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Hi,
just a small note to say that yes, I'm fine, and that I'll be starting uploading stuff here again soon (some artworks, some photos). Life has its ups and downs, but it sure needs some little kinky spice here and there. :'p
I'm sorry if I haven't been responding to notes or messages in my gallery, it's kinda hard tracking down everything after all this time.

And a happy new year to everyone !
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Okay so... First CSD Köln was awesome. I really wish I could speak German, because I was a bit lost in translation there, but still, I had fun, there was so many petplayers I was really surprised (I know a few in France, but it's not like we live in the same part of the country, meeting them is not simple...). I'm writing a blog entry about it, and even though my Petplay blog is in French, I'll try to translate it in English for once. Not that I can't , but I tend to be very lazy when it's about making translations.

Remember :iconenjoyamau: ? He's the photographer making like, 95% of the photos I have here. Well he's moving to :iconamauryg: , which will be his kinky photos gallery for now. Don't hesitate to check his stuff from time to time, if you like the photos we make together I'm pretty sure you'll enjoy his works with other models. :)

Also, don't hesitate to check :iconasomatica: 's gallery, he's been uploading some more photos lately !

About my trip in England... well, couldn't find somebody to stay at and I'm having some money problems lately, so I guess it won't be for this summer. Regarding my money issues, I think I'll open drawing commission soon, maybe even photo commissions if AmauryG is okay with that.

I'm thinking about making some more comic strips like this one ( petboyjoshua.deviantart.com/ar… ), but I need some motivation...

I have petplay urges lately, which makes me kinda frustrated when I have nobody to play with. Nieh...

Also, for the gamers : I finally started playing the Metal Gear Solid series a few months ago. I think I'm addicted. D:
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This sunday, I'll be at CSD Cologne, don't hesitate to talk to me if you recognize me ! (I'll be there as another character, a green one.)

Also, I've been making some more photos with :iconenjoyamau: last week, which means that you can expect some more updates here as soon as I'm back in France. :) Sorry I've been inactive for so long.
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Well, I'm planning to go to the United Kingdom soon, probably this summer.
It's mostly because I'd like to travel and see another country, and that, for some reason, I always dreamed to go there (don't ask me why, I don't know, it's been like ten years I want to go there). I'll be searching for a job there so I can stay a while, but if I don't find one, I'll only stay for two or three weeks.

I'm actually searching for a place where I could stay for those weeks. Hotels are f*cking expensive, plus I just don't like the idea of going alone in a hotel while it could be a nice experience to actually live with other peoples and stuff.

So, yeah, if you can (or know someone who could) accomodate me for a little while this summer, that would be awesome. If I can find a job, I won't stay at your place though, unless it's not a problem for you if I stay longer.

-I can pay a small fee if you let me stay at your place. That, or if you prefer, we could make an exchange : if you ever come to France, I'll be glad to let you stay at my place for a little while too (though it wouldn't be possible before 2013, since I won't have my own appartment before that).
-I don't smoke, but if you do, I don't mind.
-I don't bring animals with me (unless you count my faceless alter egos as such, because they use to follow me everywhere :'p).
-I'm not scared of animals, so if you have some, no problem (unless you want to put your pet tarentula on my face. THAT would be a problem).
-About my alter egos, if you live in a place with other people that wouldn't like that kind of creatures, then I'll promise they won't show up. If you don't, I'll be sure to let them have a little freedom. :'p
-I don't want to have sex with you. That may sound silly, but yeah, I know people who expect this from people staying at their place.
-I won't come with much stuff, and I'll bring my laptop, so I won't be pestering you to use your computer.

So, if you're interested, or have some more questions, just send me a note and we can talk about it in depth.
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I've finally hit 10k pageviews !

