Stress and Depression

"Somtimes I wonder why I'm even alive. Sometimes I wonder if anything I do will ever pay off. What is my purpose? What am I supposed to do? Will I ever get out of this place? Will I always feel this empty inside? Will this ever get better? I just have to know other wise I'll lose my mind."

Some more vent art. I've been feeling really down lately because honestly my life isn't going the way I hoped it would. I'm literally supporting my own house (mom dad and my two OLDER brother's) because situations at home are getting more and more dyer. No one wants to help me out and it's really starting to get to me emotionally. Everyone here is so backwards and nothing makes since. I want to leave and never come back but I have nowhere where to go where I can be alone. It's getting to the point where making vent art doesn't help anymore. I see everyone around me doing better then me. Making more money then me. They have cars and I don't. I just feel so inadequate and useless because I feel like I should be just like them. I feel like I shouldn't be where I am. I make goals for myself to get too but I never make them because of what's going on at home and it just upsets me so much. I just don't know what to do...

Anyway if you made it this far though my random complaining about life I hope you enjoyed my art <3