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Hello, I say. Can you hear me?
I wish to talk to you, but you never seem to hear me.
Can you even see me? I'm standing right here, growing further and further away.
Why do you keep on pushing me back? Hello? Answer me, please. I cannot bear this churning feeling wrenching my heart apart, tears itching at my eyes but don't fall; my throat closing up, a wish to scream on the tip of my lips.
Hello? I call, uncertain and afraid. Is anybody home?
Nothing. An abandoned house with a doll trotting about. I'm that doll, aren't I? A dancing doll. That's what you want, isn't it? For me to follow your whims and advises; to be a good girl.
My feet are killing me, mum, and yet you don't recognise me. These chains binding me to you are cold and harsh, they hurt me. Why can't I be me?
Do I even matter to you? Or are you just trying to shape me in your own image?
Stop, please. I want to go home.
You are home, you say, I wish for you to be home, to be part of my family.
But… doesn't what I want ma
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I remember one time, when I was seven, I woke up in the middle of the night between my parents, having earlier troubles falling asleep, to a whining noise coming from outside, like someone trying to steal a car. Except, the noise wouldn't stop; it kept screeching and screeching, and I felt this sort of... tugging inside me, as if there was something out there, something very wrong. I told my mother about it - being that both she and my father are light sleepers - but she brushed it off, saying it was just some bully causing a rampage. So I let it by, for a few minutes, until I couldn't take it anymore and went out of bed, trying to brush off the sudden anxiety.
By the time I decided to check it out, I was already outside, in pyjamas and barefooted, no less, strolling around in the middle of the night, just a few fifty meters away from our house. You couldn't visible see that a car was whining, there weren't any blinking lights, nothing to alert people from afar, just the noise. So, bei
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125 Theme Challenge
Theme Challenge
    1.       Apocalypse/Dystopia
    2.       Alternate Universe
    3.       Clandestine
    4.       Vengeance
    5.       Transcend
    6.       Growth
    7.       Fire
    8.       Fade
    9.       Time
    10.     Change
    11.     Balance
    12.     Lilac
    13.     Integrity
    14.     Jealousy
    15.     Destiny
    16.     Unrequited
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Draconian | Prologue
Book I

