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Reflections -- Epilogue: Carcer
REFLECTIONS I carry strength from souls now gone They won't let me give in I will never surrender We'll free the Earth and sky Crush my heart into embers And I will reignite — "Reignite" by Malukah — ARC I — ORBIT Epilogue: Carcer (latin: beginning, jailbird, prison) Like a crystal falling to the abyss, he's indefinitely suspended from the flow of time, a sublime creature completely immobile and blanketed in ignorance, and eventually… he's going to break. There will be no ground to land on once time resumes, no secure placement where he can run off… only jiggered edges jamming into limbs, spilling blood as red a
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Hello
Hello, I say. Can you hear me?   I wish to talk to you, but you never seem to hear me.   Can you even see me? I'm standing right here, growing further and further away. Why do you keep on pushing me back? Hello? Answer me, please. I cannot bear this churning feeling wrenching my heart apart, tears itching at my eyes but don't fall; my throat closing up, a wish to scream on the tip of my lips.   Hello? I call, uncertain and afraid. Is anybody home?   Nothing. An abandoned house with a doll trotting about. I'm that doll, aren't I? A dancing doll. That's what you want, isn't it? For me to follow your whims and advises; to be a good girl. My fe
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Ghosts
I remember one time, when I was seven, I woke up in the middle of the night between my parents, having earlier troubles falling asleep, to a whining noise coming from outside, like someone trying to steal a car. Except, the noise wouldn't stop; it kept screeching and screeching, and I felt this sort of... tugging inside me, as if there was something out there, something very wrong. I told my mother about it - being that both she and my father are light sleepers - but she brushed it off, saying it was just some bully causing a rampage. So I let it by, for a few minutes, until I couldn't take it anymore and went out of bed, trying to brush off
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125 Theme Challenge
Theme Challenge    1.       Apocalypse/Dystopia    2.       Alternate Universe    3.       Clandestine    4.       Vengeance    5.       Transcend    6.       Growth    7.       Fire    8.       Fade    9.       Time    10.     Change    11.     Balance    12.     Lilac    13.     Integrity    14.     Jealousy    15.     Destiny    16.     Unrequited    17.     Opposing Sides    18.     Gravity    19.     Teardrops    20.     Euphoria    21.     Red Thread (Chinese Soulmate Symbol)    22.     Fantasy/Mythology/Legends    23.     Honour    24.     Liberation    25.     Trauma/Pain/Broken/Scarre
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Draconian | Prologue
ASH PETALS Book I Draconian 惡 "War is peace. Freedom is slavery. Ignorance is strength." — George Orwell, 1984 Teaser At the End of the World ~.~ Even now, facing her father in a match dominated by the lust for power, she can feel the cold hatred flow through her veins — like ice spiked into spears, stabbing her very soul with such force that the cold is burning — as it had done all those years ago when realisation hit and still does every time she looks at him. If only she had known sooner, maybe things wouldn't have come down to this: father vs. daughter in their last battle, lost hopes flickering back to life in wh
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White Queen
I see the tears in your eyes. They refuse to fall. I see the fear you hide behind tightly sealed iron doors. Yet you do not falter to do what you deem is right. You are brave to continue without a flinch of doubt gracing your features. I see the way you move; how your shoulders slump; the way your ears are listening to intruders; the way your muscles tense at the mere sound of the air brushing against your face; how you fear an intake of breath will give you away; the way you are ready to fight for your very existence as your hand tightens around your weapon. And you are part of a larger game, a game of which I am a pawn and you are a queen.
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Death
I am more interested in what lies on the other side than the actual living. Life goes on the way you think you want it to be, the way it is supposed to be, but what is the point when everything you want is something you cannot have. You are nothing more than a mechanism that adapts to your surroundings in order to survive; someone who strives for perfection when you know you can never be anything but flawed, that you can only become what others expect you to be. And what for? To make a change, to be different, to do something big that will make you glorious for the rest of your life? And people wait until you fall; until your foundation crumb
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Kill
There was once a time when I was tasked to kill and punished for my failure. Despite the consequences, I vowed that I would never murder another living being, animal or human, it did not matter; I would not shatter my soul even if my life were at risk, even if my parents would suffer by my choices. But for you, I would die to protect you. I would kill to keep you from harm. I would slaughter millions of people if only you would promise me your forgiveness for my horrendous crimes. I love you, and I cannot breathe without you breathing safely against my skin. Even if you would hate me for eternity.
