Just for the record, MOM, I TOLD YOU TO CALL ME A FEW DAYS AGO TO TELL YOU ABOUT EVERYTHING. YOU SAID YOU HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH JESSIE AND COULDN'T CALL. THEN YOU NEVER DID.
So don't say I didn't try talking to you about things first.
I was talking to someone Very Amazing. Then, I asked him something, and he took his amazing time being so damned amazing. I don't remember laying down, or falling asleep. XD Then, I remember waking up. Hearing Jazmin and Russell playing. I thought they were fucking in the hallway. XD
Then, Jazmin's standing next to me, saying, in a VERY creepy voice, "I'M WATCHING YOU SLEEP!"
So. Yes. In
At the end of October, I should be going to Halloween Horror Nights with Graham.
I've been being a dork. And going on Yahoo! chatrooms. -Cough- Japanime chatrooms. Because I am t3h l33test and whatnot.
Last night I went to Alex's birthday thing at Karlos' and Migs' house with Kris. They started doing some things I didn't really want to be around, plus I was mondo-tired, so I had Matt drive me home. I'm supposed to hang out with Kris again on Friday. Apparently, he did have another night off. -Shrug-
Hmm. Oh. The reason he didn't pick me up from the Greyhound bus station was because he was pissed at Beondra for breaking up with him
Someone asked me what I'm looking for. In people, in life, in death. In anything with any significant meaning.
I'm tired of living. Not in the whole, "Oh, let me go off myself," sense, but in the, "I need more," kind of way. Every day is basically the same. I see the same people, say the same things, do the same stuff, hear the same meaningless words repeated to me. Have you ever repeated one word out loud? Over and over again, until it doesn't even sound like a word anymore, so much as a strange and deformed exhalation of your breath?
That's what the world is to me. I want something to change that. I want something to open my eyes, and not