"War is peace.
Freedom is slavery.
Ignorance is strength."
— George Orwell, 1984
At the End of the World
Even now, facing her father in a match dominated by the lust for power, she can feel the cold hatred flow through her veins — like ice spiked into spears, stabbing her very soul with such force that the cold is burning — as it had done all those years ago when realisation hit and still does every time she looks at him. If only she had known sooner, maybe things wouldn't have come down to this: father vs. daughter in their last battle, lost hopes flickering back to life in what they don't even dare to consider will be the end of loss and agony, the calm before the storm as the world awaits its destiny.
It took her years to come down to this, standing up and believing in herself, thinking for the better for herself a
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White Queen
I see the tears in your eyes.
They refuse to fall.
I see the fear you hide behind tightly sealed iron doors.
Yet you do not falter to do what you deem is right.
You are brave to continue without a flinch of doubt gracing your features.
I see the way you move; how your shoulders slump; the way your ears are listening to intruders; the way your muscles tense at the mere sound of the air brushing against your face; how you fear an intake of breath will give you away; the way you are ready to fight for your very existence as your hand tightens around your weapon.
And you are part of a larger game, a game of which I am a pawn and you are a queen.
If only you were not so pure that the very thought of touching you would disintegrate me.
I should hate you; the very air you inhale and exhale should cloud my mind and pollute my system.
Instead, you cloud my judgement; you are my addiction, an addiction too dangerous for me to have, yet it keeps me alive.
For now.
You are the enemy; I s
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I am more interested in what lies on the other side than the actual living.
Life goes on the way you think you want it to be, the way it is supposed to be, but what is the point when everything you want is something you cannot have. You are nothing more than a mechanism that adapts to your surroundings in order to survive; someone who strives for perfection when you know you can never be anything but flawed, that you can only become what others expect you to be.
And what for? To make a change, to be different, to do something big that will make you glorious for the rest of your life?
And people wait until you fall; until your foundation crumbles because they know that sooner or later you will suffer and despair of what once was.
What's the point, then, if your success will not last forever?
Life is insignificant and unfair; death is inevitable and unchangeable. You search for kindness, closure, happiness, just for it to be taken away s
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There was once a time when I was tasked to kill and punished for my failure.
Despite the consequences, I vowed that I would never murder another living being, animal or human, it did not matter; I would not shatter my soul even if my life were at risk, even if my parents would suffer by my choices.
But for you, I would die to protect you.
I would kill to keep you from harm.
I would slaughter millions of people if only you would promise me your forgiveness for my horrendous crimes.
I love you, and I cannot breathe without you breathing safely against my skin.
Even if you would hate me for eternity.
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Sonic Harry Potter AU - Info
This AU was inspired by Alliizoo's Blaze : RavenClaw picture.
This post is for my elder watchers, back when I was freaked out with Sonic the Hedgehog. So all my watchers from the Big Four universe, I suggest not to read this. Of course you can, it's just not related to my Big Four Hogwarts AU what so ever.
Many characters are from the Sonic X series; other characters from the games and Archie Comics are here, too. Both humans and Mobians are here as we need to fill out as many roles as possible. Mostly Mobians are students, but there's a fair amount of human students here and there. If you know any more StH characters, let me know and I'll put them into this info list.
Gryffindor (11)
Bunnie Rabbot
Sticks the Badger
Sonic the HedgehogMiles "Tails" Prower (has great Ravenclaw potential)
Amy Rose (could be a Hufflepuff, too, and has amazing Slytherin potential also (look in comments)
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Moment for a Change | Drabble 1
Title: When Will My Life Begin? - Part I
Genre: Romance
Rating: General Audience, K
Category: Movie crossover » Rise of the Guardians (2012) | Tangled (2010)
Characters: Jack Frost, Rapunzel
Pairings: Jackunzel
Summary: Sometimes you just need a reminder of what you want with your life to take action and do something different.
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Frosted Fear | Chapter 1
Frosted Fear
by Blooming-Snowflake
When an accident happens to her sister Anna, Elsa loses complete control of her powers, and her fears to hurt others doesn't hel
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Elemental Flames | Preview -rewritten-
Elemental Flames 
A flame.
Just one little burning flame in a glass. The significance of this burning life form is far more important and precious than anything else in this universe, and no one realises it. Because it is the root for all living things in this dimension. In several dimensions. The signature of life itself is inside this never ending burning flame, whose power can bring so much wealth and hope to the world and yet so much destructive energy lies within it could end it. Since time began, this living flame of hope and destruction has been kept in secret and guarded by humans from generation to generation, decade after decade, millennium after millennium, to keep it alive and protected from any who might misuse it.
The flame was unearthly, it bound the world together as one unity, yet, despite this unfathomable, divine power, the flame could be blown out if anyone ever dared to attempt such an action. Although
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100 Theme Challange
The Master List
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Grey
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Animal Instincts
24. Running out of Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thoughts
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mis
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   Chapter 13, “Friends I Didn’t Even Know I Had”. Shadow's home a half an hour later.
   “That's it Silver, you're alright...” Sonic said as he was hugging Silver and patting his back. The hedgehog just cried into the spirit's shoulder, glad to have someone there for him.
   “I'm-I'm sorry for doing this...” Silver's breath was ragged and came in gasps, “I know you-you hate when people do this.”
   “No, you're fine. Do you hear me complaining?”
   “Thank you, Sonic...”
   “For what?”
   Silver pulled away from him and wiped his face on his sleeve. “F-For understanding... I never knew I cared about Shadow this much.”
   “Yeah, he's a hard guy to get to know. Bit of a brooder too. But he's a good guy... I guess.” Sonic made the kid smile slightly. In Sonic's old circle of friends, he was the rock
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until we meet again... part 1
"Blaze!" cried Silver, running towards the purple cat. But just as he reached her she disappeared. What the... thought Silver looking around for her.
"Goodbye Silver..." whispered Blaze.
"No!!!" shouted Silver, tears starting to appear in his eyes. I can't live without you thought Silver as everything began to disappear...
Beep! Beep! Siler groaned as he turned the alarm clock off. Why was it beeping so early? Silver lay there trying to figure out why he was awake so early. Suddenly it dawned on him. Because he was staying in the past, he had to go to school. Oh shoot! he thought jumping out of bed. If he didn't hurry up he was going to be late! Urgh.. why is the past so difficult? Silver thought sighing.
"Where is he?" groaned Odette, tapping her foot impatiently.
"He's probably just running late, where he's not used to it," replied Shade.
"But I know what Miss Wood's like if you're late!" whined Odette.
"Yeah, you're late often enough" muttered Immy.
"Come on Silver!"
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Chapter 30
~*part 2*~
"I think she's healed now," said Rouge as she was done healing Amy with her lunar magic. "But I think the pain is still a little intense when you apply pressure to any part of her body."
"So, will you carry her to a safe place carefully?" I asked, a little worried(1).
"Just what I'm about to do, hon," Rouge replied. Then she touched my shoulder, "Don't worry, sweetness; I'm sure she'll fully recover in a day or less." For some reason my chest felt tight. Though I really need to believe Rouge for Amy's sake and mine.
"Yeah, just keep her safe," I said.
Rouge gave me a tender smile, "I will." Then she picked Amy up in her arms carefully. I noticed that Amy's arm was hanging down, so I took Amy's wrist and laid her hand upon her other, which was lying on her middle.  Take care... Ames, I thought to Amy so that she could pick that up.
"S-Sonic..." I heard Amy mumble.
Then Rouge flapped her wings and took off in the air with Amy in
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Tick. Tick. Tick.
Blaze was steadily tapping her pencil on her desk. The teacher, clearly not noticing, continued to write their writing assignment on the chalk board.
"Your assignment," she began in her raspy voice. "is to write a three hundred word essay on the elements of this earth."
Everyone groaned, but Blaze could care less.
She sighed. I shouldn't even be here. I should be protecting the Sol Emeralds. This is a stupid mission.
Blaze fiddled with her skirt. And whats with these outfits?! I prefer my purple clothes.
Blaze loved the color purple, and not just because it was her fur color. The feline thought it could be calm and relaxing, yet feirce and independent. It was a color all its own.
Bored, Blaze finally quit listening to the teacher and glanced at her best friend, Silver. The white hedgehog was the only one that really understood her. When she wa in a bad mood he always found a way to cheer her up.
Suddenly, Silver looked at her as if he could sense her staring at him. H
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Silver grasped her wrist. "Here." he said as he switched the golden braclet around his wrist with the white fuzz around hers. The braclet clicked as he tightened it. "There." He looked up at her, "Now we both have a part of eachother!" he held up his arm showing the white fuzz strapped around it. Blaze was silent for a second. "You're still as naive as ever." She finally said with a sigh. Silver put his arms behind his head and
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Mx. Max
Artist | Student | Literature
#Asexual #Biromantic #Enby #FanFictionAuthor

