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Published: October 29, 2012
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WorldWar-Tori's avatar
I am actually pretty awesome right now.
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petrova's avatar
Excellent, I like hearing that!
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Orkekum's avatar
Orkekum|Hobbyist Photographer
this very moment? nose stuffed, a cold has caught me
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petrova's avatar
Blah, how annoying. Eat lots of C-vitamin!
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Orkekum|Hobbyist Photographer
Yus, i will
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great-queen-morrigan|Professional General Artist
How are you:)?

I'm OK personaly, but pissed of right now...some of my class-mated are truly stupid hens or gooses. I'm usually kind person but can't stand idiots. Especialy these who blame you for theire own mistakes.
Huh...so i should stop ranting now:)
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petrova's avatar
I'm doing pretty ok, a bit stressed and tired but other than that ok :aww:

What happened? You can of course rant however much you want :hug:
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great-queen-morrigan|Professional General Artist
Good to hear:)Anyway,I remeber you had troubles wit tooth...is it KO now?I hope so...huh...I'm very afraid of dentists:)

Thank you:huggle:
I was kinda on edge for some time now but the last thing which made my lost my patience was when one of my class-mates I cooperated during project told my incorrect data, but then accused me I was the one who made mistake. Right after than she for change didn't use her brain and look properly in to notes and blame me again.
Other problem is I'm much older then they are, so they are curious about me and my life...so they are asking various less or more private questions.I'm not used to this cause adults simply aren't curious about some thinks or they aren't asking even they are curious.So that's the first problem.But nothing I can't deal with.
There's second thing getting on my nerve much more. They are asking the same questions repeatedly cause they simply forgot what I told them.Yeah,really...that's pissing me off cause I had to think a lot how to explain this or that to my class-mates who have trouble to understand cause they haven't enough life-experiences atc. The third trouble is that these who are asking the most frequently are damn gossipy kinds of girls who even in other regards belong to kinds of ppl with whom I don't chat more than necessary if I have choice.

I'll be more clever next time and don't let myself to lost my nerves:)
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petrova's avatar
How has it gone with your classmates? Sounds like a really rude bunch. Don't let them annoy you, focus on studying and answer their questions short and simple, they don't need more.
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Photopathica| General Artist
i'm stressed out and excited :la:
i'm finally moving from this hellwhole for an apartment where i have suffered for the past 1,5 years and into a wonderful new, larger, quiter place where i can finally settle down and enjoy and get back into ART again!
can't wait, moving date is 1 dec. i want to move tomorrow :D

thanks for asking :hug:
how are you dear?
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How is the new apartment? :la:

I'm a bit stressed out due to family issues and trying to fix all the holiday stuff that needs to be done (like cleaning the apartment, which is hard with handymen coming in and out every day). Other than that it's quite good.
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Photopathica| General Artist
oh the apartment is wonderful! i love it, and i feel so at home :) it's very nice to feel that way, i havent felt like that for so long :)

oh handymen? what's going on with Your apartment?
i hope your family issues will resolve, i have had more than my fair share of that :hug:
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I hope you still love the apartment soon a year after your comment.

Then it was pipe fixing, this week it's heating and soon I guess they're going to change the windows :lol:
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BeehiveStudio|Professional Digital Artist
I am in a demential stage at the moment, my mother is really grumpy, screaming up and down, she is illed, very illed but she makes my life a misery, no matter how much time I invest in trying to mae her feel better, she always does something to make me angry, upset or just lose my mind, it is really frustrating when she believes that her time is way more important than mine, asides she is a brat, and she tries to cry and manipulate me all the time, I am trying to keep positive, you know keep working and still help her but at times I am about to drop the towel and yell at her, it is bad, but she just never considers :lonely:
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How is the situation now? :hug:

