. I sit and I'm still, breathing slowly and believe that soon I will see you once again. Until then I'll stay here with you locked away, knowing it'll all be OK.

Wishful Thinking

Confession

To a Demon

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To a Demon

I still feel the rain, and... I can still feel the moon on my skin. But... I can't feel the pain, and... I can't feel the love anymore, no... Nothing seems the same though I've stood here before. Something else has changed, someone has opened a door within me. They stand there in shadow, I sit here on cold concrete. Are they reaching out for me... I can't tell. Should I turn away, close my eyes and let my heart beat no more? Should I run right by and never turn back to hope? I can still feel blood drip down my skin, and... I can still feel this demon within. But... I can't feel the pain, and... I'm just not the same anymore, no... A

Shards

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Shards

Shards shift in my heart a beat with the maggots you've placed in me. The darkness slips sweetness around me and I let go. She takes control, that dark spark in my eyes is a blaze, it's her glow. All you thought you knew will be dust slipping through your fingers like my trust in you. I pull out the blades you've tortured me with and laugh as the pours down and covers me. There's nothing left for you to crush, the girl you killed so ruthlessly is gone. Before you stands something worse than the creature I use to be. Before you is an emptyness with no more left inside of me to lose to you. The blue Rose I keep is something you can neve

Ryan

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Ryan

I found you by chance, a rooster on a black page. Instantly we were old friends though miles away. Our time was short, all that we shared became the clock ticking down to an end unfair. You were there always, now you haunt us. December sang her siren song and took you, leaving us bleeding and broken screaming for you. Though we tried, though we held out our hands your fingers grazed ours before we lost you to the demons of your ocean. Now I still sit here alone on this boat staring at all the places you were. I float here alone among the dark. Closing my eyes and search for a way to bring you alive for both of them, for all of us. Th
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Patients

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Patients

Cold has gripped my lungs so tight, my heads a float, I have no fight. Yet here you sit inside my head, that sly smile and its all that's said. It tells me to be patient, you'll see me soon. Not soon enough is all I know. You're eyes they tell me all will be fine and you gather me there inside my mind. I sit and I'm still, breathing slowly and believe that soon I will see you once again. Until then I'll stay here with you locked away, knowing it'll all be OK.

Wishful Thinking

Confession

To a Demon

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To a Demon

I still feel the rain, and... I can still feel the moon on my skin. But... I can't feel the pain, and... I can't feel the love anymore, no... Nothing seems the same though I've stood here before. Something else has changed, someone has opened a door within me. They stand there in shadow, I sit here on cold concrete. Are they reaching out for me... I can't tell. Should I turn away, close my eyes and let my heart beat no more? Should I run right by and never turn back to hope? I can still feel blood drip down my skin, and... I can still feel this demon within. But... I can't feel the pain, and... I'm just not the same anymore, no... A

Shards

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Shards

Shards shift in my heart a beat with the maggots you've placed in me. The darkness slips sweetness around me and I let go. She takes control, that dark spark in my eyes is a blaze, it's her glow. All you thought you knew will be dust slipping through your fingers like my trust in you. I pull out the blades you've tortured me with and laugh as the pours down and covers me. There's nothing left for you to crush, the girl you killed so ruthlessly is gone. Before you stands something worse than the creature I use to be. Before you is an emptyness with no more left inside of me to lose to you. The blue Rose I keep is something you can neve

Ryan

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Ryan

I found you by chance, a rooster on a black page. Instantly we were old friends though miles away. Our time was short, all that we shared became the clock ticking down to an end unfair. You were there always, now you haunt us. December sang her siren song and took you, leaving us bleeding and broken screaming for you. Though we tried, though we held out our hands your fingers grazed ours before we lost you to the demons of your ocean. Now I still sit here alone on this boat staring at all the places you were. I float here alone among the dark. Closing my eyes and search for a way to bring you alive for both of them, for all of us. Th

We Do Feel

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We Do Feel

Have you ever felt something die, felt it deep down within you? It's like an infection that starts with your lungs. Breathing becomes hollow, meaningless and with each breath you can taste the end. The taste is bitter sadness. Then the infection leaks into your heart rushing your blood to sludge in your veins. You can't hear your heart beat or feel it, but you can feel your lungs begin to rot and a pain swell in your heart. You become a shell, an aching void and as you lose hope, as that light dies in your eyes your insides are rotting and your lungs are full of maggots. Feeling this is hell and what makes it worse is the pain of it all. Hav

Honesty Cuts

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Honesty Cuts

Dear Not to be Named, I wanted to trust you again and I want you to be ok, but it's clear something is wrong. I know people can change a lot over the coarse of a year, but the changes I saw in you were not - are not normal. I'm hoping that you haven't slipped back into that person we all hoped you had left behind with that prison, but I doubt it. You see you are either insane and as far as I know sanity doesn't slip the way you're slipping unless it's a form of some mental rotting... as in your brain is leaving you, but everything I've witnessed doesn't point to that at all. I'm afraid I must place doubt upon you once again. I don't trust y
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Ryan

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Ryan

I found you by chance, a rooster on a black page. Instantly we were old friends though miles away. Our time was short, all that we shared became the clock ticking down to an end unfair. You were there always, now you haunt us. December sang her siren song and took you, leaving us bleeding and broken screaming for you. Though we tried, though we held out our hands your fingers grazed ours before we lost you to the demons of your ocean. Now I still sit here alone on this boat staring at all the places you were. I float here alone among the dark. Closing my eyes and search for a way to bring you alive for both of them, for all of us. Th

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  • Aug 24
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  • Deviant for 10 years
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My Bio
I've moved from a dark corner to a very green one.
I tend to write out most of my feelings and thoughts in poems or lyrics which I post on here. I also draw a bit and I know I'm not the best at it, but I refuse to give up and I every intention of getting better at it.
I also write stories and stuff which I hope to one day get published.

If you want any other information on me feel free to ask.

Favourite Visual Artist
Currently I'd have to say Vincent Castiglia
Favourite Movies
Fight Club, Avatar, Most Zombie movies...
Favourite TV Shows
The Walking Dead, Once Upon a Time, NCIS, The Lengend of Korra...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Three Days Grace
Favourite Writers
R.A. Salvatore
Favourite Games
Assassin's Creed
Favourite Gaming Platform
X-Box 360
Other Interests
art in it's many forms

kindle?

kindle?

Ok, so I have a Kindle account 😊 I just need to figure out this copyright stuff and then hopefully everything else will go smoothly and I'll have something published soon. So if you or someone you know has been published to Kindle can you maybe explain the copyright thing to me so I know which option to choose or what I need to do? I'll keep you updated on it all though, so wish me luck!
Finally finished going though to edit and delete stuff. I'll be posting new stuff soon. Unfortunately just writing for now.

How do work the app?

How do work the app?

I can't figure out how to edit or delete. Can someone help me out or is that stuff only do able online?

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