I started my own business; which didn't work out the way I had planned but I learned a lot and got other opportunities.
I let my guard down for the first time in years to have a relationship with someone who turned out to be perfect with me. Though we had to go through a lot, we made it work in the end.
I stopped taking care of everyone to take care of and focus on my children and I instead the constant struggle of taking care of my sister, father and everyone else that couldn't get it together since my grandma passed. (I still feel guilty about this one, but I can't be responsible for them forever, they have to do it themselves eventually and it was only gonna happen by me moving and making them at least try)
How's it going with your business and of course with love now six months later?
And with caring for yourself and your children, I think that's a really good idea. I mean you need to take care of yourself to have something to give to others. The rest who couldn't get it together, well, you can only do so much they need to do some of the work too - but it's hard to let go like that.
Well not what I wrote down to do, which was go up in a hot air balloon. LOL But let's see, I did dare to go to Carlsbad Caverns. And I went on a tour by myself while Dad photographed the larger room. Hm besides standing up for myself more at work I guess nothing much.
I did so much! I flipped a canoe, made a whole whack of films, finished the pilot of my tv show, soloed a canoe, had my first professional film gig, survived a week on only six hours of sleep, and moved out on my own!
I want to take a photography class at the community college here as soon as I can afford it (it's not horribly expensive at least), also needing some work done on a couple teeth which I shouldn't put off any longer, not looking forward to it!
Haven't gotten around to it yet, still looking for work. The economy here is supposed to get better I heard. So hopefully I'll find something by the time summer has ended Thanks for asking! How are you?
BeehiveStudioFeatured By OwnerJun 8, 2013Professional Digital Artist
As you can see I have been hardly around because I am mostly working and working and working, this year will be a hard year for me and my darling =ninaste because we are trying to make our digital store raise so we can have more free times... the freelancing is doing great but doesn't give enough to be able to buy a couple of cintiqs... we are thinking to open a growing fund see if people can help us with donations....
I have been trying to cut my mother off for a while, but I did open up to her you know, so that I could take all that anger I had inside so now I am doing much better in that sense and you? how is life?
I'd say go for it with the donations, you can only gain from it And I really hope things will pick up soon for you guys.
Yeah I know how that is, I cut my mum off again this year just to talk to her again on Mother's day. Not really sure what to do from here. But glad to hear you got things off your chest with your mum! Overall here life could be better but most of the things that are bad are things that's out of my control I try to focus on the good parts.
BeehiveStudioFeatured By OwnerJun 20, 2013Professional Digital Artist
That is actually what I am thinking to do you know.... If I ever need you to help me promote it could you help me???? about your mom wow I can imagine what you are going though things for me in this side of the boat with my mother are from bad to terrible gee....
I was wondering could I get your email, to write you there you can really use a friend right now, since I feel like I am falling apart and there is no one to really catch anything for me at the other corner, if you can write with me then that would be amazing....