Max | Blaze
Pisces // INTJ // Slytherin

:bulletred: Current Mood: Reading and writing fan fictions

:bulletred: Writing Mood: Sonic the Hedgehog

:bulletred: Need to: Read on my curriculum

Hi, uhm… I'm Max, not my real name, obviously. I write. A lot. Most of which never get posted because I have a tendency to jump from fandom to fandom within months. Plus, insecurity issues; my friend and beta reader is a great support to my psyche and, really, she's managed to nudge me out of my shell since I started writing five years ago. At times, I might draw something, but ultimately my perfectionistic side allows me only to sketch stuff to a certain extent; I'll try to do more art, though.

If I write some original literature it tends to be on the depressive side, often melancholic and a relfection of my current feelings. I write poetry when I'm feeling down, to get the negativity out, and it often cuts bone deep.

Uh… I'm a student at the IT University of Copenhagen, studying BSc in Data Science there, my first year… and I really should be focusing on my studies more than anything else, but I procrastinate a lot, and that's an unfortunate thing for me. The actual programming isn't actually that hard, it just takes a lot of practice and playing around with codes outside of the classroom, which is a thing I rarely do. :/

If you wish to impose critisim on my work do so in a constructive way so that I may improve, okay? General feedback is always welcome, but I will not hesitate to block anyone whose only goal is to be negative. Thank you.

Things that you need to know about me, otherwise… well, I'm BiroAce, I'm enby, meaning non-binary. I don't actually consider myself a woman, exactly, even if I am assigned female… So, I'd appreciate it if you didn't choose gendered language with me (Ms, female, girl, Dame, dude, etc.), though simple female pronouns are fine. And Mx.; the Mx. title is a good one to use when referencing me.

My current interest lies in Sonic, though that really doesn't stop me from loving any other fandom. Sonic is merely the fandom that I'm putting my energy into at the moment.

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Oh my gosh- Hi! I can't believe I found you again, it's been so many years since we've spoken?? How are you? I hope things are going well! ;v;
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