Thank you very much for your support, I'm glad you enjoyed my works ! Thanks a lot for all your kind/kinky comments, also :'p


As I promised, I'll be taking one photo request (or maybe more ? we'll see) !
It's simple : you just have to write some ideas for a situation you'd like to see me. Here are the infos you need to know :

-I can be Pan (the red one) or Joshua (the white one). I won't pose without one of my suits on. I know some already asked, but I just don't want to, I only started those photoshoots to show my alter egos, I have no interest in showing my real flesh.

-I don't make only solo pics, if you suggest a photo in which I have to be with one or more other people, it's okay too. ( But just so you know : nope, I won't be able to make pictures with Kouta -my pet friend- anymore, because for some reason he doesn't want to make any photoshoot now. )

-I can make photos outside, it's been a while I'd like to do some, so it could be an occasion to me to use your request.

-I won't make porn photos, keep dem penises where they are, plz.

-If you suggest a fetish that is a huge turn off for me, I won't pick your request. I know you can't actually guess what kind of stuff I really don't like, but, well, it's not like I'm only allowing one request by person.

-You can suggest something vague or something detailed, it's up to you (but of course, if you ask me to make a photoshoot at the top of the Effeil Tower, I... think I won't be able to do it. D: )


If you have any question, feel free to ask !
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Hi everybody !

As I said in some of my last photos, I had been hospitalized, and unable to do more photoshoots because of mobility problems that kept me at home for a while. Now I'm fine ! I still can't do some moves I used to do, but that just a matter of time and exercise before I regain all my mobility.

I was a bit depressed the two last month because of my health and some personal stuff, and so I stopped drawing for others, chatting, and wasn't much showing myself on boards or messengers, just focusing on my stuff. Now that I feel way much better, that's ok. Sorry for those who worried, sadly I tend to be like this when I don't feel really good.

For those waiting for commissions, trades & stuff, I'll start working on them quickly, sorry for the wait.

And for those just waiting for the photos... well I think you'll have some new ones this month, not sure when, because it also depends on :iconenjoyamau: who does them, but I'll be as annoying as possible with him to get some well deserved punishment & photos :'p ( Amau tell me you're not reading that <_< ). Also I'll probably upload some older ones I had never put there before, and also some drawings.

Thanks for all your kind messages and support !



Also, about the whole pageview stuff :
I have almost 7000 pageviews, and I feel like doing something special for when I'll get 10 000. Apparently, it'll be picking a request of one person here. The day I'll get 10 000 pageviews, I'll open a journal just for the purpose of getting your requests. With my photograph, we'll pick one and make some real photos based on it (the person who'd give the idea we'll pick would be credited for the idea and receive a larger version of the photo). Voilà !
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EN :
Sorry, not much photos lately, I try to avoid sitting in front of my computer and spend lots of time on internet during my holidays, I'm not much at home, just using a friends computer sometimes to add some news, but not updating anything, nor chatting. I'll start submitting some more photos and stop being a pet version of Waldo from Where's Waldo in a few days.

Just updating some news about a little expo in Paris we're doing. In French, unless you're actually in France and want me to give you the informations :'p


FR :
Dès ce Juillet 14, vous pourrez trouver au bar Les Souffleurs une expo de photos façon street art autour de l'univers de Joshua, par Enjoyamau :iconenjoyamau: .
Le vernissage sera ce soir, à partir de 20h, et l'exposition durera jusqu'à... un temps indeterminé. Si vous passez par là, n'hésitez pas à y faire un tour ;)

Adresse :
Les Souffleurs, 7 rue de la Verrerie, Paris (Le Marais).
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Another FrRRRrrench journal, still about the convention, sorry !

Ok, donc, je suis retourné à Japan Expo dimanche.
La note positive, c'est que j'ai eu à peine 5-10minutes de queue à faire (j'étais venu vers 13h30, faut dire). La note négative, c'est que... bah je sais pô.
En fait, je mentirais en disant que je me suis emmerdé. Le fait est que venir mode petboy m'a apporté un fun monstre, que je n'aurais probablement pas eu si j'avais enfilé mon costume d'humain (oui j'en ai un, je le met pour sortir dans des lieux publics ou pour bosser en général).

