Despite the fact that this sketch is very old, I still quite like it, and I like to look back on it to get a bit of a motivational kick on drawing again.
Character belongs to my friend, Pandalana
I see the tears in your eyes.
They refuse to fall.
I see the fear you hide behind tightly sealed iron doors.
Yet you do not falter to do what you deem is right.
You are brave to continue without a flinch of doubt gracing your features.
I see the way you move; how your shoulders slump; the way your ears are listening to intruders; the way your muscles tense at the mere sound of the air brushing against your face; how you fear an intake of breath will give you away; the way you are ready to fight for your very existence as your hand tightens around your weapon.
And you are part of a larger game, a game of which I am a pawn and you are a queen.
If only you were not so pure that the very thought of touching you would disintegrate me.
I should hate you; the very air you inhale and exhale should cloud my mind and pollute my system.
Instead, you cloud my judgement; you are my addiction, an addiction too dangerous for me to have, yet it keeps me alive.
You are the enemy; I should not care for you.
Yet I am too selfish to let you go despite our predicament.
I see the fear in your eyes, your tears finally streaming.
And you continue to fight with death lurking around every corner.
I envy your courage; the jealousy of your determination is eating me alive.
For I am not brave.
I am just a pawn and you are my queen, albeit my white queen.
My key to redemption.
A sample of original literature. From time to time you'll find me writing some original stuff, usually poetry, and usually also containing a more sinister tone than my other written works would.
"White Queen" is by far the work I'm proudest of, even if it didn't take me long to write. It hits the core essentials of love divided by war while also solidifying gender equality, that women can be heroes and men as the cowards just trying to survive.
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Max | Blaze
Pisces // INTJ // Slytherin
Current Mood: Reading and writing fan fictions
Writing Mood: Sonic the Hedgehog
Need to: Read on my curriculum
Hi, uhm… I'm Max, not my real name, obviously. I write. A lot. Most of which never get posted because I have a tendency to jump from fandom to fandom within months. Plus, insecurity issues; my friend and beta reader is a great support to my psyche and, really, she's managed to nudge me out of my shell since I started writing five years ago. At times, I might draw something, but ultimately my perfectionistic side allows me only to sketch stuff to a certain extent; I'll try to do more art, though.
If I write some original literature it tends to be on the depressive side, often melancholic and a relfection of my current feelings. I write poetry when I'm feeling down, to get the negativity out, and it often cuts bone deep.
Uh… I'm a student at the IT University of Copenhagen, studying BSc in Data Science there, my first year… and I really should be focusing on my studies more than anything else, but I procrastinate a lot, and that's an unfortunate thing for me. The actual programming isn't actually that hard, it just takes a lot of practice and playing around with codes outside of the classroom, which is a thing I rarely do. :/
If you wish to impose critisim on my work do so in a constructive way so that I may improve, okay? General feedback is always welcome, but I will not hesitate to block anyone whose only goal is to be negative. Thank you.
Things that you need to know about me, otherwise… well, I'm BiroAce, I'm enby, meaning non-binary. I don't actually consider myself a woman, exactly, even if I am assigned female… So, I'd appreciate it if you didn't choose gendered language with me (Ms, female, girl, Dame, dude, etc.), though simple female pronouns are fine. And Mx.; the Mx. title is a good one to use when referencing me.
My current interest lies in Sonic, though that really doesn't stop me from loving any other fandom. Sonic is merely the fandom that I'm putting my energy into at the moment.
And, yeah, page looks a bit boring because I don't have Core membership anymore. Though this widget here was beginning to look, 1. crowded, 2. out of date, 3. ugly; so, I'm going for something simple at the moment and I hope you like it as much as I do.
The AUs that you NEED to do at least ONCE in every fandom you invest yourself in
Hogwarts AU ||
Avatar AU ||
Genderbend AU ||