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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • May 10
  • Australia
  • Deviant for 3 years
  • She / Her
My Bio

barely here.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
unlike pluto
Favourite Games
minecraft , terraria , dragon age , dead island
Favourite Gaming Platform
Tools of the Trade
PC , Nikon , pencil & paper

as things go

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as things go and go and go and go endlessly ... i have been officially (via surgery) diagnosed with endometriosis! it's a truly shitty disease, it's also lifelong with no cure.. so that's fine (not) i'm nearly three months out from surgery that consisted of my surgeon gently pulling all my intestines off things it shouldn't have been attached to , unwrapping my ovary from it, excising all the endo spots she could, re-arranging the entire right side of my organs to their proper places.. like no wonder i was in pain for 15 years of my life?? with any luck i'll be suppressing new growth with the hormones i'll be on until i hit menopause.. worst comes to worst i can always get rid of everything right? (nope still not a cure but take what you can get i guess) i'm still mad , understandably so i think. i'm barely in pain anymore of the physical variety anyway , still have plenty of emotional pain it seems as i'm pursuing countless other health things , cut one head off the beast and
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which is almost always how my journals/status updates start these days.. i'm still more drawn to journals , i don't quite know why. maybe because i've tried to write in one daily for the past few months.. or journals has just always been what i used mostly before deviantart started updating literally everything. anyway! last i was here... i had just gotten married, applied for a new visa, and was filling in all the requirements for the visa. i can happily say i got my visa! in about 2~ years or so i hope to be a permanent resident of Australia !! i'm so happy to be able to stay here where i'm safe & loved by my husband and his family. amongst other good news , i'm planning on going back to school to finish up my culinary studies! applications for the program i want start near the end of April so i'm just waiting for that as well right now. some other updates, of the less good news variety.. i have all but been officially diagnosed with endometriosis. official diagnosis will have to
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i'm just not good at being on this site anymore , i suppose part of that is because i came back to this place when i was at a really bad time during my life & was desperately looking for someway to convince myself that sticking around would be worth it in the long run & when i managed to find a certain someone who has literally turned my life around, the desperate need to be here faded away. last time i checked in i was engaged, i'm happy to say i've moved on to being married! i'd meant to send personal messages to some of you but my life has been so busy now with Christmas & the wedding & working on visa things that it slipped my mind, & for that i'm sorry! but i'm very happy & very happy to stay in Australia as long as my visa things go well, here's to hoping they do
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Thank you for the fav!

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I hope you and your family are doing well and staying safe.

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We are all doing well : )

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