Honnêtement, je n'ai rien fait de particulier, sinon errer dans les allées, me faire harceler sexuellement caliner par des gens et réclamer un peu d'attention aux gens que je croisais qui me prenaient en photo (j'ai bien droit à une caresse contre une photo, non ? :'p). Ca peut sûrement paraître bizarre d'aller en convention sans profiter des activités sur place ou faire des achats en tout genre, mais c'est comme ça, je suis un petboy, je suis content si je peux simplement déambuler dans un endroit sans être emmerdé par une bande de blaireaux qui ne comprendraient pas mon jeu. Ca m'a fait très plaisir de voir des gens se prendre au jeu, voire rire très franchement devant mes mimiques (c'est ça de ne pas parler, on se fait comprendre comme on peut !).

C'était sympa de croiser des Deviant Art users aussi (Damdoshi & Metal-Mighty). J'aurais aimé parler avec vous, mais j'ai tendance à être "à fond", donc j'évite, hormis avec mes helpers (merci à l'une d'elle qui avait de toute evidence maxé le skill pour comprendre mes gestes).
Quelques connaissances furs croisés par pur hasard aussi, faut dire que la commu Française est pas très dispersée niveau internet, j'imagine (par contre, vous regarder me faisait presque suffoquer, j'avais déjà hyper chaud, mais j'imagine même pas le calvaire que ça devait être pour vous).

Ca reste tout de même hyper cher pour ce que c'est, je me trompe peut-être mais il me semble qu'à l'époque c'était 8euros environ, à moins que je confonde avec une autre conv'. J'ai tout de même réussi à craquer pour une peluche à la fin de la journée, bradée à 10euros au lieu de 25 pour écouler les stocks, l'espèce de mascotte Terebi-chan de NicoNico Douga ( ec2.images-amazon.com/images/I… ), qui me servait d'avatar à l'époque où je m'étais inscrit sur ce site. Parce que oui, j'aime cette mascotte. :C


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A few infos about my suit :
-It's a full light grey suit from Demonia (huge fetish shop in Paris, France)
-I have made the black stripes, they weren't on the suit originally. All the black parts of the suit are custom stuff from me.
-It's a zentai, not a morphsuit. I know people tends to think it's the same stuff, but there's actually a huge difference between the two : zentai is the original name of that kind of fullsuits, while morphsuit is the name of a brand selling zentai. Their suits have a huge "MORPHSUIT" written on the back, which is the reason I don't purchase their products : I don't want to be a walking ad. (The same difference as Converse and shoes. Converse are shoes, but not all shoes are converse.)
-There is no zipper, it's MAGIC. Hence why I can't remove it. :I

My photographer is :iconenjoyamau: . You can see most of his works on his two tumblr :
bondageisnotacrimeparis.tumblr…
enjoyamau.tumblr.com/
In French, since it's about a French convention, and I guess nobody except us frenchies is going to go :

Je serais à Japan Expo cette semaine.

Je ne mentirais pas : ça m'emmerde.
La principale raison qui me pousse à y aller c'est que c'est une occasion pour moi d'être un gentil Petboy en public, et aussi parce que mon ex m'a rendu un brin addict au cosplay. Je serais donc très certainement en cosplay Homestuck le jeudi, en mode Joshua le vendredi, et en cosplay Zobal (Wakfu) le samedi. Oui, parce que j'apprécie assez me costumer pour payer trois entrées dans une convention où je ne vais probablement rien acheter (oh allez, si : au Stand Ankama certainement, parce que je suis un vil Ankafanboy), et où il y aura tellement de monde que je sens que je vais en avoir des vertiges.

