O Captain My Captain,
What am I doing? I had no intention of writing this letter. I was going to stop with the last one. And then this just came out of nowhere. Why did I even bother in the first place? I don't even know if you'll ed up reading this far. Hell I don't know if you'll even read the first one. Discussion on the 14th made me wonder if I should have even fallen for you in the first place. I probably shouldn't have. I'm so angry; as the various situation I'm currently in, at you, but mostly at myself. I can't believe I let myself do this. Your responses to me change so quickly that I can't keep track of what's happening. You frustrate and confuse me. I want to run to you, but I also don't want to. I don't know what to think or how to react anymore.
I'm shutting down.