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Sorry about not posting recently!
My summer semester just started, and I've had allot of stressful stuff going on
I sketched this piece because I was having a real rough night. Over the weekend was the 18th anniversary of my father's death, and even though people say things should get better with time they really don't. He wore a V necklace to keep me close while he was in the hospital, and now I have it. But as the title says: I shouldn't be the one wearing it, it should be him.
No matter how much time passes there will always be pain. Waking up in the morning and remembering how your life is missing something. Thinking how much better everything could have been if he were here. And with every anniversary or significant life moment the sting of missing a key life figure hurts more than ever. He wasn't at any graduations, he wasn't there for birthdays or sports, and as outdated as "giving the bride away" is I still would have wanted him to walk me down the aisle. It sucks. It hurts. But I have to keep going. We all have to. I would give up decades of my life to see him for one minute, for one hug, anything to hear him tell me he loves me or that he's proud of me. But we have to keep going.
Sorry about all the depressing venting. Thank you all for being so patient with everything!
More happy stuff and commissions to come~
I have a bunch of little in progress sketches I'm working on, but they're not ready to post. I may make a Patreon where I'll submit them as WIPs. I'm adding perks to the tiers, but for now it would just be WIPs.
Please don't trace<3
My summer semester just started, and I've had allot of stressful stuff going on
I sketched this piece because I was having a real rough night. Over the weekend was the 18th anniversary of my father's death, and even though people say things should get better with time they really don't. He wore a V necklace to keep me close while he was in the hospital, and now I have it. But as the title says: I shouldn't be the one wearing it, it should be him.
No matter how much time passes there will always be pain. Waking up in the morning and remembering how your life is missing something. Thinking how much better everything could have been if he were here. And with every anniversary or significant life moment the sting of missing a key life figure hurts more than ever. He wasn't at any graduations, he wasn't there for birthdays or sports, and as outdated as "giving the bride away" is I still would have wanted him to walk me down the aisle. It sucks. It hurts. But I have to keep going. We all have to. I would give up decades of my life to see him for one minute, for one hug, anything to hear him tell me he loves me or that he's proud of me. But we have to keep going.
Sorry about all the depressing venting. Thank you all for being so patient with everything!
More happy stuff and commissions to come~
I have a bunch of little in progress sketches I'm working on, but they're not ready to post. I may make a Patreon where I'll submit them as WIPs. I'm adding perks to the tiers, but for now it would just be WIPs.
Please don't trace<3
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