De mémoire, j'ai fait trois JE. Le premier devait être en 2000, le suivant c'était en 2002 (j'ai encore la dédicace de Tsutomu Nihei :'p), et le troisième en 2008. J'ai bien aimé au début, j'imagine qu'il y avait le côté nouveauté, puis ensuite je me suis juste fait chier. Trop de monde, et rien que des magasins, des magasins, et ça et là, des petits stands pour des fanzines qui ne cassaient pas trois pattes à un canard. Niveau cosplay, y a de quoi faire de la photo, c'est sûr, mais je suis avant tout un mec qui aime s'éclater en cosplay (rôliste et fier :'p), regarder ceux des autres, c'est sympa, mais ce n'est pas mon "kiff".

J'ai de très bons souvenirs de la dernière Ankama Convention grâce à des Cosplayers tout simplement délirants, qui ne se prenaient pas au serieux qui étaient en mode "in character" dans les allées, avec un tas de gens qui se prenaient au jeu. Japan Expo... je n'en ai pas ce souvenir, mais après peut-être que je ne suis tombé que sur des cosplayers très "serious business le rp c'est pour les mômes ça nuit à l'image du cosplayer" (jvous rassure, dès l'instant où vous vous trimballez en cosplay, vous passez pour des blaireaux aux yeux d'un paquet de cons. Mais depuis quand l'avis d'un paquet de cons doit influer sur vos décisions ?). J'ai été à une mini-conv' franchement médiocre dans une petite ville de banlieue récemment, mais où je me suis amusé simplement parce que les gens étaient géniaux : des mômes, des gens de mon âge, et même des parents (!) venus accompagner leurs gamins ont joué le jeu avec Joshu', et ne m'ont pas simplement esquivé en croyant que j'étais un détraqué bizarre.
J'sais pas, j'ai simplement du mal à comprendre l'espèce de mépris crasse dont font preuve certains cosplayers que j'ai pu voir à Japan Expo. Comme si le fait que je puisse avoir une vision différente du cosplay (je ne considère pas Joshu' comme un cosplay du tout, c'est plus de l'aspect "RP" de la chose dont je parle) faisait de moi un sale con immature qui ne cherche qu'à dégrader l'image du cosplayer lambda.
Evidemment, je sais bien que tout le monde n'est pas comme ça à Japan Expo (j'irais pas cracher des thunes pour ça, sinon), mais voilà, je n'y ai vraiment pas retrouvé la bonne ambiance de ses débuts, ou d'autres conventions actuelles, en y allant il y a quelques années, et j'imagine que ça ne s'est pas arrangé, vu la notoriété que ça a pris.

Tout ça pour dire que suis pas un mec méchant, promis. ;) Si vous croisez Joshua à Japan Expo ou dans une autre conv' (voire même en soirée, parce que le Joshua est un bestiau nocturne, oui), n'hésitez pas à lui faire un petit coucou, ou a lui grattouiller la nuque, il sera tout joyeux, et peut-être bien qu'il se montrera très collant jusqu'à ce qu'il trouve quelqu'un qui grattouille mieux que vous :'p). Si vous faites des photos et que par hasard je passe devant votre objectif, n'hésitez pas à me demander mon mail dans la foulée, ça me fait toujours plaisir de recevoir les photos, ne pouvant jamais ramener le mien sur place (je n'en ai pas, donc forcément...).



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A few infos about my suit :
-It's a full light grey suit from Demonia (huge fetish shop in Paris, France)
-I have made the black stripes, they weren't on the suit originally. All the black parts of the suit are custom stuff from me.
-It's a zentai, not a morphsuit. I know people tends to think it's the same stuff, but there's actually a huge difference between the two : zentai is the original name of that kind of fullsuits, while morphsuit is the name of a brand selling zentai. Their suits have a huge "MORPHSUIT" written on the back, which is the reason I don't purchase their products : I don't want to be a walking ad. (The same difference as Converse and shoes. Converse are shoes, but not all shoes are converse.)
-There is no zipper, it's MAGIC. Hence why I can't remove it. :I

My photographer is :iconenjoyamau: . You can see most of his works on his two tumblr :
bondageisnotacrimeparis.tumblr…
enjoyamau.tumblr.com/
After I posted that little sketch to thanks my watchers, some of you asked if I could post some more drawings in here.
Well to be honest I prefer using that gallery for photos only, except for the kiriban pictures like the 100watchers thingie.