I know how it is, kind of. I cut my mum off earlier this year and in June I e-mailed her, now we've still haven't gotten nowhere but I've been accused of this and that while she claims she hasn't said anything. It's like trying to go one step forward while the other one runs the other way while throwing rocks at you.
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BeehiveStudio|Professional Digital Artist
Well darling,

the situation is pretty much the same, I have gotten to a conclusion that maybe my mother and I are those types of souls that reborn together, is some sort of karma curse or something, we might be linked in some sort of way and I am working on breaking that karmic bond we have, I have already realized why I despite my mother so badly, and the reason is because I feel that she has damaged me mentally in all the possible ways, all the walls I built in front of me was because of things my mother told me when I was growing up, the you can't do this, you can't do that, you are a good for nothing kind of things that when it comes from your mother, they stick in your head and never leave you, I am lucky to have =ninaste that although he's lived hard things has helped me to understand that I am good at what I do and that I am a good person and that I can make it, I also despite my mother because she never took care of herself and her illness and in some way I believe she is sort of suiciding herself slowly, you know there are different ways a person can suicide herself, and my mother is doing it every day, she is almost like a living dead, and sometimes I get all those negative energies from her that are so horrible...

But I am mentally feeling better because I've decided that even though if she isn't proud of me, I am proud of myself and that's all I need... I also had a horrible fight with my father and finally all the pain came to surface, I am sure he didn't see it coming, but it had to be done, this year is a new begining for me gladly...

thanks for asking, you are honestly the only person I have spoken to about this, and it feels so much better... I wish I could write you every now and then because it helps keep my mind empty...

and how are you sweety?

Kisses
I hope you are having a nice xmas time =D
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I am so sorry to hear this. And first off, of course you can write to me now and then. Just send a note whenever you feel the urge, I'm here for you :hug:

I'm glad you're starting to see your self worth because you ARE good at what you do. You ARE a nice person. I know this. It's sad that your mum haven't said such things and maybe she do knows deep down. It is hard since it's a parent (I know) and their opinion do matter. I'm also really glad you have =ninaste, that you have each other.

I'm not in the best state right now. My best friend/room mate left for home town some hours ago and I decided to stay here alone and celebrate Christmas on my own. I feel so bad for not visiting my dad and whenever I think about it or of Christmas I start crying. It's just another mess and I just feel so left out with him and his family. My plan since last year was to not visit my mum (the original mess) and have for quite some time thought about staying at home but I'm kind of panicking about that decision (it's too late though to do anything now anyway, both of my parents live roughly 8h away). :(

:hug:
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Honeykitten|Hobbyist Digital Artist
Trööööött och sleden, men annars så är det väl okej antar jag :lol:
Hur är det med dig, sockertopp? :hug:
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Ptja, 3 nov var det inte så toppen. Jag kan inte säga att det blivit bättre generellt - bara andra bovar men annars rätt bra. Känner mig lite inspirerad igen så har gjort en hel del smycken det senaste och känner att jag utvecklats oerhört mot de smycken som ligger på etsy nu. :aww:
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Honeykitten|Hobbyist Digital Artist
Men vad bra att du fortsätter att försöka se saker och ting från den ljusa sidan och att du kämpar vidare! :hug:
Ja jag har sett dina tjusiga örhängen på etsy, jag är definitivt spekulant på dem (i synnerhet de röda)! Men det får nog bli efter jul, det är lite ebb i kassan för tillfället ^^;
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CypherVisor's avatar
I am doing great but I am just very busy! :(
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petrova's avatar
Don't forget to give yourself some love too, it can be so little as 10 minutes before you fall asleep :hug:
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CypherVisor's avatar
Oh yeah sure! :thanks:
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Sjazna's avatar
I'm on the edge between getting really sick and staying healthy, and hoping and praying that I won't get sick again... Next week mark the start of my studies, so I really need to be up and ready to go ^^;
Other than that... well I'm relatively fine. I don't like the winter and it's getting cold quickly now, not to mention that it's raining like ALL THE TIME, so I'm a bit tired of the weather too.

BUT I've managed to be organised and productive and get things done lately, which is a huge accomplishment for me ^^ I'm also in a theatre group, which lights up my days twice a week, which is AWESOME. Not to mention that I love the play we're rehearsing now :XD: So I'm okay ^^

You?
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