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Sonic Harry Potter AU - Info
This AU was inspired by Alliizoo (https://www.deviantart.com/alliizoo)'s Blaze : RavenClaw picture. This post is for my elder watchers, back when I was freaked out with Sonic the Hedgehog. So all my watchers from the Big Four universe, I suggest not to read this. Of course you can, it's just not related to my Big Four Hogwarts AU what so ever. Many characters are from the Sonic X series; other characters from the games and Archie Comics are here, too. Both humans and Mobians are here as we need to fill out as many roles as possible. Mostly Mobians are students, but there's a fair amount of human students here and there. If you know any more StH characters, let me know and I'll
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Moment for a Change | Drabble 1
Title: When Will My Life Begin? - Part I Genre: Romance Rating: General Audience, K Category: Movie crossover » Rise of the Guardians (2012) | Tangled (2010) Characters: Jack Frost, Rapunzel Pairings: Jackunzel Summary: Sometimes you just need a reminder of what you want with your life to take action and do something different. §•..•¤°°¤•..•¤°°¤•..•¤°°¤•..•¤°°¤•..•¤°°¤•..•¤°°¤•..•¤°°¤•..•¤°&
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Reflections -- Epilogue: Carcer
REFLECTIONS I carry strength from souls now gone They won't let me give in I will never surrender We'll free the Earth and sky Crush my heart into embers And I will reignite — "Reignite" by Malukah — ARC I — ORBIT Epilogue: Carcer (latin: beginning, jailbird, prison) Like a crystal falling to the abyss, he's indefinitely suspended from the flow of time, a sublime creature completely immobile and blanketed in ignorance, and eventually… he's going to break. There will be no ground to land on once time resumes, no secure placement where he can run off… only jiggered edges jamming into limbs, spilling blood as red a
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Hello
Hello, I say. Can you hear me?   I wish to talk to you, but you never seem to hear me.   Can you even see me? I'm standing right here, growing further and further away. Why do you keep on pushing me back? Hello? Answer me, please. I cannot bear this churning feeling wrenching my heart apart, tears itching at my eyes but don't fall; my throat closing up, a wish to scream on the tip of my lips.   Hello? I call, uncertain and afraid. Is anybody home?   Nothing. An abandoned house with a doll trotting about. I'm that doll, aren't I? A dancing doll. That's what you want, isn't it? For me to follow your whims and advises; to be a good girl. My fe
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100 Theme Challange
The Master List 1. Introduction 2. Love 3. Light 4. Dark 5. Seeking Solace 6. Break Away 7. Heaven 8. Innocence 9. Drive 10. Breathe Again 11. Memory 12. Insanity 13. Misfortune 14. Smile 15. Silence 16. Questioning 17. Blood 18. Rainbow 19. Grey 20. Fortitude 21. Vacation 22. Mother Nature 23. Animal Instincts 24. Running out of Time 25. Trouble Lurking 26. Tears 27. Foreign 28. Sorrow 29. Happiness 30. Under the Rain 31. Flowers 32. Night 33. Expectations 34. Stars 35. Hold My Hand 36. Treasure 37. Eyes 38. Abandoned 39. Dreams 40. Rated 41. Teamwork 42. Standing Still 43. Dying 44. Two Roads 45. Illusion 46. Family 47. Creation 48. Childh
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125 Theme Challenge
Theme Challenge    1.       Apocalypse/Dystopia    2.       Alternate Universe    3.       Clandestine    4.       Vengeance    5.       Transcend    6.       Growth    7.       Fire    8.       Fade    9.       Time    10.     Change    11.     Balance    12.     Lilac    13.     Integrity    14.     Jealousy    15.     Destiny    16.     Unrequited    17.     Opposing Sides    18.     Gravity    19.     Teardrops    20.     Euphoria    21.     Red Thread (Chinese Soulmate Symbol)    22.     Fantasy/Mythology/Legends    23.     Honour    24.     Liberation    25.     Trauma/Pain/Broken/Scarre
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The Dare
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Crystal cave
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DnD: Magister
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Queen Of Thorns
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Patience 11
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March 17, 1998
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LadyLuckyLuHobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! :love:
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Thank you for the Watch!
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YumiichuProfessional Digital Artist
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE. MY ONLY SUNSHINE. YOU MAKE ME HaappYYYYYYYY WHEN SKIES ARE GREYYYYYY
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PenPal-OliveStudent Writer
Ehhh..... What?
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YumiichuProfessional Digital Artist
///I have no idea X'DDD
Hope you've been well, darling!
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PenPal-OliveStudent Writer
Oh, I'm okay. As okay as I can be, however. I'm a bit stressed, but I seems to be doing better. Like, there are good days and bad days, I've discovered. Today was a really good day :3

How about you? How are you?
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YumiichuProfessional Digital Artist
I've been so so ;v; 
Some days are great, others are boring, and some days I've lost all motivation ;;; Coming out of my rut a bit, though ;v;
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