But I'll upload a few sketches in my scrapbook from time to time, if you're interested. Mostly silly pictures, but well, that's what I like to do most of the time :'p My main gallery will stay mostly free of illustrations (even the kiriban pictures are going to end in my scrap folder once I draw a new one).



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My photographer is :iconenjoyamau: . You can see most of his works on his two tumblr :
bondageisnotacrimeparis.tumblr…
enjoyamau.tumblr.com/



A few infos about my suit :
-It's a full light grey suit from Demonia (huge fetish shop in Paris, France)
-I have made the black stripes, they weren't on the suit originally. All the black parts of the suit are custom stuff from me.
-It's a zentai, not a morphsuit. I know people tends to think it's the same stuff, but there's actually a huge difference between the two : zentai is the original name of that kind of fullsuits, while morphsuit is the name of a brand selling zentai. Their suits have a huge "MORPHSUIT" written on the back, which is the reason I don't purchase their products : I don't want to be a walking ad. (The same difference as Converse and shoes. Converse are shoes, but not all shoes are converse.)
-There is no zipper, it's MAGIC. Hence why I can't remove it. :I
I'm uploading a few photos made yesterday (31/05/11), thanks to :iconenjoyamau: who did a wonderful job ;p I hope we'll make some more soon !


A few infos about my suit :
-It's a full light grey suit from Demonia (huge fetish shop in Paris, France)
-I have made the black stripes, they weren't on the suit originally. All the black parts of the suit are custom stuff from me.
-It's a zentai, not a morphsuit. I know people tends to think it's the same stuff, but there's actually a huge difference between the two : zentai is the original name of that kind of fullsuits, while morphsuit is the name of a brand selling zentai. Their suits have a huge "MORPHSUIT" written on the back, which is the reason I don't purchase their products : I don't want to be a walking ad. (The same difference as Converse and shoes. Converse are shoes, but not all shoes are converse.)
-There is no zipper, it's MAGIC. Hence why I can't remove it. :I
I'm not a skilled photographer, neither a professional model. Some people loved a few pics of mine recently, so I thought I would share some more, by creating a gallery here. The first photos are mostly made by me, with my crappy cellphone, and the other ones by friends, more or less skilled (mostly... more ! :'p).



A few infos about my suit :
-It's a full light grey suit from Demonia (huge fetish shop in Paris, France)
-I have made the black stripes, they weren't on the suit originally. All the black parts of the suit are custom stuff from me.
-It's a zentai, not a morphsuit. I know people tends to think it's the same stuff, but there's actually a huge difference between the two : zentai is the original name of that kind of fullsuits, while morphsuit is the name of a brand selling zentai. Their suits have a huge "MORPHSUIT" written on the back, which is the reason I don't purchase their products : I don't want to be a walking ad. (The same difference as Converse and shoes. Converse are shoes, but not all shoes are converse.)
-There is no zipper, it's MAGIC. Hence why I can't remove it. :I


Why do I only pose in zentai ?
I'm a really shy guy. I hate being on pictures.
Recently, I discovered that wearing a full suit helped me to express myself much easily. I used to be a roleplay addict, so I guess it's not surprising. When I wear that costume, I feel different, more playful, more cuddly... I've always been a little bit into petplay, so I decided to give my my zentai-me a name, and act as a cute petboy.
I don't know if this makes me a weirdo or not, it's not like I don't have a life or stuff : I'm a 24 year old guy, I have a full-time job, a love interest, hobbies (I have an artist account here, which I use to show my illustrations), etc... Though it's not like being considered as a weirdo annoys me !
I bough that light grey zentai in April 2011. Until now, I had a few occasions to wear it outside. I try to avoid speaking when I'm Joshua, I use mostly body language.


I'm French. I do my best to write in English here, but I know that I make a lot of errors. Please be understanding !