I had a terrible day today .. well first it was good but it's ending like shit ..
i went for a photowalk into the desert and mountains ,, was a very good atmosphere to shoot .. blue skies with nice clouds and great shapes of mountains .. i took like 300 shots which i really liked .. after turning back home and while viewing them on my camera b4 attaching it to the laptop .. i accidently deleted like 250 photos .. and all i have now r the worst 54 photos of the whole day .. i feel really really bad .. its hard to go there again and i was sooo craving to photograph cuz its been monthes since i gone for a photowalk ..
its really depressing ..
hard times at work
hard times at home
hard times even when um by my own ..
wanna run away .. but dont know where to go ..
These days drift on inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating
This seeking life outside its hell
He's run aground
Like his life
Water's much too shallow
Down with the ship
Fading in the shadows now
a decision a word or a road can change your life forever .. life is unpredictable .. we keep planing and only God knows where we r walking .. no matter how much we plan .. our trip can be to elsewhere ..
I'm happy and satisfied .. life isnt fair .. but we have to deal with that ..